http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-4MV-n9kDA...I was riding in the passenger's side of John's DeSoto this afternoon....the pain was tugging at my chest pretty badly and rain poured down over the window that seemed to blur until I focused on trickling drops just in front of my face....though my fingers danced against the glass the water was untouchable...I found myself lost in my own mindless thoughts until the radio was turned up....a song came on with a nice melody and a beautiful voice...I lifted my chin and glanced over to John before pulling my legs up to my chest resting my feet in the seat....I listened deeply to this song and by the time we pulled over on the side of the road to look out over the mountainside, we both were in tears....
slowly I step onto the stone wall and take a deep breath before leaning over the edge only for my wrist to be grabbed by a weak John....sadly the only thing my brain could think of was the song and I instantly whispered 'if you love me let me go' at which point he pulled me down and held me for what felt like an hour before we both returned to the car...
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