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Who is Bob the Builder?

The person who made that poster prob. just plagerized it for the pic. ^8^ xp

@ JJ - That poster is sooooo cool. And maybe the prez DID get the saying from Bob the Builder.

@ Giesta - NOOOOoooooOOOOOO Barney. *sticks my fingers in my ears and chants lalalalala I can't hear you* to tune out his voice.

A serious note:

**Dont worry this is just a way to vent a little**

*~Decisions~*

I despair,
I despair deeply,

I seek a ends to the means,
and a means to an end,

I see before me a hallway of many doors, a long and winding way with many choices,

I see before 4 doors of the greatest potential, 3 easily and a 4th hardly there ghostly in the dim light,

The first door I walk to and open to see what lies behind..........

Behind it lies a glittering silver sharpness, a beautiful silver thing that dances and as it goes Red Roses rise up,

But this eternity does not please me for it takes far to much pain to accomplish,

The second door looms large, but when I come close I must stoop to open it for it has suddenly gotten small and warped,

As I open it wider than it seems to be able, is a room dark and gloomy, with a small hutch and a bootle upon it with small green tabs,

I walk forward pick-up the bottle and see the tabs within, no no it will not be that easy and it wont take me to eternity unless they are stronger than I am and that would be hard for them to do,

Once again this eternity displeases me, for it wont work unless I have confidence and the knowledge to see that all the green tabs are gone and eternity assured,

The third door is in front of me, but it is odd it is so large a gaint would be needed to open it but when I go to open it up it swings wide with the smallest touch,

Once opened I see a room filled with..........nothing, then sounds and lights and words and calling out of my name and then....................nothing again,

It continuse in cycles going and stoping, I wonder then it hits me hard right between my eyes,

This is the ultimate eternity, to realse all and give all to chance to let Fate remove me from the world than my own hands,

To fly from the tallest building with no fear, even as I fly to meet the ground,

To take the courage of Death to mind and go bungee-jumping with a parachute and no bungee,

To step forward as the train comes and welcome it with a hug, and with peace forever,

I see these things in my minds eye, but alas no not a desired eternity as with the others I would have to explain untimely to MY Lord upon croosing The Jordan River on the other side,

These sadly gave me no peace and I wondered "What can I do?"

The fourth door stands before me though Ive not moved,
it glows and upon it is a symbol only My Lord knows and understands,

I wonder at its meaning and then infront of me a few words glow upon the door, "You will open me if you reach the remander of your years older and wiser and ready to meet HIM"

I understand now, and realize the final door is my Salvation and is the ocrrect choice and the walk ends and the day comes and it will await me.

3nodding If you want to, I just needed to relieve some pent-up darkness.

3nodding Thanks, Harvey. I hope I can answer before I have to get off Gaia.

3nodding I hold good thoughts for you Harvey, and hope your work goes well and works out quickly so you wont be as stressed.

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