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I dont have partial understanding, if i had i would have very skeptic of this bond to ever exist in the way that is formed and all that is composed and the rituals and spiritual meanings and such that encompass this. You seem to think that having a difference in thinking means i dont understand it. I do understand it thats why i was baffled at the word ziven used "addiction" in fact that she bonded with me in the first place to make me understand it, again seeing her leave is clear to me that having a dissagreement is partial understanding or that im not up to snuff it the conditions and requirements that it forms.

*walking as he talking much like scientist seeking answers in his head* You see this is the problem i am seeing it from a whole perspective not just yours but from what it looks from my side. This is why sometimes im confused, logic doesn't fit here well. I am not a rider, i am not a dragon, i have never been linked with a dragon in this method except the experience ziven gave me. I wont forget what it felt and how it overwhelmed my senses and made me see things from another view.But you clearly have made decision that strayed from this meaning. This is just a normal disscussion not a debate but is also that you have to know that no matter how understanding is the person even if it is a rider to make hir or her thinking stay in the same point as everyone is not easy or it will be impossible. I have views of it that i wish to explore maybe i will fall into the same thinking but for now i just think that the words and situations befalling Ziven dont fall into normal or evrything is fated.

*sigh* Do what you must. I already am seen as dissapointment, i will stress not further this anymore. I just think that nor addiction or artificial could ever be used on my experience feeling the bond that have for years. And maybe you are right just one moment wont give me a lot to work on my mind. What i tell you is this what i felt was real and was so wonderful that words dont do justice in that moment. I been walking astray for god knows who, is not a bold view is experience, is what i have seen and hear what affects my judgement, what i am formed and my knowledge of things, one thing i learned is that the more you seek to know the more you see that you dont know nothing. In this world i dont expect anything but what nature has shown as the people and kin change more than the earth itself. If you wish to leave and accompany ziven do so, she needs you as you are her father. Im a more than nuicanse now more than ever, Please be well *with those words he took his way out of the house Taking a few steps he jumped on the ceiling and stayed awake watching the stars*

"You can simply knock through the door if you are that adamant about getting in to see me, though .. it would be no easy task if you were to try to break though the barrier of magic against teleporting in to my house." she said sweetly, leading him up the three steps, across the porch and in to her home. Nothing had changed, the same couch, chairs and tables in the front room. "Anywhere you like .." she said softly, smiling and bobbing her head.

"That matters not to me. The couch is fine .. I simply .. wish to be held today. It has been a long time." she said softly bobbing her head. She basically just wanted to be held as a parent would hold their young child, which is what she usually wanted when she thought of cuddling, not any of the 'crazy' stuff that he might have been thinking of as being cuddling.

She smiled, changing her clothes also as she walked to her simple, white dress. Carefully, she gently sat on his lap, leaning her head against his chest. Almost immediately she could feel his warmth, and with a happy sigh, she closed her eyes. "Thank you."

She smiled and yawned a bit. Though she tried to remain awake and say something, she quickly drifted to sleep.

With a pop, Ziven and Hunter appeared in the back yard of her house. There was a flourishing flower garden there now, nurtured and maintained by Selmeria. There, Ziven and Hunter were sitting on a bench, wooden seat with wrought iron arms and supports. There was a moment of silence before she looked to Hunter with wide, curious eyes still, a small smile playing at the corners of her lips. "I am honored that you and I may have time to speak. I wish .. to know how you are .. how you have been .. what you have been doing .. what you want to be doing .. who .." she paused before she was truly able to find the courage to speak her mind. "Who you wish to be with you while .. doing what you are doing."

"Have you been enjoying your time? do you feel more confident at all?" she said softly, smiling cheerfully to him, eager to hear more. "Part of knowing who you are is knowing who you wish to become."