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I owe the bank a ton of money, my car has it's MOT this month (I'm hoping nothing is seriously wrong; I can't afford to fix it but I can't afford to not have my car either crying ) , I'm failing my course at university, my job is giving me a lot of stress, trying to find a new job is causing a lot of stress, I've realised I have like no irl friends anymore, the people I know on here are slowly vanishing, my bf is impossible to get hold of, Alastair is pissing me off and I'm slowly beginning to fail even more at everything social than I normally do.

So yeh, I'm getting kinda stressed out and depressed about it. One of my tutors nearly brought me to tears yesterday so yeh. Not a good time

I have a huge test today... and a goddamn film crew just showed up to set up stuff in our lobby. I guess I can kiss a full HOUR of study time goodbye. I hate my job. D<

Well first of all, why not plan out what you need to do for the day? Then do it bit by bit and feel happy about it. Also Kam, you should go doctors about it, I don't know how many times I've said that to you, but this just proves that you should, or it's just going to keep happening.

To Peoplers & Frank - Stop dwelling on the bad things and look at the good things you have. A lot of people don't have jobs and a lot are far worse off - homeless etc.

Peoplers, I say don't give up, keep going and try harder. I seriously failed really BAD once, most probably because I fell behind on half of the stuff taught because I was seriously ill. But try to find a motivation to keep you going. Mine was looking at the end result, and the fact I just don't like failing at all. So I worked extra harder and got one of the best results in the school. Find someone to help you get through it, a study buddy or whatever. I know this sounds lame, but whenever I went over to my friends (she was freakishly smart), she would study with me for an hour or so and then we'd just hang out like usual. It helped me catch up a years worth of work in 2 months. So it is possible.

Do not stick with an option because you think it's easier. Do you know how many people tried so hard just to get where they are now? The careers they wanted? You don't think the had an easy ride do you? xD This is just a way of working out how to work under pressure. Take time out for yourself, we are human afterall. Speak to someone, whether it be a professional or a friend. Go take walks to the park, or something to get your mind off things. I usually go for walks with my friend etc between lectures so we clear our head of stuff.About your car thing too, at least you have a car to call a car. Some of us don't have one. There's no need to rush and there's no need to panic. Panicing and stressing will do NOTHING at all either. It'll only end up worse for you if you stress.

If you're seriously thining of chucking away your education, then I can't really say much to you about that. I'd just end up thinking about those who would love that opportunity and would possibly work harder. xP

On another note - I'm so happy that people end up showing their true colours in the end. It makes me feel so much better because it proves me right that they weren't worth it, and it just puts me off them and proves even more to trust my instincts. They can seem like the most perfect person for over a month to you, and then when they have the chance to show off or whatever, it just ... I'm just glad that happened :') (Just something that happened earlier.) YEAH b***h D:<

O_O GIVE IT TO ME!

Did that, but random stuff happened today o.o
I went to doctors, its just rotator cuff thingy and some other juju(my shoulder is pretty much as one would say ********

Here. Be grateful. >_> Even looking at a screenshot almost made me hyperventilate.

I'm highly pissed right now.

I just spent $600.00 on a laptop from my college only to be told It's overpriced after I've bought it. They don't accept refunds.

I also can't find the case/manual to my fallout 3 game and I've been digging under my bed for hours trying to find it. No case = No code = No proof I purchased the game/No playing the game.
Huh... It seems the game didn't need an activation key. An unusually pleasant surprise. o3o;;;

To top it all off, my desktops ******** keyboard is broken which is only fueling my anger! scream scream scream