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 Posted: Thu Nov 30, 2006 2:20 pm
advice
Kotai, don't look for love you don't even have to trust anyone like that. Really its all about what you feel about someone when you know them, not a petty diplay of feelings, I know from experience, time trust you better than love can
(am I right for this?)
And also for Kotai
You are the actress, but who is the suport? It is they who make the masterpiece a whole and not just the star alone, so they alone must see your real face in order to paint it.
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Posted: Thu Nov 30, 2006 8:04 pm
i like that second part. its pretty. and deep.
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Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 9:27 am
Dude, first of all, it's Kitai, not Kotai... Second of all, I'm not looking for love. That's exactly why I turn my back on it. It's accepting love when it turns on me. Besides, the thing about being an actress, so many people are acting every day, and that's why they aren't helped for their suffering. My heart suffers every day, and still hardly anyone even knows about it, let alone read that I am. So many are without support, so that I went looking for. That's why I talk to my friends online. They're easy for me to confide in, because they don't jugde me on my everyday actions in my constant act. If anything, I'm acting so people won't see the depressed side and steer away thinking "I don't want to be around her... She's so depressing to be around."...........
Anyway, It's hard for me to fully trust anyway. Even though I confide more in my freinds online than anywhere else, they still don't have every ounce of my trust, and whoever wants it needs to earn it. Sounds selfish I know, but It's really the only way to word it since I never really say that's the reason why I don't like hugs or flirting, or I just don't believe someone's words of "Hey Makenzie, I really like you". It's got nothing against them. It's all about what's going on inside of myself. I just don't know how to trust right away.
Damn! I rambled...
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Posted: Mon Dec 04, 2006 11:27 am
tsk tsk tk maybe u should givelove another chance
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 8:08 am
who are you to be 'tsk'ing me? you've never walked in my shoes. i'll bet you don't have a social disability in a form of autism.
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 11:49 am
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Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 4:49 pm
I said I'll bet. It's a fairly positive notion that you don't. Anyway, how was my bet? Are you autistic?
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Posted: Sat Dec 09, 2006 11:42 am
eek sweatdrop *guys intuition is telling me to walk away from futrue cat fight*
but on a serious note, dissabilites are bull........I know dude with MENTAL problesm and still popular, I know chicks who are ugly as ******** and still get some fine dude (I still dont know how the hell that happens) but it because they have to think of themselves when no one else does, its all about being the one in a world of many.........Kitai...........you know just as well as anyone that the world dosent care about anyone and yourself alone must choose to trust or stand alone
at this point I'd like to say this riddle, "Actions speak louder than words"........read between the lines.
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Posted: Mon Dec 11, 2006 8:06 am
No cat fight, don't worry... no one dare better mess with me. besides, i wouldn't waste energy on something like that.
besides, it's not that i'm hopeless, i just don't believe all the guys who've said they liked me... considering they've all been on the internet. so sorry if i seem too pessimistic, i just don't know whose words to trust, and so i doubt maybe a little too much...
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Posted: Sun Dec 17, 2006 8:23 pm
love is when you feel confertable enough to tell them anything and they will listen and not die laughing
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Posted: Mon Dec 18, 2006 11:39 am
unless they're supposed to laugh...
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Posted: Fri Dec 22, 2006 2:12 pm
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Posted: Sat Dec 23, 2006 4:37 pm
of course... the truth is what i speak, after all...
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Posted: Fri Dec 29, 2006 7:26 pm
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Posted: Sat Dec 30, 2006 2:59 pm
i think it's everyone's emotional prison. an infectious virus no one can avoid or escape. whether u like it or not someone loves u or u love someone. it's a universal concept.
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