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 Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 8:26 pm
Im debating if i should post it in my myspace blog or not. there are things i want to say it in, about him...but hes the only one who reads it...
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 8:28 pm
what i mean is i want to talk about him and how i feel, but he would read it...
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 8:30 pm
and im not sure if i want him to know im falling in love...
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 8:33 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 8:36 pm
One day though I will have to say it...
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 8:40 pm
And the uncertinaty of his answer scares me...a lot...
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 8:42 pm
What if he dosent feel the same way?
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 8:46 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 8:49 pm
I dont want to be rejected
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 8:57 pm
I dont know if i could handle that...
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 9:00 pm
It would be a hearty blow thats for sure
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 9:13 pm
I dont want that kind of pain...
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 9:26 pm
I'm afraid that he would not be ready you know? That i would be rushing it and that would draw him away from me. the thing is, even though he is still in high school, i want to stay with him. for a long time. Im so comfortable with him that i feel i could live with him in peace....
...i wanna stay with him....
...forever...
...is that bad?...
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 9:31 pm
I( think i shall jsut let it lie for now.... maybe he will say it...
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 9:36 pm
What if he feels the same way and is afraid to say it first? What if he is fearing my rejection, which wont come trust me....
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