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Posted: Sun Apr 09, 2006 8:53 pm
bluefire_starter Lightshade bluefire_starter Tecke blinked. "Really you have?" He turned even redder. "Well then I'm glad I said it." He laughed a little and closed his eyes. He really like hugging Kin. It made him feel like he could be himself and be liked for it. He smiled. "Come on Kin lets go." "I'm glad you said it also, and yeah we should get going classes," Kin started to walk off back to the school, and turned around and waited for Tecke at the stairs. Tecke smiled and ran to him. "Yeah if we don't hurry we're going to be late" He caught up to him. "Oh wait I only have one class today and it's way later so I'm going to walk you to your class." He smiled and walked into the school. Kin smiled and grabbed his hand, "all right, that will be great we can meet up after my class," he headed into the school and down the hall, towards his classrom.
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Posted: Mon Apr 10, 2006 5:54 am
chemical_solutions im not worried about you coming back at all,its just what you say that hurts. like ive been saying theyre not the ones hurting me and you dont know anything about me. you dont know whether or not that what you do or say is going to hu-----" kaji stopped realizing what he had said. Kyu sighted. "I do know what I say and do... I just..." the long haired boy looked in the others eyes. His red ones gleaming a bit. "Why... Why do you care for someone that is mean to you and keeps hurting you?" he asked and trued to stand strait but a wave of cough made him bend in two.
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Posted: Mon Apr 10, 2006 8:54 am
Naeril chemical_solutions im not worried about you coming back at all,its just what you say that hurts. like ive been saying theyre not the ones hurting me and you dont know anything about me. you dont know whether or not that what you do or say is going to hu-----" kaji stopped realizing what he had said. Kyu sighted. "I do know what I say and do... I just..." the long haired boy looked in the others eyes. His red ones gleaming a bit. "Why... Why do you care for someone that is mean to you and keeps hurting you?" he asked and trued to stand strait but a wave of cough made him bend in two."why do i do anything in life? i dont know. all that i know is that i do care about you. "kaji replied softly. kyu apparently hadnt understood what he meant, what he was going to finish saying was that he didnt think that kyu knew what to do or say and what to avoid doing or saying. he had to ask though, he just had to know. "kyuzou.... what do you feel for me? why do you want to hurt me? do you really want me to stay out of your life and leave you alone?"
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Posted: Mon Apr 10, 2006 9:14 am
chemical_solutions "why do i do anything in life? i dont know. all that i know is that i do care about you. "kaji replied softly. kyu apparently hadnt understood what he meant, what he was going to finish saying was that he didnt think that kyu knew what to do or say and what to avoid doing or saying. he had to ask though, he just had to know. "kyuzou.... what do you feel for me? why do you want to hurt me? do you really want me to stay out of your life and leave you alone?" "I..." Kyu started but paused. He liked the boy and it hurt him to know that he was hurting him. But was it better to tell him the truth and get him hurt by the goth gang? They where perfectly able to and he knew it. Heck he wouldn't be able to sit for a month thanks to that basted Hiroshi. He looked out of the window not knowing what to say.
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Posted: Mon Apr 10, 2006 9:20 am
Naeril chemical_solutions "why do i do anything in life? i dont know. all that i know is that i do care about you. "kaji replied softly. kyu apparently hadnt understood what he meant, what he was going to finish saying was that he didnt think that kyu knew what to do or say and what to avoid doing or saying. he had to ask though, he just had to know. "kyuzou.... what do you feel for me? why do you want to hurt me? do you really want me to stay out of your life and leave you alone?" "I..." Kyu started but paused. He liked the boy and it hurt him to know that he was hurting him. But was it better to tell him the truth and get him hurt by the goth gang? They where perfectly able to and he knew it. Heck he wouldn't be able to sit for a month thanks to that basted Hiroshi. He looked out of the window not knowing what to say."..... well? hmm.... if you wont tell me im going to take a guess.... is this because of your gang?" kaji asked,sensing the boys uneasiness to answer him.
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Posted: Mon Apr 10, 2006 9:25 am
chemical_solutions "..... well? hmm.... if you wont tell me im going to take a guess.... is this because of your gang?" kaji asked,sensing the boys uneasiness to answer him. Kyu nodded slightly before his mind could tell him not to. "I don't think I'm a part of the gang anymore tho..."
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Posted: Mon Apr 10, 2006 10:11 am
"i see...." kaji changed his gaze from kyu's eyes to the floor. 'i dont think thats the only reason why hes pushing me away. i would like it if he would just be honest with me. i prefer the enitre truth so much more than this stupid guessing game.'
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Posted: Mon Apr 10, 2006 10:24 am
chemical_solutions "i see...." kaji changed his gaze from kyu's eyes to the floor. 'i dont think thats the only reason why hes pushing me away. i would like it if he would just be honest with me. i prefer the enitre truth so much more than this stupid guessing game.' Kyu went to the window and drove a finger over it. From what he saw of Kaji this situation was too much of a burden for him. "Look... I like you... I like you a lot. But if you hand with me... They will find a way to hurt you. And I don't want you to get hurt cos of me. Please understand that..." he said but didn't turn unable to bare to see Kaji's reaction to that.
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Posted: Mon Apr 10, 2006 10:34 am
Naeril chemical_solutions "i see...." kaji changed his gaze from kyu's eyes to the floor. 'i dont think thats the only reason why hes pushing me away. i would like it if he would just be honest with me. i prefer the enitre truth so much more than this stupid guessing game.' Kyu went to the window and drove a finger over it. From what he saw of Kaji this situation was too much of a burden for him. "Look... I like you... I like you a lot. But if you hand with me... They will find a way to hurt you. And I don't want you to get hurt cos of me. Please understand that..." he said but didn't turn unable to bare to see Kaji's reaction to that.kaji looked up in surprise. 'that? that was the reason he kept pushing me away?' "kyuzou...." he said as he got up off of the bed, "there is only one person in this entire world who has the power to hurt me. why, i have no idea. they may only hurt me physically but..... the physical wounds dont matter to me.... im fairly decent fighter and im damn fast. id like to see them try to get at me."
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Posted: Mon Apr 10, 2006 10:44 am
chemical_solutions kaji looked up in surprise. 'that? that was the reason he kept pushing me away?' "kyuzou...." he said as he got up off of the bed, "there is only one person in this entire world who has the power to hurt me. why, i have no idea. they may only hurt me physically but..... the physical wounds dont matter to me.... im fairly decent fighter and im damn fast. id like to see them try to get at me." Kyu sigthed and glazed out of the window still unable to look at Kaji. "I'm better fighter then any of em... But...."
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Posted: Mon Apr 10, 2006 10:52 am
Naeril chemical_solutions kaji looked up in surprise. 'that? that was the reason he kept pushing me away?' "kyuzou...." he said as he got up off of the bed, "there is only one person in this entire world who has the power to hurt me. why, i have no idea. they may only hurt me physically but..... the physical wounds dont matter to me.... im fairly decent fighter and im damn fast. id like to see them try to get at me." Kyu sigthed and glazed out of the window still unable to look at Kaji. "I'm better fighter then any of em... But....""but there are more of them than there are of you, right? you shouldnt worry about such things. the wounds they could cause me are trivial to other wounds that ive had. " kaji took a few steps towards kyu.
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Posted: Mon Apr 10, 2006 11:02 am
chemical_solutions Naeril chemical_solutions kaji looked up in surprise. 'that? that was the reason he kept pushing me away?' "kyuzou...." he said as he got up off of the bed, "there is only one person in this entire world who has the power to hurt me. why, i have no idea. they may only hurt me physically but..... the physical wounds dont matter to me.... im fairly decent fighter and im damn fast. id like to see them try to get at me." Kyu sigthed and glazed out of the window still unable to look at Kaji. "I'm better fighter then any of em... But....""but there are more of them than there are of you, right? you shouldnt worry about such things. the wounds they could cause me are trivial to other wounds that ive had. " kaji took a few steps towards kyu. "I don't worry that they can beat you up... I worry that.... I don't want em to..." sighs again and looks down his back still to Kaji.
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Posted: Mon Apr 10, 2006 11:07 am
Naeril chemical_solutions Naeril chemical_solutions kaji looked up in surprise. 'that? that was the reason he kept pushing me away?' "kyuzou...." he said as he got up off of the bed, "there is only one person in this entire world who has the power to hurt me. why, i have no idea. they may only hurt me physically but..... the physical wounds dont matter to me.... im fairly decent fighter and im damn fast. id like to see them try to get at me." Kyu sigthed and glazed out of the window still unable to look at Kaji. "I'm better fighter then any of em... But....""but there are more of them than there are of you, right? you shouldnt worry about such things. the wounds they could cause me are trivial to other wounds that ive had. " kaji took a few steps towards kyu. "I don't worry that they can beat you up... I worry that.... I don't want em to..." sighs again and looks down his back still to Kaji."to do what?" kaji asked softly. "what are you worried about that they are going to do to me?"
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Posted: Mon Apr 10, 2006 11:13 am
chemical_solutions "to do what?" kaji asked softly. "what are you worried about that they are going to do to me?" Kyu felt his throat as if sone clawed hand was ctrangling it. "I don't want em to do to you what Hiroshi did to me" he said so quiet that it even he had hard time to hear his one words.
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Posted: Mon Apr 10, 2006 11:20 am
Naeril chemical_solutions "to do what?" kaji asked softly. "what are you worried about that they are going to do to me?" Kyu felt his throat as if sone clawed hand was ctrangling it. "I don't want em to do to you what Hiroshi did to me" he said so quiet that it even he had hard time to hear his one words.kaji had stopped and looked down when kyu had said that. 'thats why...' he wanted to tell kyu, but he also felt that this was not the time nor the place to tell him. the goths hadnt gotten to him already, it wasnt that. it was just that hes been raped before. he was raped at this club that he went to when he was 15 years old.
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