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 Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2009 10:41 am
peoplers life is so busy and stressful right now though... and i NEED SLEEP! GOD DAMN SECRETARYNESS MEANING I HAVE TO STAY HERE TO SIGN THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!! and stupid best friend for not seeing me any bloody day this week except tonight. If you think the secretaryneessss is stressing you, then drop it? And everyone has busy lives, it's just a matter of handling it and working around it.
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Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2009 10:43 am
but i cant drop it because otherwise the society folds. and anyway, it's just today that it's being annoying cause i'm all sleep deprived and goruchy. *slams head* however life is too complicated
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Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2009 10:46 am
peoplers but i cant drop it because otherwise the society folds. and anyway, it's just today that it's being annoying cause i'm all sleep deprived and goruchy. *slams head* however life is too complicated XD It'll get better, don't worry. You're just getting used to new things. You'll be fine. Make sure you do sleep though O_O
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Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2009 10:47 am
sikh-91 peoplers but i cant drop it because otherwise the society folds. and anyway, it's just today that it's being annoying cause i'm all sleep deprived and goruchy. *slams head* however life is too complicated XD It'll get better, don't worry. You're just getting used to new things. You'll be fine. Make sure you do sleep though O_O i haven't had proper sleep in months. i'm not even sure what it is anymore
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Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2009 10:53 am
peoplers sikh-91 peoplers but i cant drop it because otherwise the society folds. and anyway, it's just today that it's being annoying cause i'm all sleep deprived and goruchy. *slams head* however life is too complicated XD It'll get better, don't worry. You're just getting used to new things. You'll be fine. Make sure you do sleep though O_O i haven't had proper sleep in months. i'm not even sure what it is anymore Well, I can't really have a proper sleep in anymore. I'm used to waking up early XD
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Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2009 12:03 pm
Divine_Malevolence Creas Not to be mean, but there are some people, and I honestly don't get how they are beating me in the mod contest. I really don't. The reason half of them have as many votes as they do is because they are on a lot, and I'm on way more than they are. Mayhaps they're using bribery? Well that sounds way more fun... @LMF: You totally are.
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Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2009 12:16 pm
Why is it that I want nothing less than conflict, and I try as hard as I can to avoid pissing people off, but it always happens anyway? Am I just the kind of person who shouldn't say anything at all? What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me? I don't like arguing, I hate it, it makes me want to throw up. But I can't seem to prevent it. Because everything I say is wrong somehow. This is why I keep saying I shouldn't be around people. I'm nothing but a problem. I try, but I can't avoid doing what I hate.
I'm about to totally lose it. Please, if you don't have anything nice to say to me right now...don't say anything at all. I'm shaking so hard I can barely type. Just ignore this post. Forget I said anything. I can't make anyone happy. I can't avoid being a problem even when I try.
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Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2009 12:21 pm
Kestin Sha Why is it that I want nothing less than conflict, and I try as hard as I can to avoid pissing people off, but it always happens anyway? Am I just the kind of person who shouldn't say anything at all? What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me? I don't like arguing, I hate it, it makes me want to throw up. But I can't seem to prevent it. Because everything I say is wrong somehow. This is why I keep saying I shouldn't be around people. I'm nothing but a problem. I try, but I can't avoid doing what I hate.
I'm about to totally lose it. Please, if you don't have anything nice to say to me right now...don't say anything at all. I'm shaking so hard I can barely type. Just ignore this post. Forget I said anything. I can't make anyone happy. I can't avoid being a problem even when I try. I'd prefer you talk. You seem like somebody who says things that have meaning. At least much more then the common..... ....... Person. Though, having such a kind and gentle soul isn't a benefit in this day and age. Evil runs through people like currents through the ocean. It's possible to avoid the darker side of people for a while, but in the end, you're probably going to get swept up in a current.
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Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2009 12:31 pm
Kestin Sha Why is it that I want nothing less than conflict, and I try as hard as I can to avoid pissing people off, but it always happens anyway? Am I just the kind of person who shouldn't say anything at all? What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me? I don't like arguing, I hate it, it makes me want to throw up. But I can't seem to prevent it. Because everything I say is wrong somehow. This is why I keep saying I shouldn't be around people. I'm nothing but a problem. I try, but I can't avoid doing what I hate.
I'm about to totally lose it. Please, if you don't have anything nice to say to me right now...don't say anything at all. I'm shaking so hard I can barely type. Just ignore this post. Forget I said anything. I can't make anyone happy. I can't avoid being a problem even when I try. It's hard for any one to say the right thing any more. Especially when there is a previous misunderstanding or disagreement. When the ember of conflict is there it often spreads like wild fire.
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Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2009 12:35 pm
I wish that helped. I don't know why not. I feel like I'm about to burst into a thousand tiny pieces. Panicking (but not enough for my typing to get out of hand) and my lunch is about to go back down the sewers (erm...not to imply it came from there in the first place) and I'm two inches away from crying. I get really upset when these things happen. Much more than I used to, and it seems like it's noticeably worse every time. And I know that half the people reading this (at least) are probably rolling their eyes at how stupid the whole thing is but I can't help it I get really upset and I'm about to really freak.
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Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2009 12:37 pm
Kestin Sha I wish that helped. I don't know why not. I feel like I'm about to burst into a thousand tiny pieces. Panicking (but not enough for my typing to get out of hand) and my lunch is about to go back down the sewers (erm...not to imply it came from there in the first place) and I'm two inches away from crying. I get really upset when these things happen. Much more than I used to, and it seems like it's noticeably worse every time. And I know that half the people reading this (at least) are probably rolling their eyes at how stupid the whole thing is but I can't help it I get really upset and I'm about to really freak. Why would they roll their eyes? And I wish I could hug ya. That..... In my mind, would have the greatest chance at doing anything..... @.@
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Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2009 12:37 pm
Kestin Sha I wish that helped. I don't know why not. I feel like I'm about to burst into a thousand tiny pieces. Panicking (but not enough for my typing to get out of hand) and my lunch is about to go back down the sewers (erm...not to imply it came from there in the first place) and I'm two inches away from crying. I get really upset when these things happen. Much more than I used to, and it seems like it's noticeably worse every time. And I know that half the people reading this (at least) are probably rolling their eyes at how stupid the whole thing is but I can't help it I get really upset and I'm about to really freak. Well that other half can go burn in what ever hell they believe in. I'm sorry I couldn't help though, and I hope you feel better.
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Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2009 12:49 pm
Someone I was close friends with died yesterday.
I... I don't even know what to say. I honestly want to just curl up in a corner and cry, but I can't.
And... I feel like such a jerk, but it really hurts that he didn't even tell me that he had cancer, despite the fact that we were close. Am I such a bad friend that he didn't trust me? Why am I even thinking about myself at a time like this?
I truly wish that I hadn't thrown away the old English Literature work we did together. I would give anything to have that reminder of him back right now.
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Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2009 12:51 pm
Kestin Sha I wish that helped. I don't know why not. I feel like I'm about to burst into a thousand tiny pieces. Panicking (but not enough for my typing to get out of hand) and my lunch is about to go back down the sewers (erm...not to imply it came from there in the first place) and I'm two inches away from crying. I get really upset when these things happen. Much more than I used to, and it seems like it's noticeably worse every time. And I know that half the people reading this (at least) are probably rolling their eyes at how stupid the whole thing is but I can't help it I get really upset and I'm about to really freak. Don't feel bad that you expressed your opinions. Everyone thinks differently, and if you have something to say, then say it. You shouldn't really hold back because some people may get annoyed. There are some people who appreciate others opinions, and some that don't. That's how it is. You can't change that. Try not let it upset you.
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Posted: Fri Nov 06, 2009 12:53 pm
Silly RiRi Someone I was close friends with died yesterday.
I... I don't even know what to say. I honestly want to just curl up in a corner and cry, but I can't.
And... I feel like such a jerk, but it really hurts that he didn't even tell me that he had cancer, despite the fact that we were close. Am I such a bad friend that he didn't trust me? Why am I even thinking about myself at a time like this?
I truly wish that I hadn't thrown away the old English Literature work we did together. I would give anything to have that reminder of him back right now. ....... Didn't want you to worry, perhaps? If he was, it's..... Rather counterproductive in the case that he dies. ...... @.@
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