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 Posted: Wed Aug 27, 2008 12:51 pm
"I want her to be happy and healthy. She needs more direction, she needs to have a real family before she starts one of her own. I know this is what speaks in her heart .. yet .. I can't teach her this, as you were saying. It's not something you can read about, it's something learned through experience. Here we are, wanting, trying to cram 20 years of experience in to a few months. It's not right, it won't be the same. I haven't the heart to tell her." he said as he leaned back and crossed his arms over himself. It was his fault for her not learning thses things though he did what he thought was right, all things considered.
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Posted: Wed Aug 27, 2008 7:35 pm
what if you could spend 20 years in just a few days worth would you be able to accept such bargain? Because *he pulls a card very oddly shaped* I think i may have a solution to it. You will be able to give her direction and maybe wisen her up more and her only 20 seconds would have passed.
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Posted: Wed Aug 27, 2008 7:45 pm
He looked to him with an interesting look, trying to sort out how to say what was on his mind without insulting Seisuke. Finally, he bobbed his head a bit. "That offer .. is one that I should not accept. That is a lot to consider and should be Ziven's decision, not mine."
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Posted: Wed Aug 27, 2008 8:24 pm
Yes but also is something it was offered to me by DT i guess both you and her needs are above mine. This will effectively send you to DT's place which is time delayed, but it is true in a sense is her choice.
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Posted: Wed Aug 27, 2008 8:27 pm
"As far as she can tell, he does not care much for her. With that, I believe we should pass." he said softly, looking serious, happy and yet pondering.
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Posted: Wed Aug 27, 2008 8:45 pm
Is your choice i will repesct.
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Posted: Wed Aug 27, 2008 8:50 pm
"Thank you." he said cheerfully, smiling brightly. "Enough of my blubbering .. are you well?"
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Posted: Thu Aug 28, 2008 12:29 am
No need *He said openly to him* I am ok if you ask yourself?
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Posted: Thu Aug 28, 2008 12:33 am
"Mostly just worried about being a bad father to Ziven. She deserves the best, truly." he said with a bit of a smile, turning to look at him again. Bobbing his head, he wondered more. "Do I seem out of sorts?"
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Posted: Thu Aug 28, 2008 12:40 am
you worry too much that you have faltered that is not healthy.
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Posted: Thu Aug 28, 2008 12:45 am
"It's fact, my friend." he said in a confident tone. "I denied her so much in our years together, I robbed her of what could have been a completely loving childhood. Can you truly imagine what it is to be in our situation right now?"
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Posted: Thu Aug 28, 2008 12:54 am
i dont have to imagine because i know and i have seen your situation before. Though it was a mistake you are working hard to mend it. That in itself should ease your mind. Bad would have been if you denied and show indiference of any kind. *he said slowly*
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Posted: Thu Aug 28, 2008 12:57 am
"Did they not feel guilt as I do? Honestly, I can't shake the guilt of knowing that, even as her master, I could have made different choices to help her know such a simple, basic life skill as love." he said softly, looking to Seisuke with a very somber expression.
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Posted: Thu Aug 28, 2008 1:16 am
Everyone makes mistakes, once must strive to be btter to not repeat and sadly yes they often don care
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Posted: Thu Aug 28, 2008 7:40 am
"You're alright, you know that?" he said with a smile. Almost as soon as he said this, his ears seemed to perk up. Smiling, he stood. "I should go to her. Please, get some rest also, Seisuke-ona." he said as he stood and returned upstairs.
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