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 Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 8:21 pm
kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath *jumps down and stands in front of you with tears on my face* i.... hate pity. i am beyod hope today. im weak now. my head phones are heavey to me even. all the comfert tha tcan be offerd t ome will nto help. the hugs i recived.. made me wanan cry. i lost my wings for god sakes. the funniest song i know isnt even helping me. i promsie you tha ttommrowo will not be a preety day anywhere sad did you do something with one of the people here that you didnt plan on doing? NO. NO I DIDNT. I DID NOTHING. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW UPSET I AM RIGHT NOW. I CANT EVEN LOOK IN THE MIRROR. AND THAT QUESTAIN DIDNT HELP ANY...... sorry for yelling sad does have anything to do wiiiiiith ShadowWisp or gothic yoai....dammit i care about you and this would be easier if you just told me *brakes into tears on your shoulders* NO... i dont know.... im sorry but i dont know *falls to my knees with my hands on the ground crying* do you know how clsoe IRL i was to doig nsomethign similer to this about 10 secoudns ago sad cry *huggles him tightly* im srry.....ill stop making you more upset.....if i could make you feel better id try my hardest *licks his cheek* *turns head away* no thats how it all started sad
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 8:23 pm
blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath *jumps down and stands in front of you with tears on my face* i.... hate pity. i am beyod hope today. im weak now. my head phones are heavey to me even. all the comfert tha tcan be offerd t ome will nto help. the hugs i recived.. made me wanan cry. i lost my wings for god sakes. the funniest song i know isnt even helping me. i promsie you tha ttommrowo will not be a preety day anywhere sad did you do something with one of the people here that you didnt plan on doing? NO. NO I DIDNT. I DID NOTHING. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW UPSET I AM RIGHT NOW. I CANT EVEN LOOK IN THE MIRROR. AND THAT QUESTAIN DIDNT HELP ANY...... sorry for yelling sad does have anything to do wiiiiiith ShadowWisp or gothic yoai....dammit i care about you and this would be easier if you just told me *brakes into tears on your shoulders* NO... i dont know.... im sorry but i dont know *falls to my knees with my hands on the ground crying* do you know how clsoe IRL i was to doig nsomethign similer to this about 10 secoudns ago sad cry *huggles him tightly* im srry.....ill stop making you more upset.....if i could make you feel better id try my hardest *licks his cheek* *turns head away* no thats how it all started sad thats how wat all started *quirks ears*....
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 8:24 pm
kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath *jumps down and stands in front of you with tears on my face* i.... hate pity. i am beyod hope today. im weak now. my head phones are heavey to me even. all the comfert tha tcan be offerd t ome will nto help. the hugs i recived.. made me wanan cry. i lost my wings for god sakes. the funniest song i know isnt even helping me. i promsie you tha ttommrowo will not be a preety day anywhere sad did you do something with one of the people here that you didnt plan on doing? NO. NO I DIDNT. I DID NOTHING. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW UPSET I AM RIGHT NOW. I CANT EVEN LOOK IN THE MIRROR. AND THAT QUESTAIN DIDNT HELP ANY...... sorry for yelling sad does have anything to do wiiiiiith ShadowWisp or gothic yoai....dammit i care about you and this would be easier if you just told me *brakes into tears on your shoulders* NO... i dont know.... im sorry but i dont know *falls to my knees with my hands on the ground crying* do you know how clsoe IRL i was to doig nsomethign similer to this about 10 secoudns ago sad cry *huggles him tightly* im srry.....ill stop making you more upset.....if i could make you feel better id try my hardest *licks his cheek* *turns head away* no thats how it all started sad thats how wat all started *quirks ears*.... it all started with the fight and thats all i know sad adn the fight started wit ha lick on the side of my face sad i dont want to play with anyone right now
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 8:25 pm
blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath *jumps down and stands in front of you with tears on my face* i.... hate pity. i am beyod hope today. im weak now. my head phones are heavey to me even. all the comfert tha tcan be offerd t ome will nto help. the hugs i recived.. made me wanan cry. i lost my wings for god sakes. the funniest song i know isnt even helping me. i promsie you tha ttommrowo will not be a preety day anywhere sad did you do something with one of the people here that you didnt plan on doing? NO. NO I DIDNT. I DID NOTHING. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW UPSET I AM RIGHT NOW. I CANT EVEN LOOK IN THE MIRROR. AND THAT QUESTAIN DIDNT HELP ANY...... sorry for yelling sad does have anything to do wiiiiiith ShadowWisp or gothic yoai....dammit i care about you and this would be easier if you just told me *brakes into tears on your shoulders* NO... i dont know.... im sorry but i dont know *falls to my knees with my hands on the ground crying* do you know how clsoe IRL i was to doig nsomethign similer to this about 10 secoudns ago sad cry *huggles him tightly* im srry.....ill stop making you more upset.....if i could make you feel better id try my hardest *licks his cheek* *turns head away* no thats how it all started sad thats how wat all started *quirks ears*.... it all started with the fight and thats all i know sad adn the fight started wit ha lick on the side of my face sad i dont want to play with anyone right now ii get it.....its because you have feelings and ur not sipposed to feel aha i am like a spy *rubs hands together* why are you upset about that fight....i mean.....it wasnt that bad and it'll be all good in no time
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 8:28 pm
kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath *jumps down and stands in front of you with tears on my face* i.... hate pity. i am beyod hope today. im weak now. my head phones are heavey to me even. all the comfert tha tcan be offerd t ome will nto help. the hugs i recived.. made me wanan cry. i lost my wings for god sakes. the funniest song i know isnt even helping me. i promsie you tha ttommrowo will not be a preety day anywhere sad did you do something with one of the people here that you didnt plan on doing? NO. NO I DIDNT. I DID NOTHING. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW UPSET I AM RIGHT NOW. I CANT EVEN LOOK IN THE MIRROR. AND THAT QUESTAIN DIDNT HELP ANY...... sorry for yelling sad does have anything to do wiiiiiith ShadowWisp or gothic yoai....dammit i care about you and this would be easier if you just told me *brakes into tears on your shoulders* NO... i dont know.... im sorry but i dont know *falls to my knees with my hands on the ground crying* do you know how clsoe IRL i was to doig nsomethign similer to this about 10 secoudns ago sad cry *huggles him tightly* im srry.....ill stop making you more upset.....if i could make you feel better id try my hardest *licks his cheek* *turns head away* no thats how it all started sad thats how wat all started *quirks ears*.... it all started with the fight and thats all i know sad adn the fight started wit ha lick on the side of my face sad i dont want to play with anyone right now ii get it.....its because you have feelings and ur not sipposed to feel aha i am like a spy *rubs hands together* why are you upset about that fight....i mean.....it wasnt that bad and it'll be all good in no time if your talkign about fealing love for someone, the no. i do not, i dont "know" any of you. im nto upset about the fight.. i mupset about its effects sad
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 8:30 pm
blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath *jumps down and stands in front of you with tears on my face* i.... hate pity. i am beyod hope today. im weak now. my head phones are heavey to me even. all the comfert tha tcan be offerd t ome will nto help. the hugs i recived.. made me wanan cry. i lost my wings for god sakes. the funniest song i know isnt even helping me. i promsie you tha ttommrowo will not be a preety day anywhere sad did you do something with one of the people here that you didnt plan on doing? NO. NO I DIDNT. I DID NOTHING. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW UPSET I AM RIGHT NOW. I CANT EVEN LOOK IN THE MIRROR. AND THAT QUESTAIN DIDNT HELP ANY...... sorry for yelling sad does have anything to do wiiiiiith ShadowWisp or gothic yoai....dammit i care about you and this would be easier if you just told me *brakes into tears on your shoulders* NO... i dont know.... im sorry but i dont know *falls to my knees with my hands on the ground crying* do you know how clsoe IRL i was to doig nsomethign similer to this about 10 secoudns ago sad cry *huggles him tightly* im srry.....ill stop making you more upset.....if i could make you feel better id try my hardest *licks his cheek* *turns head away* no thats how it all started sad thats how wat all started *quirks ears*.... it all started with the fight and thats all i know sad adn the fight started wit ha lick on the side of my face sad i dont want to play with anyone right now ii get it.....its because you have feelings and ur not sipposed to feel aha i am like a spy *rubs hands together* why are you upset about that fight....i mean.....it wasnt that bad and it'll be all good in no time if your talkign about fealing love for someone, the no. i do not, i dont "know" any of you. im nto upset about the fight.. i mupset about its effects sad XD thats what i meant >_> i mean it was a harmless fight though.....everyone gets into them and they all end up okay.....unless ya do something dead stupid then screw them lol XD *pokes his cheek* it'll be fine blorky look at the brighter side......there still ur friends
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 8:32 pm
kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath *jumps down and stands in front of you with tears on my face* i.... hate pity. i am beyod hope today. im weak now. my head phones are heavey to me even. all the comfert tha tcan be offerd t ome will nto help. the hugs i recived.. made me wanan cry. i lost my wings for god sakes. the funniest song i know isnt even helping me. i promsie you tha ttommrowo will not be a preety day anywhere sad did you do something with one of the people here that you didnt plan on doing? NO. NO I DIDNT. I DID NOTHING. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW UPSET I AM RIGHT NOW. I CANT EVEN LOOK IN THE MIRROR. AND THAT QUESTAIN DIDNT HELP ANY...... sorry for yelling sad does have anything to do wiiiiiith ShadowWisp or gothic yoai....dammit i care about you and this would be easier if you just told me *brakes into tears on your shoulders* NO... i dont know.... im sorry but i dont know *falls to my knees with my hands on the ground crying* do you know how clsoe IRL i was to doig nsomethign similer to this about 10 secoudns ago sad cry *huggles him tightly* im srry.....ill stop making you more upset.....if i could make you feel better id try my hardest *licks his cheek* *turns head away* no thats how it all started sad thats how wat all started *quirks ears*.... it all started with the fight and thats all i know sad adn the fight started wit ha lick on the side of my face sad i dont want to play with anyone right now ii get it.....its because you have feelings and ur not sipposed to feel aha i am like a spy *rubs hands together* why are you upset about that fight....i mean.....it wasnt that bad and it'll be all good in no time if your talkign about fealing love for someone, the no. i do not, i dont "know" any of you. im nto upset about the fight.. i mupset about its effects sad XD thats what i meant >_> i mean it was a harmless fight though.....everyone gets into them and they all end up okay.....unless ya do something dead stupid then screw them lol XD *pokes his cheek* it'll be fine blorky look at the brighter side......there still ur friends *back hands your hand away* i cant stand pokeing, let alone the fact that your not sure. the only reson i mstill here is becuse i made a promise and i will keep it for 30 mins scream
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 8:33 pm
blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath *jumps down and stands in front of you with tears on my face* i.... hate pity. i am beyod hope today. im weak now. my head phones are heavey to me even. all the comfert tha tcan be offerd t ome will nto help. the hugs i recived.. made me wanan cry. i lost my wings for god sakes. the funniest song i know isnt even helping me. i promsie you tha ttommrowo will not be a preety day anywhere sad did you do something with one of the people here that you didnt plan on doing? NO. NO I DIDNT. I DID NOTHING. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW UPSET I AM RIGHT NOW. I CANT EVEN LOOK IN THE MIRROR. AND THAT QUESTAIN DIDNT HELP ANY...... sorry for yelling sad does have anything to do wiiiiiith ShadowWisp or gothic yoai....dammit i care about you and this would be easier if you just told me *brakes into tears on your shoulders* NO... i dont know.... im sorry but i dont know *falls to my knees with my hands on the ground crying* do you know how clsoe IRL i was to doig nsomethign similer to this about 10 secoudns ago sad cry *huggles him tightly* im srry.....ill stop making you more upset.....if i could make you feel better id try my hardest *licks his cheek* *turns head away* no thats how it all started sad thats how wat all started *quirks ears*.... it all started with the fight and thats all i know sad adn the fight started wit ha lick on the side of my face sad i dont want to play with anyone right now ii get it.....its because you have feelings and ur not sipposed to feel aha i am like a spy *rubs hands together* why are you upset about that fight....i mean.....it wasnt that bad and it'll be all good in no time if your talkign about fealing love for someone, the no. i do not, i dont "know" any of you. im nto upset about the fight.. i mupset about its effects sad XD thats what i meant >_> i mean it was a harmless fight though.....everyone gets into them and they all end up okay.....unless ya do something dead stupid then screw them lol XD *pokes his cheek* it'll be fine blorky look at the brighter side......there still ur friends *back hands your hand away* i cant stand pokeing, let alone the fact that your not sure. the only reson i mstill here is becuse i made a promise and i will keep it for 30 mins scream *lowers ears backs away*................................oki *runs away*
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 8:34 pm
kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath kittykato blorkbarrowdeath *jumps down and stands in front of you with tears on my face* i.... hate pity. i am beyod hope today. im weak now. my head phones are heavey to me even. all the comfert tha tcan be offerd t ome will nto help. the hugs i recived.. made me wanan cry. i lost my wings for god sakes. the funniest song i know isnt even helping me. i promsie you tha ttommrowo will not be a preety day anywhere sad did you do something with one of the people here that you didnt plan on doing? NO. NO I DIDNT. I DID NOTHING. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW UPSET I AM RIGHT NOW. I CANT EVEN LOOK IN THE MIRROR. AND THAT QUESTAIN DIDNT HELP ANY...... sorry for yelling sad does have anything to do wiiiiiith ShadowWisp or gothic yoai....dammit i care about you and this would be easier if you just told me *brakes into tears on your shoulders* NO... i dont know.... im sorry but i dont know *falls to my knees with my hands on the ground crying* do you know how clsoe IRL i was to doig nsomethign similer to this about 10 secoudns ago sad cry *huggles him tightly* im srry.....ill stop making you more upset.....if i could make you feel better id try my hardest *licks his cheek* *turns head away* no thats how it all started sad thats how wat all started *quirks ears*.... it all started with the fight and thats all i know sad adn the fight started wit ha lick on the side of my face sad i dont want to play with anyone right now ii get it.....its because you have feelings and ur not sipposed to feel aha i am like a spy *rubs hands together* why are you upset about that fight....i mean.....it wasnt that bad and it'll be all good in no time if your talkign about fealing love for someone, the no. i do not, i dont "know" any of you. im nto upset about the fight.. i mupset about its effects sad XD thats what i meant >_> i mean it was a harmless fight though.....everyone gets into them and they all end up okay.....unless ya do something dead stupid then screw them lol XD *pokes his cheek* it'll be fine blorky look at the brighter side......there still ur friends *back hands your hand away* i cant stand pokeing, let alone the fact that your not sure. the only reson i mstill here is becuse i made a promise and i will keep it for 30 mins scream *lowers ears backs away*................................oki *runs away* *watches her ru naway and sits down udner the tre again in tears* if they dont come...... this wil lall be for naught cry
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 8:35 pm
*stays in her pillows for good*
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 8:45 pm
kittykato *stays in her pillows for good* *gets up and slams threw the door* im sorry but i cant see you lie kthis.. do yo uwanna know why im sad....its becuse others are sad for the largest part, and they became sad on acount of me.. over me.... and now i will not have another *picks up kitty and kisses her n the cheek* if yo uwill nt oaccept my appology then i leave you with that. if streetangel coems online. tell her im sorry i choudnt hold the promise of beign online in about 20 mins...... good night
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 8:47 pm
blorkbarrowdeath kittykato *stays in her pillows for good* *gets up and slams threw the door* im sorry but i cant see you lie kthis.. do yo uwanna know why im sad....its becuse others are sad for the largest part, and they became sad on acount of me.. over me.... and now i will not have another *picks up kitty and kisses her n the cheek* if yo uwill nt oaccept my appology then i leave you with that. if streetangel coems online. tell her im sorry i choudnt hold the promise of beign online in about 20 mins...... good night *blinks*..its ok..i understnad when people get angry.......*shuffles foot*
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Posted: Thu Jan 13, 2005 8:53 pm
*wraps her tail around her leg* im srry for bugging you blorky *runs off to her bed*
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2005 11:43 am
Nick, I know you're not on right now but I know you're gonna come back and read this. I also know I've said this a lot, but I'm saying it again.
If any of this is my fault, I sincerly apologise. And no matter what, I'm here for you for any reason. I have to work tonight until 10, but I'll try to be back between 10:30 and 11. I'll do my best to get online then. It's okay if you don't wanna stay up for me, don't wory about it. Saturday my grounding is over; I dunno if that will help at all, since I'm working that night. Unless morning until 2ish is okay with you, I guess we can't talk Saturday.
I really hope you feel better and everything I told you last night still stands. *little hug*
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Posted: Fri Jan 14, 2005 12:20 pm
Gothicyaoiluver Nick, I know you're not on right now but I know you're gonna come back and read this. I also know I've said this a lot, but I'm saying it again. If any of this is my fault, I sincerly apologise. And no matter what, I'm here for you for any reason. I have to work tonight until 10, but I'll try to be back between 10:30 and 11. I'll do my best to get online then. It's okay if you don't wanna stay up for me, don't wory about it. Saturday my grounding is over; I dunno if that will help at all, since I'm working that night. Unless morning until 2ish is okay with you, I guess we can't talk Saturday. I really hope you feel better and everything I told you last night still stands. *little hug* lol wrong thread XD dont ask me how i manage this
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