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 Posted: Wed Oct 17, 2007 1:18 pm
Jasie's eyes fluttered as she tried fight against sleep, it was just to strong of an urge. She reached out with her wounded hand and touched devilboy's face lightly with a smile, as he layed her on the ground. Jasie closed her eyes for 4 to 5 seconds and fluttered them shockingly back up as a warm liquid began flooding her mouth.
"Noo... don't!" Jasie said, fighting her urge to shut her mouth and lash out on his wrist to bite downhard in sucking motions.
"I don't wanna hurt you..." Jasie fadingly said.
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Posted: Wed Oct 17, 2007 1:24 pm
"But I don't want you to die..."He said in a worried voice."I'd hurt if you died and I told you I would protect you no matter what..."He said stopping."Even if it means you have to take my blood."He hated vampires biting him but if he had to he would.
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Posted: Wed Oct 17, 2007 3:38 pm
"I'd rather die then hurt you!" Jasie whispered softly to devilboy and pushed his wrist away.
Jasie smiled at devilboy and caressed his face when he said, "I'd hurt if you died and I told you I would protect you no matter what... even if it means you have to take my blood." Jasie loved him for saying that, but she still didn't wanna hurt him.
"I won't bite you... I hate what I am, I just don't wanna hurt anyone anymore."
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Posted: Wed Oct 17, 2007 7:04 pm
"You won't hurt me I promise."He said with a smile."You may hate what you are but I love who you are.You won't be the person I love if you wheren't what you are."He gave her a kiss.
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Posted: Thu Oct 18, 2007 11:22 am
Jasie stared at him with tears forming in her eyes, she hated how her emotions were so out of control and how she couldn't even control the tears from falling. Jasie didn't wanna cry or let anyone see her like this, she just hated showing anyone that things affect her like anyother person. She just like how everyone didn't care and most the time rushed her in a killing maner without a care for her and left her mostly alone. But not him, not this wonderful man she began to fall deeply in love with... not her devilboy.
Jasie kissed him back and reached up with her hands caressing his face.
"Ohh..." Jasie cried out sadly as she looked at what her hand left on his face.
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Posted: Thu Oct 18, 2007 11:33 am
Devilboy's cheek was smerd with her blood and she looked at him with concern and warmth for him glowing from her eyes.
"How can you love a monster like me... I kill people, for their blood... what kind of life is worth living like that?" Jasie said in shame and disgust for what she is.
His words rang and swarmed around her heart making it flutter with warmth and pick up in beat. ."You may hate what you are but I love who you are. You won't be the person I love if you weren't what you are."
"I just don't wanna hurt you!" Jasie sadly said in a begging manner for him not to keep pressing her to feed from his wrist, when she was so far and so close to losing control.
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Posted: Thu Oct 18, 2007 6:29 pm
Hugged her when she started to cry"Everyone crys sometimes even the worst of people do."he said easing off a little."You do what you do to live,just like humans kill to feed them and their famlies its ok."He was trying to comfort her and make her feel better."I told you,your not going to hurt me.You need to stop worring about that."He said pulling his bloody hand farther away to not test her control.
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Posted: Fri Oct 19, 2007 10:47 am
Jasie pressed into his hug hard and cried some more, "My tears are just... I'm sorry!" Jasie whispered to him.
"Humans kill animals to eat from... not their own kind!" Jasie, with disgust and feeling weaker said.
"How can I not worry about hurting you, when I love you so!" Jasie said as she caressed his face once again with a big bright smile on her face.
Jasie started to lose her ability to keep her eyes open, and just felt so weak that she didn't wanna fight the urge to give in and give up anymore.
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Posted: Fri Oct 19, 2007 11:41 am
"Its ok,theres no reason to be sorry."He said quietly."Its still killing to survive its fine for anyone and I would never hold anything agianst you."he was hoping to cheer her up to make her feel better so maby they could go have some fun."If you love me then you should know that you can't hurt me.Even if you did it would only be if you had to.So don't just give up."He smilied back at her as she caressed his face."You just have to fight through it giving up never gets you anywhere."
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Posted: Fri Oct 19, 2007 12:00 pm
[color[=darkred]"Sure... there's lots of reasons for me to be sorry. You should hold it against me for killing humans, but I mainly kill the bad ones and just feed on blood packets now." Jasie said with a laugh.
Jasie smiled at him as he whispered, "If you love me then you should know that you can't hurt me... Even if you did, it would only be if you had to... So don't just give up."
"Giving up is just a new ending to a new beginning... and it tends to always take you somewhere, not no where." Jasie said with a weak smile.
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Posted: Fri Oct 19, 2007 12:11 pm
"Its ok with me,I still havn't forgive them for taking everything away from me."He said to her trying to hide his sadness that he had held for so long."Giving up gets you no where,I have tried and it has yet to get me somewhere.Anyways I'm not going to let you give up as long as I can stop you."He said smiling.
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Posted: Fri Oct 19, 2007 12:33 pm
Jasie saw the sadness in his eyes and heard a hint of it in his voice, color=darkred]"I'm sorry for your loss... and for her, and I can see why you'd hate my kind till the day you die... or even me! So... I will take back the agreement of my promise... and you can let me go!" Jasie said with a smile.
Jasie heard him say, ."Giving up gets you no where, I have tried and it has yet to get me somewhere. Anyways I'm not going to let you give up as long as I can stop you." Jasie smiled and whispered back, "You may be right... but everyone's life is different and sometimes they do go somewhere." she said refering to beyong the grave.
"I want you to let me go and go be with her... I know you went to her when you left me, and I don't hold anything against you for that... I just don't want me holding you back form something you need and want... so just let me go and leave... Let me die in peace." Jasie said with no regrets and closed her eyes hoping he'd take the hint and leave.
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Posted: Fri Oct 19, 2007 4:30 pm
"I don't hate your kind I hate the human and I thought you wheren't human?"He had no idea what see was talkin about."I don't want to leave you,I don't think I could stand loosing another.I just don't know what I would do without you,I would just be a hallow shell."He fel like crying but he doesn't want to."I went to her grave because thats the only place I can sleep without those dreaded dreams that I have.They just fill me full of hate and rage that I can't control,it was to aviod them.Bt if you want me to leave you I will but I will not let you die."
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 11:03 am
"If you don't hate my kind then why are you somewhat skitish around me? And part of me is... still human! I'm sorry if I'm making no sense, i'm just..." jasie drifted off in her thoughts and didn't continue them.
"Why do you hide those parts of you from me then? Do you think I can't handle them... or is it you think if you lose control I can't handle you?"
Jasie shook her head trying to wake up and continued looking at devilboy as she continued.
"I'm sorry, I just... I just don't wanna hurt you!" Jasie said with tears in her eyes looking up at him.
"But is seems everything I end up doing always end up with the ones close to me being hurt... so I tend to push them away so I won't hurt them anymore... like I'm doing to you... pushing you away! I'm just... I'm sorry!" Jasie said hating herself for always pushing the ones she loved away, but she only did it, in their best interests and what's best for them.
Jasie reached out and hugged him, "I'm sorry... forgive me!" Jasie pleadingly said while her body began lightly shaking, urging her to feed before it's to late.
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 12:46 pm
"Sorry for my skitishness around you,one vampire bite me and allmost killed me.I havn't gotten over it yet,it happend when I first came here.I know a part of you is still human but you don't act like the ones that did what they did."He was getting worried this was about to go horribly wrong."I hide them so I don't loose control.I can't reall control t when it gets out,how else do you think I got beat up so much.I was loosing control."This was something he never liked to discus but wou.d if he was asked about it."You need to quit saying sorry you won't hurt me.And its ok."He hugged her back.
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