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 Posted: Wed Jun 11, 2008 6:26 pm
She was blushing softly and she snuggled into him slightly, ignoring her hunger and the food that was near by. She thought about how much they should eat and when her stomach growled she finally got up and went to the food.
Rosalie looked confused for the most part. She had no idea what he was planning. "What would you ask of me?" she asked after a moment. "And it'd be better if you weighed more than 110 pounds."
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Posted: Wed Jun 11, 2008 6:36 pm
Cast chuckled and slipped down the wall, rested against it, and closed his eyes. "Well, you eat dear. I think I'll just rest a little." he mummbled.
"I want to ask you something special...and I'm thinking logically, with the way I'm eating right now and my health its not likely that my weight will go up very fast. 110 pounds is just a start until I get back to a good weight for my height." he said resting back in the kitchen chair a little.
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Posted: Wed Jun 11, 2008 6:43 pm
"Eat a little for me dear," Delilah said as she took a bite of the food. "Mitch made it!" She was hoping that would make him interested, just hoping though. If she needed to she would shove it down his throat.
"I know it's not logical," she said with a sigh. "I've been through that whole ordeal at least five times." She didn't want to say anymore and she sharply speared a piece of food. She began to examine it's texture, finding it quite amusing. She put it in her mouth for further examination then.
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Posted: Wed Jun 11, 2008 7:29 pm
The doctor grinned and ate a little of his food, "perhaps we should start takeing lessons for Mitch for when we finally get a house of our own."
"You've been through it...so...I have to ask you, why did I want it to kill me and make me perfect at the same time? Why wont the voice leave?" he questioned hoping she knew, Mitch didn't look at her and just took a small bite of his food. Did he still want to be killed by the disorder? No. He had Rosalie, but it didn't mean there wasn't still some of that suicidal thinking still there. Did he want to be perfect still?...what was perfect...his mocha eyes stared intently at the food and he took another bite a little bigger this time.
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Posted: Wed Jun 11, 2008 7:37 pm
"I can but you don't have to if you don't have time," she said with a smile. She was still slightly elated from the comment he'd made about her. She couldn't eat much because of it but she didn't mind.
"Well for one thing you want to die because you probably absolutely hate the way you look and you want it to make you look perfect for the same reason. The voice in your head is just you talking to yourself for the most part. You have to reason with it and eventually it will go away." she explained. She was half watching him and smiled when he took a larger bite. "I think you're perfect when you're at the correct weight and you're just yourself. Your humor shows up more and it makes everyone smile, especially me." She had taken a slightly larger bite because she was growing more comfortable but still she was too tired to eat much.
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Posted: Wed Jun 11, 2008 8:11 pm
"I'll have time during my vacation, plus with the new information Lucy should be good to go...hopefully...I'll have time. I'll make time."
"...would you have even looked at me that day if I wasn't attractive? I don't believe we would be together unless looks were important to you. Would you love me no matter what I look like?" he questioned softly.
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Posted: Wed Jun 11, 2008 8:15 pm
She smiled slightly before laying back down on the bed. She'd barely touched her food because she was sick of being away from him. Was it really possible for her to live without him at this point? No.
"I generally look at everyone," she said. "But I found the way you asked me to dinner quite interesting and that's what really sparked my interest. I love your humor and the way you smile when you make a joke you realize you shouldn't have."
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Posted: Wed Jun 11, 2008 8:21 pm
Cast put his plate to the side and rested next to Delilah, he pulled her into his arms protectively.
Mitch stared at her, "guess it was good I turned around and asked a woman out randomly. I probably should have looked closer at your face like a normal gentleman but hey, your shoes were really nice," he grinned, Mitch was NOT talking about her shoes.
"I thank the Lord almost every day, for me meeting you." he sighed and put his fork down staring at the floor, he got up and took her hands, kneeling on one knee, "will you marry me Rosalie?"
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Posted: Wed Jun 11, 2008 8:28 pm
Delilah had found comfort now and she seemed close her eyes sleepily though she was beyond the mood for sleeping. She wanted to hear him tell her stories and make her feel even more secure than she already felt.
Rosalie nearly fell over from shock at first. She had not been expecting this. She was blushing now and couldn't even speak. Instead she just nodded as she began to weep gently. It was a bittersweet moment of realization that someone that she loved returned that love.
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Posted: Wed Jun 11, 2008 8:32 pm
"Go to sleep sweetie, if your tired. I'll be here when you wake up." Cast kissed the top of Delilah's head softly.
"You and I will have to search for a ring then," Mitch smiled though his eyes were watering and his pale face was a little pink in the cheeks. "For now, we could go to a vending machine and put a peace ring on your finger," he joked. "I'm so happy you said yes," he kissed her deeply. The teacher seemed so relieved and so relaxed now.
Andy yawned and opened his eyes slightly, he just stared at the ceiling. "Mmmm..." His back cracked slightly as he sat up. The red head looked around his room attempting to adjust to wakeing up.
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Posted: Wed Jun 11, 2008 8:44 pm
Delilah was growing sleepy by the sound of his voice and she yawned lightly. She loved being comforted like this, it made her feel at home again.
"Can it be pretty with a gemstone that's blue," she asked as she went forward and hugged him. She was practically putting all her weight on him at this point and just wanted to stay there because he was warm and she felt a bit cold at the moment.
Kaori had found Andy at this point and she looked a bit frustrated, but it was wearing off. "I brought you some dinner," she said politely. The only thing that she was expecting from him now was a friendship, she loved him though but knew he'd been through too much to take her as anything more than a friend, or that's what she thought at least.
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Posted: Wed Jun 11, 2008 8:49 pm
"Umph, yah, of cource," Mitch realised he wasn't as strong as he used to be but delt with it and held Rosalie, "whatever you wish for it to be. I'll get it for you. As long as it's not too outragous." he smiled and pecked her cheek lightly.
The red head stared at her and lowered his eyes to stare at his hands, "thank you..." he mouthed some other words but didn't seem willing to do more than whisper the words. He got out of bed and took the plate, put it on his dresser and stared at Kaori. One of his thin fingers brushed hair from her face and tucked it behind her ear.
He didn't seem to be really all there, "what happened before?" he questioned dazidly.
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Posted: Wed Jun 11, 2008 9:11 pm
"I don't want a large diamond," she admitted. "I just want to keep my apartment... or rather flat whatever you want to call it. Fairly large and I adore it." She was just acting childish now, most likely from the happiness she was feeling at the present moment.
"Before what?" she asked softly. She couldn't bring herself to speak any louder. His hand touching her face had sent an electric current down her spine. Every time he touched her she got that same feeling, the same fear that he would just push her aside like she was an object. She was starting to shake from fear now.
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Posted: Wed Jun 11, 2008 9:24 pm
Mitch stared at her, "um...ok..." he laughed lightly not understanding what she was talking about.
"Where are we going? What are we doing? It seems like I've been trapped for so long...I have to get out of my cage. She's gone and I should just accept it. I never loved Belinda as more than a friend...I guess I just humored her. I didn’t know what love was and the gifts she gave me live today...but our marriage died... I love and loved Susan. Always Susan. But those feelings are equaled if not down sized...by the love I have for you. Why are those questions there though?" his oddly colored eyes closed and a sigh escaped his lips, "what do you want to do?" Andy let his hand drop and his tired body slumped against his dresser as if he’d fall into a thin heap on the floor. He just wasn’t all there for some reason. Being with Kaori was sending his thoughts sky rocketing. But touching her and holding her made him certain of how he felt.
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Posted: Wed Jun 11, 2008 9:35 pm
"But won't you move in if you get married to me?" she asked. "I want somewhere where you'll be away from the commotion ady ou can do whatever you want."
"Please just don't leave," she said as she sat near him. She wanted to cry now and she didn't. She rarely cried but recently it had seemed to be an epidemic for her. "Please don't leave me." She held his hand now, kissing it gently like it was the most precious thing to her.
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