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 Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2012 7:32 pm
Raphael hugged the two boys close and touched the girl, reappearing in the med ward with the woman, telling the nurses to take care of her. He took the two boys the kitchen to get food.
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2012 7:43 pm
The two boys held on to Raphael tightly, the nurses helped their weak mother go give birth cause she was weak. Izabel was in the kitchen after being ditched for a hour shopping, she stood up and swooped Gabriel out of Raphael's shirt to snuggle and cuddle. "Is my poor boy ok? Yukai told me what happened and I was so worried!"
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2012 7:59 pm
Raphael nodded, starting to fix danner for everyone.
"Yup, not hurt at all." He smiled at her, then frowned. "I'm sorry.. but I didn't know who had taken him so I didn't want you to come... I'm sorry for ditching you.."
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2012 8:09 pm
Izabel bounced Gabriel a bit, he was so cold and sneezing which ment he was sick already! "Yeah but he got a cold!" She heated up a milk bottle and stuck it in his mouth, letting him drink it. The two boys stayed by the wall scared and shy. Orinimaru had trashed them a month ago as useless slaves, the older lady had taken them in as a mother, they had scars on their back and were scarred mentally from the experiments, Jessy, the orange was paranoid and was afraid of animals while the blonde one was used as a test for stuff, he had a ice cursemark on his left side by his kidney, but she gave up on him ever activating it.
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2012 4:35 pm
Raphael sighed he was getting more and more frustrated as of recently and his confidence had hit rock bottom.
"Well I'm sorry, I thought the baby sitter was a good one. I'll watch him myself from now on, let me go get a nurse." He turned off the stove and walked out, sticking his hands in his pockets. Why did everyone expect him to be perfect? Yea, he was the god of light, but even he had flaws. And he didn't even receive a thank you from the two kids and woman for practically saving their lives.
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2012 4:40 pm
Izabel watched him leave and blinked a bit before setting the baby in the blonde's arms. "Feed him slowly..." She shuffled out and took Raphael's hand. "Hey...whats wrong? You haven't smiled for a week..." Her eyes teared up, he never told her anything so she felt like she couldn't be trusted and felt like all she was, was a mother to the son of the god of light, just a caretaker until he could be old enough to be trained.
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2012 4:54 pm
Raphael stopped and let his hair cover his eyes.
"It's nothing.. Probably incredibly stupid anyways, not much to bother anyone with." The reason why he never told Izabel anything is because he didn't want to worry her, he thought his feelings were stupid and nothing to worry about. "I don't want to sound like a whining little kid.. " His eyes teared up a little, his emotions meant nothing compared to other people's happiness.
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2012 5:04 pm
Izabel teared up and hugged him quickly and tightly. "You make me worry more by doing that! Just tell me...I-I feel so useless as a wife...." She started to cry softly, she wanted him to tell her what was wrong otherwise she didn't want to be around someone that didn't do that.
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2012 5:10 pm
Raphael's eyes widened and he hugged her closed, burying his face in to Izabel's soft hair.
"I'm so sorry.. I thought... I didn't know it was effecting you like that. It's just.. It seems like everyone's expecting me to be perfect.. and it seems like no matter how hard I try, I'm never good enough. I was stuck in a cell for five years.. I don't know how the world works anymore.. and I defiantly don't even have half of my strength back. I'm the useless one, I can't even do my job as a father right.." He gripped her shirt, trying his best not to cry. "If I can't be a father then how am I supposed to support the whole world? Even Yukai did better than I do.. Loki as well.. They kept the peace going for so long.."
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2012 5:30 pm
Izabel cried softly inti his shoulder. "I don't care if your not perfect but please don't stress yourself then not tell me anything! Your the best father ever because Gabriel came back unharmed and you saved three or almost four lives...your doing the best you can!" She stroked his cheek, wanting him to cry so he could let it all out.
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2012 5:37 pm
Raphael closed his eyes and let the tears out, curling up a bit.
"B-But even you made it seem like you expected me to be able to do better. I don't even know how well I'm supposed to be working, I don't know what I'm supposed to be doing and everyone makes it feel like I'm only failing. Those three didn't even say thank you, not once. So did I do something wrong? And if so what? So I can never ever do it again. "
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2012 5:42 pm
Isabel hugged him tight and snuggled him a bit, she had been pushing him a bit because she was afraid Gabriel might get hurt. "Then don't let yourself be pushed so far, do stuff that wont stress you so much...and those kids are starved and sick, they are children, scared children in need of someone to love them a bit..."
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2012 5:48 pm
Raphael just went limp, of course she wouldn't understand. She wouldn't understand the need to keep everyone safe but the aching feel that he was failing every time, of course she wouldn't. He just wanted a break for once and for people to recognize that he was trying his best. He pulled away and smiled, just to reassure her.
"I should go get that nurse now.." He turned and walked down the hallway, putting his hands in his pockets again. If anything, that talk only made him more depressed. He was way behind Yukai, he hadn't even finished his training as a kid. He never told anyone that.. they already looked down at him, why give them more ammo. He disappeared around the corner and walked down the hallway to the med ward, peaking his head in. "Hello? Gabriel must have gotten sick, I was wondering if anyone can take a look at him. "
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2012 5:56 pm
Izabel watched him go again and sighed, walking back in the kitchen and getting the boys some bread before taking Gabriel and laying on the couch with him in her lap.
The nurse there popped up infront of him holding a little baby girl who was still crying softly. "H-Hi sir! The lady you brought in just gave birth but she isn't going to survive with how weak she is...s-she requested you name her baby and choose what to do with her, keep it or give it away." She set it in his arms, immediatly she stopped crying and just sucked her thumb. "Oh little Gabe is sick? Here.." She set a bottle of medicine in his pocket to put in Gabriel's milk to get him better before shuffling away.
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2012 6:40 pm
Raphael looked at the baby in his arms.
"What would I name you.. must be pretty sad to know that you won't grow up with your real mom.. I couldn't possibly give you away either so I guess we'll have to keep you then. But what to name you?" He walked in to the living room, giving Izabel the medicine.
The little girl laughed in his arms, reaching for Raphael's blonde hair.
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