I apologize for the following dump of anger and angst and nastiness.
Well, today was a total disappointment.
And a wake up call; "You're a [x] little [x] and you have no friends. You never will, so stop trying."
My mother fell through our dining room table and called 911, after screaming many wonderful things at me, like the best one quoted above.
And she blames me for her downfalls. Because I'm constantly bringing them up; uh, no, I tell my father because he doesn't see what I do.
My father's probably not going to let her come home- but he's a pushover, and he always will be. This has been going on for just too long.
I can't stand.. lots of things, right now. Just so many things are happening all at once.
Then it kind of hit me that, hey, I'm a fake? And I'm a sheep? No one knows who I am anymore, even kids who I've known since first grade.
So I'm going to stop being a wallflower and bust out of my shell. Stop being the quiet, sweet little Kelsey and become, well, me.
The real me, the one that I show to you guys. I want my life back.
I'm most likely going to be spending a week with my friend, or house hopping. 'Cause even though my mother's not here, I can't stand this place.
Kelbel's most likely going to go on that hiatus she was talking about, before..
So, yeah, won't be on too often.
Once again, I apologize. You guys don't deserve my rambles and crap.
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