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Or a POLAB'AR. But paint "BIG DESK GUILD" on it first. XD (This upcoming winter I'ma write "Big Desk Guild" with fake blood in the snow, when I have a backyard that isn't shared with like five other people.)

Thank you. X3

....Boy you kids have changed. When I was in school HUNDREDS OF YEARS AGO it meant 'I wanna DO YOU, but half-drunk and all awkward in my mom's car.' I must research these new social norms...

- Naz

Pm me you silly nubs. gonk I never know anything that's going on, ever, just like IRL.

*Throws used erasers shaped like dolphins*

EDIT: So, catchup!

HI NAZ

HI KITTY!

HI JANINE!

CONGRATS ON THE PROM DATE JANINE! HE'S CUTE. ;D I just gotta ask... does that library come with a Starbucks?

Sucks about the job, and the getting fired, since getting a job now is harder. D: Damned economy.

I srsly still have s**t and nothing to do. I've got to do some s**t with some wine glasses for someone, but gimme tasks to help the guild along, YES!

And if you offer to pay me, I'll kick you in the balls. biggrin But with affection.

I could do some art crap or whatever. O_o What've you got in mind for what you want? I downloaded this animator thing and have like, 11 tries left, so I could even animate some stuff. xD But lamely.

x_x

HoshitIloveyouguyz. <3 And no, I'm not drunk.

I was last night though. biggrin

@Janine: Guys with curly hair like that are usually decent at oral. But you should ask him to make sure. XD Your prom date must know how to treat you!

@Cassy: ....*Tackles and snuggles like WHOA* heart I was just too shy to XD I wanted as much as possible done to the guild before I went sending PMs to come back, because I ALWAYS say the guild is going to be back and my plans crash into the side of a cupcake mountain.. BUT I'VE ACTUALLY DONE LOTS. Hogwarts has to be finished, but that's Kitty's job. XD I've just got Stickies to finish in Muggle London and the Rest of the Wizarding World.. and the site has to be finished, but I'm like 70% done. (And I have to do the Crew Subforum.) And I'm getting a $475 tax refund, and Wal-Mart has the EXACT computer I want for $399 (still has XP and comes with Microsoft Word) so by the end of this month I won't have to use my mother's laptop. (Her husband left her so she moved in with me, since she got booted out of her parents' place for being under 50.)

ARTS! ...*Still snuggling* I want.. arts... yessss.

(Aww. I actually teared up. XD I suddenly realized 'holy s**t, here I am talking to Cassy and Janine again, friendses forevers' and it's so ******** NICE. I've got some real life friends, and it made me realize how awesome you guys are. Nate always wants a handjob, Jorma thinks he's Dr Phil and causes WAY TOO MUCH drama, the other Jessica is snotty and thinks she's Captain Courage. They're all in their mid-30s and less mature than ME. Them < YOU GUYSSSS)


If either of you wants to draw, I wanted to put art ALLOVERTHEPLACE. I really want a picture for the Muggle London Sticky of Voldemort at McDonalds.. something that I'd set to the right of all the text, so in more of a rectangle shape as far as the dimensions went. And a picture of all the accounts listed as mods standing in a line, bein' all goofy, that I can put at the bottom of the guild's front page (which I've GOT to fix up. It says my main account's name is Snapesexual, and that's my mule XD)

Pretty much anything you want. XD I wanted lots of art all over the place, I LOVE going into other guilds and seeing member art posted in Stickies or on the front page.. random characters doing random things, just displaying all the neat s**t we've done in the past.

And banners. I had so many amazing banners I made on my old computer.. I spent weeks on them, since I couldn't get online, using pictures I'd saved in the past. When it died, I lost all that, AND all of the things I'd typed up (s'why I'm so sad about working on the Crew stuff and the front page... I'd had it all done on my computer..)

I have nothing to do either. XD But I can only use the laptop on occasion, since it's my mother's. We can do nothing together. 4laugh

Don't cut back! XD It's awesome to come and find a huge post of yours. You have no idea how much I loved it back in the day, knowing its contents would cheer me up and make me laugh.

...And mine is huge XD

I'll have to keep that in mind. XD I really don't think he's that interested in me--I've asked him out like twice before and he's turned me down both times, sooooo we're probs just going as friends.

I'd do art for you! But my internet art never really turns out that well. I do have a friend who would probably be willing to do stuff for me--her art is so great, I love it. XD

I wants arts and love and friends.. Wow, this is weird seeing so many posts in here in one day...

*Is Kitty. Yeah, holy s**t I have a decent girl Death Eater account*

Wee~ heart

I won't be loli for long! D:

Anyway, I went to a condom store today. :D With my sister. I bought three: A glow-in-the-dark one, one flavored like maple syrup, and one that had a duck on the packaging.

AND I'M TALKING TO MY PROM DATE ABOUT IT LOL.

Love this video XD

@Janine: I agree with Cassy. One is loli as long as one thinks as a loli. XD <3333

I've got a pile of condoms, but that guy I went out with was too childish to have sex with me. He'd let me blow him but AFTER I'd done it, he's all like "not ready to return the favor" or screw me. stare I was PISSED. He's 35 and lives with his mom, you'd think he'd be all over it considering I swallowed, y'know?

NAZZY IS CAPTAIN TMI!!! <333

What did said prom date say about said condoms?

@Cassy: LMAO. That is so awesome. XD Vdawg loves his burgers.. Vdawg. *Snort* :B

I've felt 17 since my 17th birthday and even though I'm 19, I always almost answer 17 when someone asks my age. In a social atmosphere I think that's my mental age. XD

DUDE. YOU.. YOU'RE ALL HOT AND YOUNG AND STUFF, AND HE'S OLD AND LIVES WITH HIS MOM! WTF IS WRONG WITH HIM?

What an idiot. And an a*****e.

................

Argh, now, after I said that, I'm going to go crawl under a rock and die. x_x

*Debating whether to just write this and delete it, or completely just dump it in here and all over everyone and get them covered in ooze*

I had an interview for a job at the Arby's that's going to open up here.... as I was filling out my application there was this younger guy being interviewed by one guy, and the other guy was sitting at the other table doing nothing.

And the guy and the younger guy were laughing a bit and the interviewer was asking him lots of questions... the young guy had worked at a fast food place before.

So, then it's my interview... and I'm not kidding, you guys. There is something srsly wrong with me. I'm trying not to look like a scared rabbit in front of a wolf, every time he looks down at the application I pause to take a deep breath, feeling like I can't breathe. My throat's closing up, I'm trying not to fidget and touch things. I'm making eye contact but they're glazed over, and so are his. The interview lasts maybe five minutes.

I explain that I was stupid not to have a job and I wasted time and want to correct the mistake, I tell him that many people've told me you don't really know how to work hard unless you've worked at a fast food place or waitressed, I tell him my goals of saving money for a car and going to college. I say I'm willing to work whatever, whenever. I tell him that, while I do get nervous at interviews and am 'a bit shy' that when I started at my last job at K-mart, I got into it right away and had no problems talking to anyone (Which was true)...

But he didn't ask me hardly any of the questions the last guy asked the other guy that were just general ones.. and... x_x I just know I'm not going to get a call back to any orientation.

And worse than that, I get in the car and tell my mom I think it didn't go well, and about how I couldn't breathe and how my throat closes up..

And ... she's just a chatter bug, very social, complete opposite of me in IRL social situations....

I know she tries to understand what it's like, but then again she doesn't, and doesn't think it's that much of a big deal, like I can just turn it off or I'm being lazy by letting myself be like that....

x_x And there's just so much pressure on top of that.. if I don't get a callback, then I've got to go to another interview which I'll potentially screw up, then again there probably won't be any interviews with the way jobs are nonexistent these days and everyone needs one. And then everyone'll make their usual comments, compounding the stress of getting a job to have money to make things better, to make people go away and just shut up...

x_x And it sucks because I really, really tried to give good answers too, to stay calm and watch what I was saying, to stop myself from saying dumb things and really try.... I tried to take calming breaths (which made me feel loads better) but I couldn't overcome that anxiety, and then my mom and I argued in the car and it's all just blah.

*Pulls a rock over her head*

Gah, and I'm just really sorry for dumping that all in here. x_X Hasn't been two days since I saw you guys were gettin' buzay in here and I'm all like 'READ MAH PROBLEMZ'

Makes it feel just like old timez tho. biggrin Anyone else got anything they want to chat about/get off their chest about life?