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Sibyl realized that Jaden was fragile, the animal in her could more than sense it and that'd been precisely why she'd insisted on making her way over to him. She figured he probably wouldn't be in the best mental state to leave him completely on his own so she'd decided to accompany him. It was the least she could do after leaving for months without anything so much as a goodbye though her sister had whisked her away without warning. She was determined to somehow make it up to her pack but it was ultimately Jaden's say on whether she was still a part of the pack or not.

She realized that he might want to be left alone but at the same time she figured that if she was sad that she'd initially want to be left alone so people wouldn't see her weakness but at the same time she'd want someone to remind her of what and who she was. Everyone lost themselves sometimes and Jaden had a lot to deal with and more than one persona taking in everything he experienced. She was certain that for Jaden it was much easier to lose himself than for a human to.

When Sibyl smelt him bleeding from Jaden's wound, she became concerned and hurried after him, not even taking notice of the fact that she'd stopped blooding so naturally she had no chance of making the connection that Jaden was healing her by harming himself.

The wolf hobbled beside him, still limping though not as predominantly as she had been beforehand. Her eyes had reverted back to lavender and they gazed up at Jaden as she walked alongside him. She let loose a soft whimper though it was not for herself but for him. She was concerned and worried and she hated to see him hurt when he'd already been hurt so much.

She didn't know a lot about him but he'd told her enough to give her a small feel for him and she really didn't like him of all people hurting. It felt like there was another reason besides the fact that he'd been through enough that she didn't want to see him hurt but she couldn't determine what it was. Of course, she didn't dwell on it very long either as she limped alongside her Alpha male, faithful as ever as she attempted to console him or at least give him company.

~Sad isn't very becoming of you, Jaden. You shouldn't be sad.~

Her wet nose brushed against his hand and claws as she limped alongside him and then he gently nudged his hand to let her know that she was there. She didn't know what to do to make him not sad but she was going to find some way to restore his happiness or at least rid him of his sadness. He didn't need anymore than he already had and his sadness, what he'd been through was what truly made him strong. Not the fact that Soulvar resided inside of him but his ability to move on despite events such as this and not be completely cold to the world.

~You shouldn't be sad because I don't know how to make you unsad. I don't like you sad.~

While Sibyl wasn't emotionless she definitely would have not felt the regret that Jaden had if she'd killed the people. She really didn't possess a lot of human values and if a human died she wasn't particularly disgusted by it, perhaps because they hunted her kind, perhaps because she was just detached. However, where Jaden maybe saw himself as some sinful killer, Sibyl didn't really have a full grasp of the human concept of right and wrong. She did what she had to in order to survive, protected her pack and listened to her Alpha.

Human emotions were something she was not akin to at all. She didn't really know how to handle them or how to read them if she was experiencing them. However, she could tell if someone else was sad, hostile or happy but beyond that she did not comprehend human emotions and became confused. She understood and could feel that Jaden was sad and sad, her instinct told her was something that wasn't good.

Despite Razu's attempts to keep his emotions in check, Sibyl could sense the slightest of wavering hearts in others. Her very bones could feel a tangible shift when she felt that someone was experiencing a weird emotion that was foreign to happy. While she knew almost all there was about how to kill others and survive when it came to human emotions, how they thought, how they processed things, Sibyl needed to do her homework. However, humans simply didn't make sense to her and she rarely tried too hard to decode why they were sad or angry since there were so many possibilities, especially when they lied.

~What's going on, Razu? You seem ... uneasy? I'm not good at the whole judging human emotions thing but you and Jaden both seem ... distracted and ... different in how you're acting.~

It took some time ambling but Jaden finally came to a stop, only when the blood on his body had dried into a shell on his hands.
"I-i don't want to do this... anymore..." he whimpered childishly, using his left arm to wipe the imaginary tears out of his eyes leaving trails of drying blood across his cheeks.
"I don't want to eat them anymore... I-i still feel them inside..." Sniffing slightly he held his hand over his heart rather than his stomach. "I don't want to eat them..."
The puppy itself had once co-existed with the wolf, and like the other two in the same vessel it did not have a determined age. There were times when it was an infant and times when it was a cocky teenager. Right now it was somewhere in the middle, old enough to know what that something was wrong but powerless to stop it.

Razu, though his thought was an unpleasant one, normally wouldn't have affected Sibyl but as she realized there was a cub involved she couldn't help but think of her mother. The wolf felt a slight jab but she knew that out of the three of them clearly she was the fittest mentally though physically she was probably the worst off. However, that wasn't going to prevent her from assuring both of them were alright. Stubborn but strong, she had enough energy to keep up and her pain thresh hold was a lot stronger.

~What happened to you two when I left? You're wrecks.~

When Jaden began crying out in physical pain she almost panicked but she listened and didn't understand what was happening. She didn't know how to stop this, how to help him. There was nothing she could do and feeling powerless to do something was something Sibyl hated.

~Tell me how to help, Jaden ... I'll help but I need to know how.~

She began to growl and then a soft whimper emerged from her as she gently laid herself beside Jaden and licked his leg in attempts to comfort him. Her tongue gently began clearing blood, her own wound had already stopped bleeding though her fur was terribly matted with blood and she was going to need to clean herself later but now Razu and Jaden clearly needed her.

What Duke looked like in Razu's human form


Steffon as a human in Razu's mind


((Putting this here because this part is very important to these three's history))

Sibyl wasn't impressed that Razu as well as Steffon had lied to her when she'd told them it was pointless to lie to her. Liars weren't tolerated from where Sibyl originated from, however, she was in no place to be demanding anything or telling Razu what he could or could not do. She'd given up her position of authority when she'd abandoned her pack because of her sister. However, Sibyl didn't blame her sister, she blamed herself. She hadn't been strong enough to resist and she'd been carted away and now she was going to have to earn her place in the pack again.

Seeing as she wasn't very impressed with Razu's lying to her she was able to put aside her sympathy for him, at least outwardly. She felt bad for Razu and felt that no one deserved to lose their mate, after all, that very thing had happened to her sister and it'd changed Olathe forever. Had Sibyl not been there she was certain her sister would not be amongst the living, not that the living were making life particularly easy or enjoyable.

~If you're cold then set yourself so you're leaning into my fur. My body heat's more than a human's is so you should be warm in no time and Razu can probably look for your coat.~

Before she asked Razu to find Jaden's coat she first laid herself across Jaden's lap so that he could hug onto her form and take advantage of her body heat. Sibyl was always warm and always felt like she was burning with a fever. Snow flakes always melted before they could touch her form and if they managed to touch her form, her body heat would soon dissolve them into nothing. She was probably the best blanket for Jaden at the moment until they could find his coat.

~Razu, can you find Jaden's coat, please? He's cold ...~