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It was a different kind of dispair, almost in a sickly despair. Something that has always confuses her, well besides everything, she was confused on her feelings. She feels that she is no use to this place anymore like all the times she tried to fit in. She closed her eyes as she remember this one time, way back when she was six.

She remembered the sound of feet running heavily on the pebbled ground, the words "monster" or "Shadow of hell!" running through her mind, and the sight of blood of her mother. She remembered her mother running towards some kind of church, or sanctuary. There was this thing about sanctuary. If you go to a church and call "Sanctuary" then you're safe, even if you are angel or devil, its like a shortcutt. But, if it weren't for Mother Marrisa saving her life before the Archeangels got her.

Her small fragile ears heard a noise, it was Joy, her eyes lightly lit up but her smile was faintly, it was made out of guilt. She felt like her presense was useless. It was silly, everyone thought of her as a useless creature.

Silly me

"Joy...do you know who i am? I'm a monster...i should be locked away in Heaven. Away so no one could see me.." she said as she bit her lip, her back towards Joy as precious tears ran down her soft cheeks.

Acid eyed the group that was building around him, the two girls that were there when he arrived, the man who had come around the same time he had and now this new girl... A morose and sullen feeling seemed to spread across the hotsprings as if someone had just died. It was like a funeral... and having no ill feelings or depression of his own Acid began to feel slightly out of place. " *cough*.....awkward..."

Deirdra's eyes just gazed down at the water that she was sitting in, quietly. She blinked a few times as she saw her reflection. She closed her eyes painfully then, just trying to get it out of her mind. The reason she came to the hot springs was to relax after all. Though, being around a bunch of people didnt really help much at all for her.

Her gaze then moved over to the two girls accross from her, who seemed to be having their own problems. Or atleast, one of them did. She just shook her head as she placed her hands in her lap neatly. Then, the voices of the two males in the hot springs rang through her pointed ears and her purple-grey eyes swiftly moved to both of them at a time.

She didnt say anything because she was almost afraid to. Though, one word did escape from her pale lips. "...Hell." She said in reply to his question that he asked openly. Though, she didnt really intend for him to hear it because she said it so quietly in her soft voice. Somehow, she found amusement in what she said. A small smirk rose up on her face.

Acid cringed slightly at the blatant untactfulness of the man but he chuckled all the same. He was still new to Ria and hadn't met many people so he had nothing really to report. But still it was nicer than what he was used to... He wasn't used to such luxury at his complete disposal. He rubbed the back of his hand on the smooth stones that made up the hotsprings his ring clinking loudly against the rock. All in all this was a pretty good week for him. He looked up at the man, a small bolt of electricity danced across his hair before dissipating with a soft crack on his shades. "Not bad.... Ive certainly had worse." He cringed again as he heard the loud brash words of a voice he was now familiar with...

Deimon thought he heard the one woman reply and quickly moved his gaze to her. He noted the horns and teh wings and it almost made him smile for some profound reason. " I didnt quite catch that miss could yuou repeat ? " His tone changed from his earlier blunt tone to more of a polite one now. He then yawned again andput his head under teh watrer for a second wetting his hair. He came back to the surface and slicked his hair back a bit out of his eyes.

" Ah... well is it just me or does it feel awkward right now hehe " He laugehd a bit at his own question with his care-free personality he was sometimes oblivious to and blunt with some things he did. Deimon then looked back to Dheidra squinting a bit, without his glasses he had a hard tiem seeing. " Well i'm sorry to hear that Dheidra but then agasin i guess we can't all have a great tiem out whole lives "

So many new voices were around the Hot Springs, but she took no notice of it. She only focused upon Joy, but she didn't turn around to even look at Joy. No, her soft lavender eyes casted down at her reflection, she looked at how corrupted she is, how choas spreaded over her body like dealy virus. She stared harder, trying to see her true image. But for a slight moment, she saw half and half.

One half of her reflected face was a monster face, it was a woman with sad crimson eyes, long charcoal hair, deer-like horn on the side of her head. And one thick black stripe down her eye. She looked cold in a sorrowful distant way.

On the other side of the reflected image, was another woman, an evern more angelic woman. Her eyes had a silver tint in it. Her hair was long in a sugar pink and silver color. she had a warm smile on her face with six angel wings. An archangel, one of the most highest ranked angels ever.

But, ripples sanked the image away. I guess it ment she was running out of time, she had to choose sides, choas or enchantment. It was hard. Light could be too stong, and dark can be too sorrowful. She slowly felt the vibrant touch of Joy's tanned hand and lightly smiled at what she said.

Is..she saying the truth? Is that what my friends think of me? I-

She blinked a few tears away, but she was uncertain of herself still. She felt her tears dry up on her cheeks, staining them, in a pure way.

"Joy-Thank you." she said with a slight smile as she swiftly turned around, a dreamy smile was plastered on her face as she gave Joy a friendly hug. Maybe a little bit too tight.

Acid leaned his head back against the wall of the pool allowing his arms and legs to just float freely. He reached behind him and grabbed his pack of cigs, he pulled one out of the pack and flipped his lighter open lighting the end of the cig. He breathed in deep inhaling the sweet candy flavour, he winced slightly with pleasure and held the smoke in his mouth enjoying every bit of it before exhaling a pale lilac colour cloud that crackled softly as it touched the cool uncharged air. The scent of vanilla traveled across the pool invading the senses and bringing soft relaxing pleasure.