|
|
|
|
|
|
|
 Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2005 1:58 pm
Hapiness has to be fleeting, otherwise I will die.
|
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2005 2:03 pm
Deerkin Hapiness has to be fleeting, otherwise I will die. "There's gotta be someway. I'll read every book in the world. Talk to every expert or whatever else I have to, to find it. "
|
|
|
|
|
|
DeadPulseProductions Vice Captain
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2005 2:07 pm
Just.. don't count on it. Okay?
Have you ever tried to change what you are?
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2005 2:09 pm
Deerkin Just.. don't count on it. Okay? Have you ever tried to change what you are? *found himself looking at the table. His voice quiet* "Yeah. I...I'm not very proud of who I was a long time ago. A constant reminder keeps me from backsliding. Not always easy."
|
|
|
|
|
|
DeadPulseProductions Vice Captain
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2005 2:12 pm
But you wanted to change. Without that there is no point even trying.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2005 2:19 pm
Deerkin But you wanted to change. Without that there is no point even trying. " I didn't at first until I really saw what a...what a monster I was. Too late to fix anything." *he looked down, getting the larger part of her statement* "A..are you saying you don't want to change?"
|
|
|
|
|
|
DeadPulseProductions Vice Captain
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2005 2:25 pm
What's wrong with the way I am?
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2005 2:29 pm
Deerkin What's wrong with the way I am? "Not a thing really. Just doesn't seem like it would really be a life if you're never allowed the chance to be happy. I know, for fact, that there is so much more to you then you let people see. Why limit your self?"
|
|
|
|
|
|
DeadPulseProductions Vice Captain
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2005 2:35 pm
Because my limits define who I am.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2005 2:39 pm
Deerkin Because my limits define who I am. "You define who you are and limit yourself. You could be more but, hold back. Granted, at the moment with damn good reason but, it's not right. You shouldn't have to be limited. I mean, if you're happy as you are that's your thing and I'll support your call." *was quiet for a second* "Then again, if you were really happy with everything as it is right now, then you'd be melting."
|
|
|
|
|
|
DeadPulseProductions Vice Captain
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2005 2:40 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2005 2:46 pm
"That's not really living though. I know it's gotta be scary. Change always is. Still, not like you're all alone."
|
|
|
|
|
|
DeadPulseProductions Vice Captain
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2005 2:47 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2005 2:54 pm
"Yeah, people always say that type of stuff and then piss off when you need them. " *looks to her eyse* "I'm not perfect and I screw up allot but, you know how I feel about you. I will always do everything I can for you. My place always has a room you can use and I like to think I've shown that I will do pretty much anything for you. I know trust is scarier then change but, ya gotta trust me. I'm here for you and will be until I'm no longer on this earth."
|
|
|
|
|
|
DeadPulseProductions Vice Captain
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2005 2:58 pm
I can't. I wish I feel sorry that I'm not able to trust you, but I don't.
Goodbye Pulse.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Reply
