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Hurrr~~ teh birthday was fun. xD I got him Guild Wars. There was also an interesting .. uh .. fiasco, concerning the cake. (I think that's the best word for it. xD) I made a thread about it in the GD, and so far it has the most replies I've ever gotten in a thread. xD

It's okay though because mama came to the rescue and bought him a nice cake. xDDD

Fail Cake xB

Wow.. That's a sad cake. *hugs Madame Pompadour* Next time, I'd either buy a cake, or make sure to get a good mixer first.

yea we were. so the weekend birthday cake yes really good.

That was the awesomest birthday cake EVARRR, way better than fail cake or even moms emergency birthday cake. xD Next time any one of us has their birthday, I'm so going to buy that kind. xD Mama bought a mixer yesterday, so I am good to go in the baking department. =D

Also I had lots of fun hanging out with you guys. I hadn't seen Moose in like .. a decade? At least. xDDD We should do things of a fun nature again soooon. =DDDD

Can I rant here for a second?

okay so like

I HAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE MY FACE.

Stupid, stupid stupid stupid stisdfkjsldfsd breakouts from hell. I reeeeeeeeally need to get on accutane or something NAO.

Will this s**t ever go away?! Uhhhhhhhhgggggggggggg. =`[ Usually I try not to care about it, but it's really bothering the feck out of me lately.

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Oh man we totally should! I'm about to come unglued I'm so anxious to go. xD Rando said he really wants to go to, and that he would pay for at least himself, mama, and moiself. And he just bought a shiny new camcorder so we can get awesome video of us all frolicing in our native enviroment. xBBB!

But yeah I hate it when those come up, they hurt like a beeotch. Lately I've been getting really cystic stuff, they just mysteriously appear deep under the skin and it's like OW OW OW. X.X;; And my back is all spotty again too, which is mostly why I was reluctant to go swimming. xD I'm just really tired of feeling like I have a baby arm growing out of my forehead and walking around constantly thinking 'jeezstupidacnegodIlookawfulIhopethosepeopledontnoticethegiantzitonmychin' .. it's just a constantly running dialogue, much like this post. O.o

It sucketh, because I really have to get a job before I get on accutane, because I can't really feel good about asking my mama to pay for it. So in the meantime, I've had to do some home remedies, which includes cutting out dairy. I just started this so I have no idea if it will work, but I'll keep everyone posted on how it goes. (Because you know how my skin issues are so INTERESTING! xD) Omg, I'm longing for a glass of milk so bad right now. Agonyyyyyyyyyyyy! xD

That's really odd. x.x Maybe we're all sharing some psychic stress? From what I've been reading about that kind of thing, I wouldn't be suprised. We're all linked up together as bestest friends, even though there is big distances between us, mentally there is no distance at all. =D

Uhhhhgggg this no-dairy diet is really hard. I had no idea there were so many products with milk in them. ;___; There's not really anything in the house I can eat except oranges and peanut butter. I have to just have my coffee with a little sugar and cinnamon. I guess I got spoiled and used to having hazelnut creamer in it. xD I also can't have hot chocolate, since it has both milk AND whey, which is another thing that causes acne for me at least. And no macaroni and cheese. Or burritos. *wails* xD

This would be easier if I could simply go to the store and get the right kinds of food but we're all kinds of pressed for cash. oi oi oi.

I can't wait to get on accutane. I'm going to do a video web diary of the course so other people can have an idea of the side effects and how well it worked/didn't work. I've already watched every youtube clip on accutane/roaccutane and peoples courses, so it's time to make my own.

Sorry, I'm really obsessed over this. xD

I don't want to stress over it so bad because stress = acne.

But I have to have a somewhat clearer face before the 21st because, and this is weird to say, I'm going to be doing some modeling for suicidegirls. *falls over* But I'm not going if I still feel bad. >_<;

ive been breaking out too. we should all just stop.

and ooh ooh i want to go to Scarborough too!! take me with you!!