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"I dont mind, I just want to be held" he said as he tried to wipe the tears away yet more fell "I just dont want to be alone..." he said as he held the onto the angel tight, just not wanting to let him go.

Kim stood and kept his arms wrapped around the angel and cried still, he just still felt terrible, how could something he did honestly love and enjoy just go so horribly wrong? He nuzzled the angel to try and and cheer himself up yet even that wasnt helping him right now, the only thing that was making this even remotely better was having the angels arms around him still. He followed Sabin backto the appartment building and just thought about what had happend which, he shouldnt of done, since that just totally made him feel 10 times worse.

He wipped his eyes again and that still didnt work, why was this so hard? Why did he feel so terrible? He did still care for the angel, not in any normal sense but he did feel more for the angel he knew that imself yet why couldnt he bring himself to love him? He was just so confused that he just held onto the angel tighter and cried into him.

Ly came running back to Noah, seeing Sabin and Kim leave "is he...ok?" he asked his mate softly as he wrapped his rms around him and nuzzled him, watching them go.

Ly sighed "this is a big shock for kim, he just needs time but how much time will it take? We have to live with him being like that and the thing that hurts the most is that as one of the three heads of the estate I just dont know how I can help him. I know that he has to learn from this himself but still I woiuld like to help the demon but I cant" he said resting his head agiesnt his mates.

Kim nodded as he wipped a few tears away and carried on walking, a spa right now would be great and it MIGHT calm him down. But no matter what, he just wanted to be held, thats all he ever truely wanted since getting back what he had made himself lose all those years ago. "I would like that" he said softly between sobs, wanting to sy more but couldnt.

Kim grabed a towel and wrapped it around himself and sat in the spa and just hugged his knees as he waited for the angel and tried to force himself to not cry yet it was just so hard. "Thank you" he said as he carried on trying to make himself not cry yet it was getting to be more effort then he thought.

Ly sighed and murred at the kiss "alright, I will, i trust them" he said before kissing his mate back passionatly.

Kim sighed and snuggled into Sabin and murred softly yet sdly, he waned to stop crying, he did, but right now he was far to shook up over this. He wrapped his arms around sabin and nuzzled him, wishing this was all just a nightmare.

Kim started to calm down a bit, not so much he was about to stop crying but he did calm down enough that he wasnt crying as much. "I would love to continue, if you want to, I would like to sleep with you two tonight as planned dispite what has happend. I would rather lose my virginity to two guys who I love and trust then to someone who will just use me or whatever.

I know I should really wait for a guy who loves me but I have a lot to learn about life after following that book for so long that I want to start now with having sex with you two. I would, also, if you will allow it, to become casual lovers" he said as he bit his lip, still crying silent tears and eyes closed as he hugged onto the angel "I might as well shake this good boy image sometime and I would love to learn from how from you two. Please, teach me about sex, life, fashion and everything else? Because im clueless" he said sighing yet still not letting up on the silent tears.

Kim murred and kissed back, if he couldnt have Rayne or Sabin he would take the next best thing. He had grown attached to them both and he did love them both in one way but this will suit him perfectly, at least he would still have a close bond with them both.

"I am sure, I have grown attached to you both and I do love you both in one way and this will be perfect for me and still give me a close bond with you both" he said hugging the angel feeling alot closer to Sabin then to rayne but still he did want them both close to him. "Thank you, I know you will both look after me, I trust both of you completely" he said as he nuzzled the angel and then turned around and hugged the mer.

Kim murred at Raynes kiss and the angels nuzzle and savored the kiss as he held the mer close "thank you guys thank you so much" he said as he he stroaked the angels hair, not exactly knowing what he was getting himself into but he was feeling a bit happier then he was before.