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"he he he, say 'a challenger apears,' they'll think it's funny. and then they'll like you. also, you should say something strange and pretty, because people like it when you say strange and pretty things. ignore that other stuff, it's not important, in fact, they'll only understand you if you talk to them as if they already understood. you have to say things the way you feel them otherwise you're lying. don't lie to them, that impedes understanding and you only mean to be understood. oh my what would happen if they didn't understand you? you'd be alone. completely isolated in your world. maybe it's the chemicals, maybe it's your brain. maybe you've broken too many walls and maybe you're completely gone. maybe you belong in an institution with soft padded walls that will give forever and never break, maybe you belong in a place with no responsibility so you can't hurt anyone, not even yourself. no, that can't be it. that's too scary, just keep saying strange and pretty things and make sure to be mean sometimes, otherwise they'll think you're a hippie or some s**t like that and they might misunderstand. oh my oh my oh my oh my. . ."

Shh don't tell the nasty hobbitses our secret... especially the fat one.