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 Posted: Wed Nov 15, 2006 8:13 am
Lessee... Last night I was thinking about love,the romantic kind, and I realized what is really is for me.
I turn my back on it because of the pain I feel when it's laughing at me straight in the face. When I feel like maybe there's hope, I turn to take a peek and find that it has straight face. Maybe it won't hurt me this time. When I turn a little more to hopefully face it head on, Love laughs at me again, and the pain is worse for trusting the damn emotion.
I guess it's a turn off when I 'reject' a guy's confession, but it's only been online that it has occured. And especially then, I don't really think that a guy could like me in a special way. I just can't trust very easily anymore. Plus, no one has ever persisted to earn my trust, so I trust my feelings about them not truly feeling something deep for me.
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Posted: Sat Nov 18, 2006 1:26 pm
that's a lot of thinking you did last night
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Posted: Sat Nov 18, 2006 8:01 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 19, 2006 12:41 pm
well it cant suck TOO bad, i mean...you do know me! that's always a plus wink
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Posted: Sun Nov 19, 2006 4:33 pm
I heard ya' laugh.... so you're life can't be all bad!! blaugh
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Posted: Mon Nov 20, 2006 7:26 pm
stare ::pats mike on the head:: I love you silly
Kitai apparently he didn't read your whole post correctly, but i love him anyway cuz he's smexy ^_^
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Posted: Tue Nov 21, 2006 5:42 am
Miranti stare ::pats mike on the head:: I love you silly Kitai apparently he didn't read your whole post correctly, but i love him anyway cuz he's smexy ^_^ I'm just saying!! mrgreen
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Posted: Tue Nov 21, 2006 8:03 am
He was talking about on the phone. Sure, I laugh... But you need to remember one very important thing.
I'm an actress on stage and in life. How could you know whether or not my smile is a mask to cover the darkness inside.
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 1:02 am
thats true im liek that almost all teh time even now
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 7:10 am
what makes you happy in life? truly happy not just less sad enough to smile or laugh falsely.
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 1:37 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 25, 2006 5:34 pm
yeah me too i guess. and talking to certain ppl online. heart
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Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 7:58 am
whee... of course, cakes. those certain people can always make you feel warm and bubbly inside! 4laugh ninja
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Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 3:49 pm
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Posted: Wed Nov 29, 2006 11:06 am
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