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 Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2017 5:27 pm
nowSERENITY See, I'm picturing Odin, Julian, and Leon playing mundane a** card games now, like Go Fish. Lol. Lmao. Odin knows absolutely no card games. I can't see him every having the patience to be taught anything but BS growing up. So if they ever did, lmao. Yeah. It would probably be children games.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2017 5:39 pm
Lyrca nowSERENITY See, I'm picturing Odin, Julian, and Leon playing mundane a** card games now, like Go Fish. Lol. Lmao. Odin knows absolutely no card games. I can't see him every having the patience to be taught anything but BS growing up. So if they ever did, lmao. Yeah. It would probably be children games. Dude, that would be sweet though. Them playing kid games for just a little while until everything inevitably burns to the ground.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2017 5:41 pm
nowSERENITY Dude, that would be sweet though. Them playing kid games for just a little while until everything inevitably burns to the ground. Okay okay. You sold me. I'm adding cards to the cannon world in this thread then.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2017 5:52 pm
Lyrca nowSERENITY Dude, that would be sweet though. Them playing kid games for just a little while until everything inevitably burns to the ground. Okay okay. You sold me. I'm adding cards to the cannon world in this thread then. Lol. It'll give Julian good times to harken back to later.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2017 6:04 pm
nowSERENITY Lol. It'll give Julian good times to harken back to later. Man that's depressing. "I miss the happy days back when I was in prison." HOW IS THAT JULIAN'S HAPPY PLACE?
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2017 6:10 pm
Lyrca nowSERENITY Lol. It'll give Julian good times to harken back to later. Man that's depressing. "I miss the happy days back when I was in prison." HOW IS THAT JULIAN'S HAPPY PLACE? Lmao nonono What I mean is It'll be one of the good things that makes him think Odin cares about him and was his friend. Julian will have a very hard time finding any happy place after prison. He won't be the same person, and he'll feel guilty about that interacting with anyone who used to know him. Like Maluk, for example. Julian could actually be safe, well cared for, and probably happy, if he decided to live at the Steps.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2017 6:18 pm
nowSERENITY Lmao nonono What I mean is It'll be one of the good things that makes him think Odin cares about him and was his friend. Julian will have a very hard time finding any happy place after prison. He won't be the same person, and he'll feel guilty about that interacting with anyone who used to know him. Like Maluk, for example. Julian could actually be safe, well cared for, and probably happy, if he decided to live at the Steps. Ugh. C'mon Julian way to pick the wrong choice, then. Why's he all sketched out interacting with people proper after prison? Is it just because of how he feels like a hassle? Or is he just paranoid and always scared?
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2017 6:25 pm
Lyrca nowSERENITY Lmao nonono What I mean is It'll be one of the good things that makes him think Odin cares about him and was his friend. Julian will have a very hard time finding any happy place after prison. He won't be the same person, and he'll feel guilty about that interacting with anyone who used to know him. Like Maluk, for example. Julian could actually be safe, well cared for, and probably happy, if he decided to live at the Steps. Ugh. C'mon Julian way to pick the wrong choice, then. Why's he all sketched out interacting with people proper after prison? Is it just because of how he feels like a hassle? Or is he just paranoid and always scared? Little bit of both. Strangers are scary and make him uncomfortable, but at the same time, they don't know anything about him, so he doesn't have to go through the exhausting effort of pretending to be who he used to be. The people he actually trusts implicitly-- people like Maluk and Krish before he disappeared-- make him feel safe some of the time, but not all. He has deep swaths of anxiety and depression and tries to hide it because he worries how it will make them feel. Especially Maluk, because Maluk has healed him enough to have an empathetic connection. Julian feels like he's ******** up, and he doesn't want to inflict that on people who love him.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2017 6:33 pm
nowSERENITY Little bit of both. Strangers are scary and make him uncomfortable, but at the same time, they don't know anything about him, so he doesn't have to go through the exhausting effort of pretending to be who he used to be. The people he actually trusts implicitly-- people like Maluk and Krish before he disappeared-- make him feel safe some of the time, but not all. He has deep swaths of anxiety and depression and tries to hide it because he worries how it will make them feel. Especially Maluk, because Maluk has healed him enough to have an empathetic connection. Julian feels like he's ******** up, and he doesn't want to inflict that on people who love him. Ah. Makes sense. I forgot about caims. Would actually probably be nerve wrecking for anyone to be around someone who knows them so well. I gave Ian my view on caims. I think it would be super ******** to make people feel your emotions/thoughts/memories. He always harassed Odin about it so he feels like he's not allowed to use caims ever. Of course... A lot of caims would never wanna heal werewolves to begin with since they might be left with huge patches of anger problems from it. So Odin kinda understands that too.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2017 6:41 pm
Lyrca nowSERENITY Little bit of both. Strangers are scary and make him uncomfortable, but at the same time, they don't know anything about him, so he doesn't have to go through the exhausting effort of pretending to be who he used to be. The people he actually trusts implicitly-- people like Maluk and Krish before he disappeared-- make him feel safe some of the time, but not all. He has deep swaths of anxiety and depression and tries to hide it because he worries how it will make them feel. Especially Maluk, because Maluk has healed him enough to have an empathetic connection. Julian feels like he's ******** up, and he doesn't want to inflict that on people who love him. Ah. Makes sense. I forgot about caims. Would actually probably be nerve wrecking for anyone to be around someone who knows them so well. I gave Ian my view on caims. I think it would be super ******** to make people feel your emotions/thoughts/memories. He always harassed Odin about it so he feels like he's not allowed to use caims ever. Of course... A lot of caims would never wanna heal werewolves to begin with since they might be left with huge patches of anger problems from it. So Odin kinda understands that too. Julian and Maluk are alike in that they each want to help people really badly, and feel terrible when they can't do anything. So they have the potential to be the best thing ever for one another's lives, or absolutely terrible if one of them decides to take on too much and won't let the other help out of some misguided effort to protect them. I don't like the idea of using Caims because I don't like the thought of anybody being able to know exactly how I feel or what I think. ******** that s**t. I'd rather suffer.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2017 7:07 pm
nowSERENITY Julian and Maluk are alike in that they each want to help people really badly, and feel terrible when they can't do anything. So they have the potential to be the best thing ever for one another's lives, or absolutely terrible if one of them decides to take on too much and won't let the other help out of some misguided effort to protect them. I don't like the idea of using Caims because I don't like the thought of anybody being able to know exactly how I feel or what I think. ******** that s**t. I'd rather suffer. Yuuup. That's why I ******** HATE PSYCHIC MAGES SO MUCH. You can't bluff or put up a fake front around them.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2017 7:09 pm
Lyrca nowSERENITY Julian and Maluk are alike in that they each want to help people really badly, and feel terrible when they can't do anything. So they have the potential to be the best thing ever for one another's lives, or absolutely terrible if one of them decides to take on too much and won't let the other help out of some misguided effort to protect them. I don't like the idea of using Caims because I don't like the thought of anybody being able to know exactly how I feel or what I think. ******** that s**t. I'd rather suffer. Yuuup. That's why I ******** HATE PSYCHIC MAGES SO MUCH. You can't bluff or put up a fake front around them. I mean, you can if it's Julian's brother, because that dude can barely get a read on people unless he's touching them. Of course.. If he's touching them, he might also be wicking away their memori~s and feelings.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2017 7:12 pm
nowSERENITY I mean, you can if it's Julian's brother, because that dude can barely get a read on people unless he's touching them. Of course.. If he's touching them, he might also be wicking away their memori~s and feelings. Yo keep that ******** away from me and keep that ******** away from Odin. Er... The old Odin. I dunno if the new Odin would hate psychics as much as me. You'd have to ask Hale.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2017 7:15 pm
Lyrca nowSERENITY I mean, you can if it's Julian's brother, because that dude can barely get a read on people unless he's touching them. Of course.. If he's touching them, he might also be wicking away their memori~s and feelings. Yo keep that ******** away from me and keep that ******** away from Odin. Er... The old Odin. I dunno if the new Odin would hate psychics as much as me. You'd have to ask Hale. Believe me, I'm trying to keep Jon out of everything for the benefit of everyone involved. And I'm not gonna ask Hale s**t while I'm in a downswing. Fuuuck. That'd be bad, too.
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Posted: Tue Apr 25, 2017 7:17 pm
nowSERENITY Believe me, I'm trying to keep Jon out of everything for the benefit of everyone involved. And I'm not gonna ask Hale s**t while I'm in a downswing. Fuuuck. That'd be bad, too. Lmao I can tell. Worse case scenario would be... Hale teams up with team chop shop, Jon n co', and Alton. Wouldn't that be fun?
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