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 Posted: Thu Jan 19, 2012 6:15 am
I am not allowed to say the c word yet. And honestly I can't. Not yet. I know I am suppose to think happy thoughts, I know I am. But I can't when I know in my gut, in my heart, in my soul and something else entirely and have known for some time now, maybe 6 months, that things aren't okay. Not when I could see your knees be all knobby and not when you don't have energy. Not when you sell your golf cart and stop playing. Happy thoughts Rosie, happy thoughts.
I am going over there. I will chain my car and drive and not stop till I get there. I can and will do that if pushed, I have maps, I know my way home. Hopefully I can just fly, that is easier in the long run.
Happy thoughts Rosie....
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Posted: Thu Jan 19, 2012 8:04 am
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Posted: Thu Jan 19, 2012 8:17 am
sad Drive safe, Rosie, if you must. emotion_hug
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Posted: Mon Jan 23, 2012 12:08 am
Saew sad Drive safe, Rosie, if you must. emotion_hug Flying is my best option. Biopsy of the mass is Tuesday...... Mom can't get on an airplane until end of February b/c of her new knee. I want to go right now, but I know that is not the logical thing to do. I love my Pop-pop and I hope he is fine. I really do.
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Posted: Tue Jan 24, 2012 12:21 am
And life is complicated. I will be moving in with the 'rents for a week or two to take care of Mom. I can't with a good conscious leave her alone. I will see if I can to do correspondence with my prof over interwebernetz. I should, she seems flexible.
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Posted: Tue Jan 24, 2012 8:53 am
I am in the mental state of wondering to barf, run, or just pass out.
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Posted: Tue Jan 24, 2012 4:12 pm
Blackrose_Knight I am in the mental state of wondering to barf, run, or just pass out.
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Posted: Wed Jan 25, 2012 2:09 pm
Doing a little better. Had a good start to my day. Cuddles with Annette are always a bright spot. heart I am now keeping track of Mom's meds so all is good. Then work then home. Then back to the 'rents place in the AM.
Knee machines are awkward and heavy....
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2012 10:57 pm
George, mom's cat, hates socks. Its cute, he just finds them and attacks them. He is a smooshed faced little goober.
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Posted: Fri Jan 27, 2012 10:52 pm
I feel like I am coming apart at the seams. My crazy is poking through with all this stress.
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Posted: Mon Jan 30, 2012 9:50 pm
Riri and company came home baring BBQ and beer I will drink. heart They know how to spoil a girl.
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Posted: Tue Jan 31, 2012 12:28 pm
And, NOT CANCER YAY *dances* just a cycst that is now gone. Pop-pop is now back home so not as major a surgery as they were thinking.
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Posted: Tue Jan 31, 2012 5:58 pm
Blackrose_Knight And, NOT CANCER YAY *dances* just a cycst that is now gone. Pop-pop is now back home so not as major a surgery as they were thinking. Yay! emotion_bigheart
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Posted: Tue Jan 31, 2012 7:49 pm
I am in relationships with some weird people. But I love them.
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Posted: Wed Feb 01, 2012 4:59 pm
Blackrose_Knight And, NOT CANCER YAY *dances* just a cycst that is now gone. Pop-pop is now back home so not as major a surgery as they were thinking. Excellent to hear! As for those "weird people" I'm pretty sure they love you too Rosie wink
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