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Onacafeenhigh Vice Captain
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 Posted: Thu Apr 29, 2010 11:34 pm
Money well spent on that third one. I LOVE IT!
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Posted: Thu Apr 29, 2010 11:36 pm
Oh, I do too. The artist didn't care how picky and finicky I was, she let me be as detailed as I wanted to on how I wanted the picture. And I cherished it up until I broke up with the guy whose avatar was with mine >.>
But it's still my favorite, regardless. The guy and I are still good friends.
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Onacafeenhigh Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 29, 2010 11:43 pm
Good art is good art. Lol.
So did you date because of gaia? Or did you know each other irl and come to play gaia?
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Posted: Thu Apr 29, 2010 11:46 pm
We met on Gaia. A month later, we decided to be "exclusive" to each other, and two months after that, we met in person, and swooned. We still have feelings for each other, but it's one of those things that just... fell apart. He lives closer than any other friend I've met on Gaia, just one state over, but lately the only interaction we get is when we play WoW together. And that's only recently. We weren't talking for the longest time because he was mad at me for ending it.
Wow. I just rambled on. I should stop that.
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Onacafeenhigh Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 12:02 am
I hate it when things just sort of drift apart. >.<
Btw boy can be ridiculous. Long distance doesn't work, imo. I did the same thing. Kinda. Kinda. I met a guy on WoW, he was really nice and everything, but I wouldn't date him because of the distance. Well, I moved to TN for a while with my friend who just moved there for her internet boyfriend. And, the guy from WoW came out. And I liked him, but eventually I left, and I ended it. Yap.
*rambled with ya*
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Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 12:14 am
We were excellent together, I'll admit that. But he got a job, we couldn't talk as much. He did end up buying a cell phone for me for Christmas, against my wishes, specifically so we could talk, and he paid for the bill, but I didn't like it. But yeah, when he got a job, things went downhill. I find it funny that we talk more now than we did when we were a couple. Even funnier, my (current) boyfriend offered to take me to Louisiana, because I was having regrets about leaving the ex boyfriend. I dunno, I just don't do well in relationships period. No matter who it's with.
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Onacafeenhigh Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 12:15 am
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Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 12:19 am
It is. Very. I have too many relationship problems, combined with the new evidence that I -might- be bipolar or depressed. At least, those are my boyfriend and roommate's theories. And my mom's.
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Onacafeenhigh Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 12:22 am
Yeah... I lack the "emotion" gene. As of late, anyway. I used to get depressed, but now. I dunno. Most of the time I just don't care. But being depressed sucks :/ I remember it well. Not a good time in my life.
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Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 12:25 am
Blah. Sometimes I wish I could suppress emotions. But now, it's gotten to the point where I can be on the internet, and find something that triggers a traumatic memory, and I'll just be in tears. And I'm not even gonna get on my anger/pride issues >.>
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Onacafeenhigh Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 12:28 am
I am perfect. I don't have any pride issues.
......... wait.
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Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 12:31 am
I am cracking up right now. At least I find myself funny. Anyway...
I hate that I don't feel almost anything anymore. Like I wanna be depressed just so I can feel something. But, it doesn't work. I think when I got really bad, 5 years ago, I blocked a part of myself off.
I got a little emotional today when something reminded me of my grammy honey bunny. But even that... I was thinking about missing her and how I would never see her again. And I still didn't get as upset as I thought maybe I should have.
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Onacafeenhigh Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 12:34 am
I think my main issue is that I didn't let out what I want when the memory actually happened. According to my mom, when my granny died, she was worried about me because she never saw me crying, and I don't really remember letting myself go when something bad happened.
Maybe it's the opposite for you? Maybe you've let it all out and it does effect you, just not as strongly as it used to? I dunno.
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Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 12:35 am
Could be. Or maybe I am just an ice queen.
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Onacafeenhigh Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 12:47 am
Well, either or. My way of saying it was nicer though >.>
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