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 Posted: Mon Mar 26, 2012 2:27 pm
Tanya nodded mostly to herself then to anyone in particular. She knew it would be hard for Rosuto. She's probably have to be by him to keep him hidden if that was needed. She looked at the sky, "We should probably hurry to get everything done before that date. For now lets worry about moving your things before it starts raining again shall we?" She chuckled and started to move.
((Meh short post this time XD))
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Posted: Mon Mar 26, 2012 4:29 pm
Rosuto followed quite closely behind her, sometimes even walking next to her, until they arrived at his abandoned house. The place was going to be empty again, he knew. Though many would be sad to leave some place, he was happy to go. The house was very creepy and too large for one person, or even two. Hatomi's place seemed very cozy.
He began to think of what he needed. The camera was still good, and he should bring along all the pictures he kept... A lot of his clothes still fit him, strangely enough, so he could get those. That was probably it. Everything else could be left there to be taken away by strangers.
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Posted: Mon Mar 26, 2012 7:04 pm
Tanya looked up at the building and half smiled, "You know what....growing up....I used to be so scared of this place. Back then I was scared of a lot of things. Timid, shy, and a very distant person almost a loner because I preferred to be alone." Sh hummed in thought as she crossed her arms over her chest in thought. It wasn't until a few months after meeting Hatomi that I started to crawl out of what ever shell I'd put myself in. I stood up for myself more often and quiet frankly I started to think of Hatomi as a brother then anything. Like him I'm an only child never had anyone to look up to and my folks weren't always the best people to talk too.....most of the time. You could say Hatomi, saved me from my loneliness. Gave me something worth fighting for, I have friends and they are more of a family to me then my own is. He helped most of us in the gang.....it was the reason why it puzzled me so when he lashed out at others who liked the same sex."
She sighed "How could someone who could do so much good also cause so much pain.....It was like lashing out at something just because they were different....but we're all different.....no ones the same and everything changes. I think what hurt the most was pretending I liked beating people up, just as Hatomi was fooling himself that he did too. Never thought that even the most puzzling and scariest of things could feel so harmless at times." She looked over to him, "Hey for what it's worth I'm happy you gave him a chance Rosuto. Even if he was terrible to you.....things will probably not make much sense to you for a while, and it will be hard to get used too. But I have faith you'll pull through." She smiled gently before moving towards the creepy house. Not even looking as though she was the slightest bit put off by the place.
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Posted: Mon Mar 26, 2012 8:24 pm
Rosuto opened the door. "Hatomi and I always thought this house was haunted. Who would have thought I would be living here..." he said as he walked in. "Speaking of Hatomi, I'm glad he still had some heart all this time. His kindness was what attracted me in the first place. When I was really small I thought I only thought of him as an older brother. Sometimes I wish that was all it was." Strangely, the place seemed emptier than usual. Now that he thought of it, he never bothered to lock the door to the house. Perhaps someone came in and took his things? It wouldn't hurt to look around first.
After a bit of rummaging, he only found his pictures. It looked like someone did come in... Not that he really minded having his things disappear. Still, it was a shame that he lost them all. Hopefully whoever came in actually needed the things and didn't take them for no absolute reason.
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Posted: Mon Mar 26, 2012 11:17 pm
Tanya noted the almost emptiness of the place, and watched as Rosuto seemed to rummage about and only finding certain things. It seemed someone had decided to drop by.....the pillaged anything they could find. It was a shame really, but this some how gave her a happy thought. She could take Rosuto shopping. She suddenly felt a chuckle trying to rise up and held it back to make sure it didn't seem like she was laughing because his stuff was missing.....now that would have been bad. She thought over Rosuto's earlier words before he had gone in to find his things. So Hatomi thought this place haunted as well as Rosuto and herself. As he spoke of his kindness she hummed, "For most people now a days it's hard to draw out of Hatomi. Either because they want to pick fights with him all the time or they are people who'd been loving the opposite sex. What's more lovely then his kindness is the gentle and caring smile he gives to people. which is rare as of late.....well until recently anyways."
She sighed as she thought to herself, "You remember the girl at the restaurant right? Because of her personality and the way most treated her because of her personality, Hatomi stood up for her on several occasions. When he stood up for her and he used that kind gentle smile with her when she'd cried.....it was like the hidden and true Hatomi had breached the surface. That facade he usually put on was nothing but a shield, to hide the true him. Wish his mind wouldn't rule over his heart.....maybe now that he's had the literal sense knocked into him he'll start doing so....so far he seems to be, but if his father gets what he wants....it might send Hatomi back into a relapse of the old him. Well.... the old him that I know anyways." She hummed, "But I'm really glad he's finally under stood what his heart was saying, what his mind couldn't understand... which in turn makes him attached to you." She giggled at that part, "He's struggling still though....but in a good way now. Trying to make up for the bad he's done and protecting you the best way he knows how." She sighed as she watched him, "Seems like who ever got here before we did cleaned the place out.....sorry for the loss of your things. But," She smiled brightly, "This just means I can take you shopping." She giggled, "Cause you'll need something to wear...Hatomi's cloths will be to big for you." She smiled sweetly.
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 6:59 am
Rosuto began to reflect on Tanya's words, and smiled as he gathered up his pictures. "At least Hatomi still protects his friends..." Putting his belongings in a nearby sack, he surveyed the room for anything he may have missed that he could need or want. So far, it seemed the place was picked clean of his desired things. It was indeed a shame.
"Hm... Timing sucks sometimes. I just hope whoever it was in need or something," he muttered. His spirits seemed to brighten when Tanya had mentioned shopping. It would probably be the first time in a while that he would actually go somewhere. "Going shopping would be nice. It was probably about time I got new clothes anyway."
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 12:13 pm
She smiled brightly and started getting that jittery feeling almost all girls got from shopping, or talking about it. She chuckled softly, "It'll be so much fun. Oh and don't worry about money I'll help out." She said as she twirled a bit before clasping her hands behind her back. "We can get us normal wear and maybe some things that arm for special occasions, or other things you might need," She watched him as she spoke. She paused for a moment and then her arms crossed in thought, "Hmmmm wonder what Hatomi would like." She smirked as her thoughts to another track and she giggled softly, "Fun in deed."
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 1:12 pm
"Well, shall we go after I move?" Rosuto asked as he lifted up his bag of pictures. He was pretty much ready to go; the house was now almost completely empty of his things. Perhaps the sooner they left, the sooner they can go shopping, if there was time to. The afternoon was still quite young, though it looked on the verde of raining.
They should get a move on. The pictures would be completely ruined if they didn't lead immediately. The sack Rosuto carried was not resistant to water, so it won't protect the precious memories.
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 1:37 pm
She started for the door, as she thought to herself. Looking up at the sky. "Well If we plan on shopping we better get a move on. It could start raining any moment. Wouldn't want to get the things wet....if we have to I can get us a cab. It'd be easier to ride when it starts raining then to walk there, since Hatomi's place is really outside of town, and no where near close shops." She hummed softly, "He sure likes quiet peaceful places. Guess it helps him relax I guess," She smiles, "His place was nice.....wish I lived there, but the folks like living in the high class area more then anything." Started to walk knowing Rosuto would follow, or walk with her. She really did feel pleasantly happy.
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 3:40 pm
Rosuto did indeed follow, often looking at the sky and waiting for the first raindrops. The clouds were starting to look very ominous, and hopefully they would arrive at Hatomi's place soon. How long did it take to get there? He didn't remember, and he really wished he did. It would have helped him decide how fast they should move.
"Tanya, did Hatomi ever talk about me? Before I came to the school?" he asked, wanting some kind of conversation. "If he did, did he always say bad things? I'm just curious, that's all..."
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 9:34 pm
Tanya hummed in thought, thinking over every little detail Hatomi ever said about Rosuto before he'd turned up again. "Actually not all of the things he said were bad. I actually caught him on days when he was the most depressed....it was days when he broke the no under age drinking law.....you know Hatomi. No one can say he can or can not do anything if he wanted to do it....well unless it was the words of someone he really cared about....then he obeyed them." She chuckled, "He often spoke of you, mostly about things he used to remember and liked doing when you where there. Only when he was drunk did his mind give in and let it out." She sighed, "I dun know why, but only then was he able to express his like for you....but when he woke up the next day he could never remember what he'd said. The alcohol having all memory of what he'd ever said or done. Just wished for a while that he would admit it when he was conscious.....but his head and heart were working in opposite directions."
She kicked a rock as she walked, "When he was awake and Kyo asked about why he hated gays so much.....he said that because of gays the only close friend he had became gay....and he lost the only one he ever cared about other then his mother. So naturally Shadow asked him what kind of care was it. In a vehement way that contradicted his eyes he said that it wasn't gay love.....we all saw the truth that he refused to see. I mean....why would anyone mistake such feelings for anger.....well.....I guess it makes sense. All Hatomi's ever felt was anger....from his family, and from people who don't even truly know the real him. The only people who loved him was his mother who is now dead, and you. When they both vanished from his life....he seemed to get angrier and angrier like he had to prove he was right....I dun know, he was so....foolish to think his mind was fooling his heart. Blinded by something that wasn't what he thought it was, and it twisted him in a way that left him probably feeling hallow." She admitted softly.
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 9:36 pm
((starting at 6 o'clock am today I'll be gone until friday afternoon. I'll be in Mississippi at Keesler Airforce Base for a Medical Evaluation that is unfortantly a mandatory thing I need to go to. So you won't hear from me fore a while :3))
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 11:07 pm
(Good luck with the evaluation.)
Rosuto looked quite relieved. At least Hatomi still cared about him deep down. "I guess I'm glad to be alive," he said, and then a bit of questioning took him over. "Wait a minute, don't you and the gang care about Hatomi, too? Maybe love him as a brother or close friend or something? Surely his mother and I aren't the only ones who love him. Well... perhaps we are the only ones that love him on that really high level... Um..." He soon was at a loss for words.
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Posted: Fri Mar 30, 2012 8:19 pm
Tanya sighed at the question, "Of course we do....but Hatomi doesn't think of us that way back. There have only been very few who've been able to be considered people he loves who love him in return....you, his mother....and his grand parents, but they passed away long ago. In sense its saying he doesn't have us." She let her shoulders slump, "Bit by bit we slowly chip away at the solid wall he's literally formed around his heart.....but it's like we don't make any lee way.....I do know that he calls us his friends and there is a trust there that is unspoken but he doesn't tell anyone anything unless he's desperate or drunk of his arse...." She shook her head, "you saw how he opened up to you.....he can only do t hings like that for you and his mother, even though she's dead he visits her grave every weekend and just talks to her." She blushed and looked over quickly, "I'm not a stalker or anything....." She looked away quickly, "I just worry about him ya know?"
As Tanya thought she started to realize her whole discussion sounded like a spy, or reporter, or even like a stalks report. She blushed a deep red as she sighed, "Sorry I just have a habit of wanting to know anything and everything about my friends. Mom says I would make an awesome report because of it, dad thinks if I keep it up one day I may land myself in jail. Can't help it though," She sighed as she kept her eyes trained on the ground kicking rocks forwards ahead of them every now and again. "Anyways.....we know we're there for him.....So to him....I guess he has no one since he won't let anyone else in his heart."
((Back.....-groans- Can I crawl into a hole and just die.....I feel so freakin exhausted....-sighs-))
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Posted: Fri Mar 30, 2012 9:13 pm
Rosuto giggled now. "It's normal to want to know how friends are doing," he said, happy that Tanya was concerned for Hatomi. "Ah, but if you tend to check on friends, does that mean you'll check on me, too?" Suddenly, he saw Hatomi's house up ahead. He wondered if Shadow was inside waiting for her owner... She would be disappointed to find that Hatomi wouldn't be home for a while. At least she won't be alone this time.
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