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 Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 5:10 pm
Meriadoc321 Well, for me, it was kinda weird... I remember noticing my 4th grade teacher's husband whenever he walked in to class. He was really hot, but please note, I was in fourth grade, so I had no clue what I was thinking. Also, around that age, I began looking at the male underwear model ads in the newspaper. I actually had a stash of them in my room, until they disappeared one day... I strongly suspect my mom threw them away... but yea, it wasn't until 8th grade that I admitted to myself that I was gay. In seventh grade, I actually tried forcing myself to like girls, but it didn't work out. Now that I'm a sophomore I'm pretty comfortable with who I am smile Good for you. I never got to SEE male underwear ads so I had no idea really until later.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 5:23 pm
bluecelebi Meriadoc321 Well, for me, it was kinda weird... I remember noticing my 4th grade teacher's husband whenever he walked in to class. He was really hot, but please note, I was in fourth grade, so I had no clue what I was thinking. Also, around that age, I began looking at the male underwear model ads in the newspaper. I actually had a stash of them in my room, until they disappeared one day... I strongly suspect my mom threw them away... but yea, it wasn't until 8th grade that I admitted to myself that I was gay. In seventh grade, I actually tried forcing myself to like girls, but it didn't work out. Now that I'm a sophomore I'm pretty comfortable with who I am smile Good for you. I never got to SEE male underwear ads so I had no idea really until later. Well, at that age, I also liked computers, so I pretended I looked through ads for computer related stuff... but I really liked to see the underwear ads xd I'm a dork, i know... xp
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 5:31 pm
Meriadoc321 bluecelebi Meriadoc321 Well, for me, it was kinda weird... I remember noticing my 4th grade teacher's husband whenever he walked in to class. He was really hot, but please note, I was in fourth grade, so I had no clue what I was thinking. Also, around that age, I began looking at the male underwear model ads in the newspaper. I actually had a stash of them in my room, until they disappeared one day... I strongly suspect my mom threw them away... but yea, it wasn't until 8th grade that I admitted to myself that I was gay. In seventh grade, I actually tried forcing myself to like girls, but it didn't work out. Now that I'm a sophomore I'm pretty comfortable with who I am smile Good for you. I never got to SEE male underwear ads so I had no idea really until later. Well, at that age, I also liked computers, so I pretended I looked through ads for computer related stuff... but I really liked to see the underwear ads xd I'm a dork, i know... xp Well, I'm almost the perfect nerd. Except that I'm not into Star Trek and I'm in weightlifting.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 5:47 pm
it was more of a realization than anything else.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 7:30 pm
**sniffles** ....
i realized that i was bi last year.....but once i thought about it i was bi all of my life i was just in denial......
i miss my girlfriend.....
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 11:55 pm
bluecelebi Meriadoc321 bluecelebi Meriadoc321 Well, for me, it was kinda weird... I remember noticing my 4th grade teacher's husband whenever he walked in to class. He was really hot, but please note, I was in fourth grade, so I had no clue what I was thinking. Also, around that age, I began looking at the male underwear model ads in the newspaper. I actually had a stash of them in my room, until they disappeared one day... I strongly suspect my mom threw them away... but yea, it wasn't until 8th grade that I admitted to myself that I was gay. In seventh grade, I actually tried forcing myself to like girls, but it didn't work out. Now that I'm a sophomore I'm pretty comfortable with who I am smile Good for you. I never got to SEE male underwear ads so I had no idea really until later. Well, at that age, I also liked computers, so I pretended I looked through ads for computer related stuff... but I really liked to see the underwear ads xd I'm a dork, i know... xp Well, I'm almost the perfect nerd. Except that I'm not into Star Trek and I'm in weightlifting.
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2005 6:21 am
Hooboy.
Welllllll
There once was a boy named John.
Who would seranade me from my lawn.
One time I said
"Leave or I'll hit you on the head!"
And he continued his silly songs.
So I went outside
And he kissed me in moonlight
And I was immediatly jello in his arms.
Then he did things without my permission a year later and is in jail. The end.
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2005 9:57 am
AnsemLavant Hooboy. Welllllll There once was a boy named John. Who would seranade me from my lawn. One time I said "Leave or I'll hit you on the head!" And he continued his silly songs. So I went outside And he kissed me in moonlight And I was immediatly jello in his arms. Then he did things without my permission a year later and is in jail. The end. Wow, that was pretty good! Not the jail part but turning it into a short poem. Well, it's funny too, to be completely honest. Though touching. Did he really sit outside your house and sing to you?
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2005 3:13 pm
He did. It was sweet. He was very cute, and an exquisite sort of person...sadly, he let his lust get the better of him. How I missed my John neutral
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2005 7:54 pm
Im bi and Id tell you how it all started but.... lets just say its not really something I can talk about.
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2005 9:28 pm
KeatonPrower Im bi and Id tell you how it all started but.... lets just say its not really something I can talk about. I have a similar reason, I think
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2005 9:41 pm
It's possible that I'll get slaughtered for this, but I did sort of choose to be bi (curious anyway). I was a very open minded 13 year old, and prided myself on this. I recognized that straight people lacked perspective, there was alot they didn't see. I already noticed the beauty of women, in a non-sexual way (I think...). I also had always liked really really androgynous men (think Gackt, Hisashi). For me it was merely the act of opening myself up to the possibility, taking the admiration a step further.
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Posted: Wed Feb 16, 2005 4:33 am
wordman KeatonPrower Im bi and Id tell you how it all started but.... lets just say its not really something I can talk about. I have a similar reason, I think Mehs i think mine's the same but i posted it ages ago anyway O_o
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Posted: Wed Feb 16, 2005 6:55 am
Well, when I first realized it I think I was in seventh grade, because I was trying out for cheerleading. I hate cheerleading.
I didn't really think about it much, it was just in the back of my mind, until one of my friends told me she was bi-. Then it was like- woah! I remember that stuff! That's why... Oh. Okay. I get it now.
And then of course, I realized that I liked her. And she is right now with another guy. She broke up wtih the other one a week and a half ago...
She invited me to Sadies. I don't think I can go though. My mom wouldn't drive me an hour and a half and my dad does live closer but my mom thinks she is evil and a liar and a slut, and she may lie to other people, but she doesn't lie to friends, and she was still a virgin at the time! My mom was being unreasonable, but I still talk to my friend. In fear my mother will find out. I mean, my mother and I have a wonderful relationship, except where my friend is concerned. So... Right now the conflict is that my friends mom wants to talk to my mom before I am allowed to stay the night over there for Sadies, and if my mom finds out I won't be allowed to go. So I don't know...
Wow, I ramble a lot when I am nervous...
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Posted: Wed Feb 16, 2005 10:36 am
Ukiyumi Well, when I first realized it I think I was in seventh grade, because I was trying out for cheerleading. I hate cheerleading. I didn't really think about it much, it was just in the back of my mind, until one of my friends told me she was bi-. Then it was like- woah! I remember that stuff! That's why... Oh. Okay. I get it now. And then of course, I realized that I liked her. And she is right now with another guy. She broke up wtih the other one a week and a half ago... She invited me to Sadies. I don't think I can go though. My mom wouldn't drive me an hour and a half and my dad does live closer but my mom thinks she is evil and a liar and a slut, and she may lie to other people, but she doesn't lie to friends, and she was still a virgin at the time! My mom was being unreasonable, but I still talk to my friend. In fear my mother will find out. I mean, my mother and I have a wonderful relationship, except where my friend is concerned. So... Right now the conflict is that my friends mom wants to talk to my mom before I am allowed to stay the night over there for Sadies, and if my mom finds out I won't be allowed to go. So I don't know... Wow, I ramble a lot when I am nervous... I feel sorry for you sad *Conforts* Awww So she lives one hr and a halfs drive away from you?
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