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*He glares at it for some time. Almost as if waiting for it to say something. It doesn't.*

*Then Luke gets a thought as he stares at it.* *says aloud* There's nothing keeping me here.

*He gets up..... He takes his key off the wall.*

*He leaves. Triumphant in his departure.*

::Nyx faded in. She was sitting on the floor with her knees drawn close to her chest, her arms covering her lowered head. She spoke to herself, and didn't seem to notice where she was (obviously not noticing Namida's presence, either). Her voice sounded irate, to say the least.::

Y'know... I don't even care anymore. I don't care what he does. I don't care if he wants to "play" with any slut he drags into his big goddamn house.

He can do whatever the ******** he wants with them. I'm not going to interfere with HIS happiness, no. Don't want him to think me a selfish b***h, do I? Of course not.

Hey, maybe he'll decide he doesn't need me when he has a bunch of girls at his feet willing to do things for him that I won't.

::She paused and her tone softened, almost to a whisper.::

He'd be happy then, I'm sure.

... ::She paused again.::

I bet he could find someone else...

He says he'd never find someone new, but that's BS. He probably said that same s**t to Akie, and look now. If he found me after she died, he could find another love after me.

He doesn't need me. And I know for a fact that I'm not the best thing that's happened to him.

::She sighed heavily.::

Namida could do so much better than this, if he'd only try. It'd be nice if he found a girl who didn't cause him pain like I do.
...

::Nyx stretched her legs out in front of her and laid back on the floor, staring up into nothingness. At this point, she did know Namida was near her, but she decided to pretend he wasn't..:: I've made my decision, I guess. Perfect.

::With that, she took the ring from her finger and tossed it away, hoping that it wouldn't come back to her again.::

((Angst. ^^))

((Wow, that post was longer than I thought. xD It didn't look this big in notepad.))

::Nyx tensed up as he embraced her, but visibly relaxed as he spoke. His voice was rather soothing...::

I'll miss you too.

...
::She closed her eyes and took a deep breath through her nose as she heard the door close.::

I had to choose, not for my own happiness... for yours. It's for you, Namida. Not for me. I wouldn't be happy no matter what choice I made.

I just made the one I think will be most beneficial to you in the end.




G'bye. I promise you'll find someone better.

If you don't, you can go ahead and just ********' kill me.

::Nyx laid there for a good long while, silently. She concidered her choice... and she started to doubt it.::

Does he have someone else? Oh ********, maybe he does. It's probably been FOREVER for him since we were together last, when I still had memories of him. There must be at least one girl in his life he has feelings for.

Maybe he would be the one that'd be fine without me...

... Ugh. ::She rubbed her temples.::

This is too difficult. Okay. I haven't decided. Rrr. Dammit...

::Nyx got up and began searching under tables for the ring... she didn't have that good of an arm, so it couldn't have traveled too far. She mumbled to herself, annoyed.::

Stupid... stupid... retarded... "The amazing Nyx" my stupid ******** a**. If I were so amazing I wouldn't be so indecisive... Hell, if I were amazing I would have never gotten myself into all this. I would have said "no sir, I'm taken, and I made a promise to him! I am the amazing Nyx, and I am totally faithful! I refuse to betray Sho, my one true love, so back off--"

::She accidentally knocked her head on the underside of a table as she looked beneath it.:: Ow!

::Sigh, headrub.:: I wish I were.

((She probably isn't going to find that envenlope for a while. ^^))

((eh. I guess she'll just find it now. xD))

It's... not... here. Crap. x.x ::After a while of searching the floor and not finding the ring, Nyx decided to give it a rest. She shuffled her way over to the bar and sat down, resting her forehead on the bar... or, on the envelope and rose Namida left behind.::

...

::Blink.:: Oh. ::She sat up and grabbed the envelope, carefully tearing it open.::

... oh... oh, I'm such a bit... ::Crunch.::

.....

::Nyx lifted up her hand to find that she had crushed the rose with the heel of her ********. Nooooooooo... ::She hung her head sadly.:: no...


((Poor Nyx. XD))

((angst xd ))

((*snuggle* heart domokun ))