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Bianca just grabbed a book and began flipping pages through it,she wasnt actually reading."I'm not killing Michael either" she muttered.Roxanne heard this."I volunteer.I told you,he could be dealt with.Just say the word" Bianca shot Roxanne a glare."This isnt a joke" "Who said i was joking? If you can't do it then i will.He's a werewolf,it's okay for me to do it.He's a monster,we kill his kind" Bianca nodded."In that case then i'm a monster and Sam's a monster.We're killable.". Bianca arched a brow at her sister,waiting for the reply.If she could kill Michael then it shouldnt be that heard to kill Bianca or Sam. Roxanne rolled her eyes."So,let me ask you,if we do not kill Michael,what's going to happen to you? Just going to change every month?" They were killing Michael regardless because Bianca wasnt the only one who got scratched,Sam was too.And they were pretty sure that Sam would be more than willing to do this.Bianca just sighed,going back to the book."I'm not killing anyone" "Well,you won't have to" Bianca got up and walked away before coming back with a book and slapping it infront of Roxanne."Shut up and read". Roxanne,being the perky girl of the day,gladly read the new book that Bianca had presented to her.Bianca smirked,glad that she shut her sister up.She wasnt in the mood to argue about it.Roxanne flipped a page in her book."It's the only option" she sang,knowing that Bianca was thinking about it."Fine!" yelled Bianca,getting a couple shushes.Roxanne smirked."Do you mean it?" Bianca did answer so Roxanne stuck out her arm and grasped Bianca's with it."Roxanne,no-" Roxanne was staring at her sister intently."You are going to do the unbreakable promise because i am mentally a 12 year old." Bianca groaned,repeating whatever Roxanne said as part of the promise and left go."Are you happy now?" Roxanne nodded."If you dare break the unbreakable promise then i will be forced to avada kedavra you.The penalty is death and you know that".Bianca just flicked Roxanne ear."I read the book,genius.You're such a geek" In Roxanne's mind,she needed to do that even if it wasnt exactly mature.She wasnt going to let her sister stay this way.

Bianca craned her neck to make sure the boys were out of earshot when she began to speak rapidly."I-I can't kill someone for my sake.I just can't.I only kill so i won't be killed.That's what keeps me going in hunting.I rather kill myself than kill someone else because i don't want to be like this.I want to kill myself,Roxanne.You don't need to do it,Dean doesnt need to do it,if Sam wants to stay this way then fine but he doesnt have to do it either.It's quick,a bullet to the head and i'm free.Sam can't get out of this because of Lucifer but i can". Roxanne furrowed her brows,closing her book and letting her sister's words sink in."How about 'no'?" Bianca looked at Roxanne with her large eyes.Roxanne wasnt listening to her! "It's not worth debating" "Do you expect me to just say 'oh sure,kill yourself.Not like i'm going to miss you or anything'.Have you even spoken to Dean about this?" Bianca nodded,she had."He doesnt like it very much but,honestly,he can't stop me.His opinion matters but if i want to do this then it's my choice,right?" Roxanne just sighed,rubbing the bridge of her nose.She didnt know what to say to this."Roxy,if this was you,you'd be the same way,wouldnt you?" It was true.If Roxanne wanted to kill herself,no one would tell her otherwise.Roxanne just opened her book and glanced at Bianca."I don't support this.But...let this be the final option,okay?" Bianca nodded.Final option? This was one of two options.Her life or another's life.But she didnt want to put Roxanne through anymore death talk.The blonde's perkiness had already faded."Don't be sad-" "If both you and Sam feel this way then i'm going to be so depressed." It wasnt that much of a threat.She couldnt say that she'd kill herself because,well,that's Bianca's thing at the moment.Bianca pouted."No,don't.I take it back,i shouldnt have told you" "But you did.I'm glad you did.Just let me read,okay?" Roxanne put her arm on the table and then her forehead on her arm,putting the book in her lap and then reading.This way,no one could see her face and how her face was a current mixture of anger and sorrow.

There girls were there in silence,Roxanne reading and Bianca staring off into space."Do you look at yourself as a monster?" Roxanne picked up her head and looked at Bianca,nodding."Why?" Bianca looked down at her hands."You don't even use your powers" Roxanne smiled."But they're there.I'm not sure if i should consider myself human.I guess i'm a monster" "So,we'd have the right to kill you if you used your powers to hurt others?" Roxanne nodded."Yeah,i give you the right to kill me if that ever happens." Bianca sighed,shaking her head at her sister.She was missing the point."You're so willing to kill" Roxanne put her head back down,leaving Bianca's statement in the air between them."If you hurt someone then we could put you down.If you havent then what's the point of killing you? it's cold blood" Bianca thought about her sister's words,they seemed fair enough."Well,i think you upset Sam" "When do i not upset him?" That was possibily one of the truest statements Roxanne had ever uttered.Out of all of them,she seemed to disappoint the most.

The girls didnt tear their eyes away from their books when the boys came back.If they did,that would make them obligated to talk and they rather let their own tension disappear first.Bianca glanced up quickly at the boys to see if everything's alright.Bianca groaned,closing the book infront of her."This is boring.I'm done with werewolves.I'm getting something interesting." Bianca walked away to an aisle,looking at all the books before just grabbing two and going back to the table."Roxy,have you read either of these?" All of the books that Bianca picked up were books for teenagers but they were all really good in her opinion.Roxanne moved from behind Sam and looked at the books."Yes-" she said pointing to one "-and no" she said pointing to the other.Roxanne took the one that she didnt read and sat back down in her chair casually.She glanced at Sam and said "Sorry if i upset you." Bianca sat down with her book.Looking from Sam to Dean."We could tell if you're upset,you know.Even if you guys could mask it well,we've been with you long enough to tell.We don't suppose you took so long because the books were that interesting." That's when the girls finally looked at the books that the boys were reading.Roxanne tilted her head at Sam."Sudden interest in magic?" she asked.This made Bianca look also."How do they have spellbooks in a library?" "Because,people don't believe in magic? It's a harmless book for people who believe in this stuff."

Roxanne glanced at Bianca."Do it" "How are you so sure-" Roxanne arched a brow.She wasnt sure about everything but she'd be sure about this.Bianca groaned,grabbing her phone and dialing."It's going to be a half assed answer" Roxanne pouted."But it's worth a try,right?". Bianca put the phone on speaker and put it on the table."Hey,babe.I was just thinking about calling you". Bianca pushed some hair behind her ears,working herself into an upbeat and flirty conversation."It's like we're telepathic,isnt it? Listen,you've got a tattoo,right? I'm just doing some reading with my sister and we saw it in one of these freaky books" Michael didnt even miss a beat with his reply."I thought it looked pretty cool,ya know? Didnt you say you've got a tattoo. Which i have yet to uncover?" Roxanne put her hands around her neck,pretending to gag as Bianca went on."All in good time.Remember how you told me you were scratched? I know what the tatoo is for.You've changed,right? Why would you want to stay this way?" "Didnt you say that you were scratched too? I don't see you rushing to help yourself" Bianca sighed."You're avoiding my question" "I just find it interesting,okay? Do we really need to talk about it?" Bianca groaned.This went from all light and flirty to an arguement."Listen,i just wanted to know,okay? Excuse me for wanting to know more about you.I won't bother you again" At Bianca's last sentence,a small smirk creeped onto both girls faces.They knew what was about to happen."Bianca,wait.There's something about being this way that makes me feel alive" Bianca smiled."I've got to go,okay?" They said their goodbyes and Bianca hung up the phone."Told you it would be half assed" Roxanne flailed her arms."Atleast he said something!" Bianca looked at Sam."I don't think it's that bad being like this". Roxanne snorted,knowing her sister was being a hypocrite for Sam's sake."This guy's creeping me out." Bianca smiled at her sister."You just want to kill him and get it over with,right?" Roxanne rolled her eyes."You're making me seem heartless.I feel this way because of you two." Bianca just made a face at Roxanne."Maybe if you're a werewolf long enough,you could train yourself to have control?" Roxanne slowly turned her head to look at Bianca."Dude?" "I can remember stuff.Sam can remember stuff.Who's to say that you can't master it after a while of being this way? It's just a suggestion.Just trying to help".

Under her breath,Bianca muttered "I'm not changing." Roxanne laughed."Like hell you are.You're going through that pain." Bianca just groaned,putting her head down on the table.Roxanne got really close to Bianca's head and began whispering rapidly in the girl's ear.She really needed to stop this.A lot of pain in a short period wouldnt kill her.When Roxanne moved away,she pushed her hair behind her ears and folded her arms,watching Bianca look from Dean,to Sam,to Roxanne,then back at Dean before putting her head back down."But it hurts" Roxanne nodded."Yeah,but this makes you weak.You can't handle the pain.You're never going to be able to do anything in life because of this little bit of pain." Bianca looked at Roxanne,slowly mutterring about how much she dislikes her sister.Just to push Bianca to the edge,Roxanne looked at Sam and Dean."Can we all agree to keep any weapons away from her? I'd really appreciate that.Especially guns." Bianca sighed."Fine.You win" Roxanne had a triumphant smile."Good because you're not leaving us."
(Ugh,my posts have been sucking SO MUCH. I'm sorry u.u. I'm failing you.)

The girls sighed at Sam.He was right.Part of Bianca was glad that he said that he'll go,she wasnt in the mood to have to deal with Michael face to face at the moment.She'd probably get side tracked and b***h at him for hurting Dean.Roxanne was no different so she didnt even offer to go with Sam.Besides hurting Dean,the guy's been trying to sex it up with her baby sister and that was a no go in Roxanne's book.
When they were outside and witnessed what Sam did to the car,both girls began laughing.Okay,it was a pretty good prank.Dean messed with Sam's downstairs area and Sam got Dean where it hurt;his baby.The girls got into the car,still giggling about it.Bianca stopped laughing to say "I told you,Dean! I told you that he'd get you back worse than you got him". Roxanne had collected herself,feeling slightly better than she did when they were in the library."You guys are such children.You're even now". The minute that the girls looked at each other,they started laughing again.It was pretty unexpected and Sam actually got Dean really good this time."His baby! Sam,you messed with his baby!" Bianca grinned."Boys,please,you're even.No more of this" Honestly,this was entertainment for the girls but they didnt want it to get too out of control.Sam already messed with Dean's car.It could only get worse from this point on.