I want to paint a picture of you
using only the colour black
absence of color will interpret a thousand words
of what I think you lack
Your heart is what your missing
your bitterness still ******** off slut," is what I heard
and then I started running
Maybe art isn't your style
your hate of me bleeds off the canvas
I'll sing a song of desperateness
over and over and over
You'll soon grow to hate my voice
cringe when I begin
It's the best I can do for you
without cutting out from within
My heart
for you for you
Infect your mind, you can't leave me
I'll never let you go
You couldn't make me any better
so you just made me that much worse
I'm a failure in your eyes
Everything I do is wrong
I know that you depend on me
You can't get rid of me for long
even if you hide
I'll find you and I'll love you
even if you die inside
Despise me when I walk with you
Disgust for when I wait
Spite me for being me
Hate me for being fake
I can never please you can I
without losing me
What is it that you want from me
Are you happy if I die?
My heart is out
for you for you
Love me for who I am
A simple human concept
that you can't understand
I know I just can't win
I know that you don't want me
So the best thing I can do for you...
I guess I'll just go and die
