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 Posted: Sun Jan 12, 2014 10:31 am
Oh isn't that the fun part?
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Posted: Tue Jan 14, 2014 6:06 am
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Posted: Tue Jan 14, 2014 9:06 am
Woot! Nm. Gonna have to stage a prison break soon. That will be fun. I'm waiting on Ghost to post but he's been having a rough run of luck that i hope gets better soon.
I send Bandi a letter but he has yet to respond. I forgot how slow snail mail really is.
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Posted: Thu Jan 16, 2014 8:30 am
Im back and somewhat mobile.
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Ghostly_apparition Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jan 17, 2014 11:24 am
Lol i shall post tonight my dearies for now i have to sleep less i kill someone
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Posted: Tue Jan 21, 2014 1:23 pm
Hey, everyone. It's been a long, long time. Once every month or so I think about you guys, and I log onto Gaia, and I always have one or two messages in my inbox. It always says, "You have been demoted in a guild", and I always get this sinking feeling that it would be from this one. This month, my gut feeling was true. It didn't shock me, just made me sad. I know I have no intention of RPing anytime soon, or even being a regular here on the site, needless to say, this guild. But, I want you all to know that I miss you. I miss us. I miss getting home from work, and before that, from high school, and before that, coming home from middle school, and seeing all the exciting action Id missed out on while I was gone. I really felt at home here. I felt like I was doing something worth while. That I had friends here and the friendships would last forever. I really believed that. But, I've always been really naive and childish in that way. Anyway, I miss you guys. All of you. Life is a lot different now for me. I'm grown up and have a lot on my plate. I have no time for searching for character images, and making back stories, and having characters react to posts other people have made while still telling my own story. It took a lot of creativity and a lot of time to do all of those things. Time I no longer have. Creativity that I no longer have. All of my expectations on life have been shot down by reality. I'm not in school, and I have no job in the art field, and I'm not happy. It actually makes me sad thinking about how happy this place made me feel. This was my release. My escape from reality. It was my life within another life. I miss it a lot. I wish I could go back to it. But, I know I can't. And I know no one feels the same way toward me as they use to here. I was the young, care-free girl. Now, I'm just a shadow of what you all once saw. I'm the grown version of that girl. But, not at all the same. I read your posts from time to time, and you all seem to be the same as you use to be. But, not me. I don't belong here anymore. This isn't my life within another life. This isn't my home away from home. This is just a place I use to spend my hours, days, weeks, months, years. And it doesn't make a difference now. I'm not one of you anymore. And I don't think I'll ever be able to be part of this place again. It makes me sad, almost brings me to tears. But, while I'm sitting here typing all of this down, I'm wondering, "Why?". Why do I feel sad if I know that nothing will come from it? I'm rambling, but for what? Why am I going to press that little green submit button? And why am I going to send all of this? Anyway, this is it I guess. I'm just a member of a guild I no longer belong to. I'm sorry for letting you guys down. I'm sorry for giving up on all of this. On all of the things we worked so hard on. I'll be thinking about you guys. And when I do, I'll do what I always do. Once in a while, I'll log onto this site, and I'll come to this guild, and I'll check on this thread, and I'll stare at the screen and regret never having been involved the last few years. Then, I'll log back out.
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Posted: Wed Jan 22, 2014 2:52 am
KIRA! If you were still online I’d smack you for that. You always ave a place here, even if you don’t have the time for it. Shame on you for even thinking that. As the youngest member of the guild, I demand you be at least a little happy. ^_^ Life doesn’t always pan out the way we want it too. That’s the harsh reality but knowing that you can sit back and talk easy with friends, makes it work the bitterness. I feel yah. “Life aint been no crystal stair” and it’s not gonna get any better if you don’t reach out to those who want to help you. Look at me. I almost got married O_O, and to a complete idiot btw, but here I am one more. I don’t know if you’ll read this or when/if you’ll come back online but know I’m here for you and so are the guys, even if they’re bums… *cough cough* Hokyo *cough cough*
Ah and ghost, sorry for the delay. I'll post tomorrow. School starts today >_<
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Posted: Wed Jan 22, 2014 9:41 pm
I know things can always get worse and all that jazz. I've just been going through a lot of hard times the past few years. Well, I've pretty much been going through tough times since the day I was born, so I guess I should chalk some of what's happened recently up to my family's bad luck streak!
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Posted: Thu Jan 23, 2014 2:52 am
Well you always have a place here, even if you can't write with us. ^_^. You're my sister from another mister and if you ever need anything, feel free to call me or Facebook me. I can give you the number again if you like.
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Posted: Sat Feb 08, 2014 7:44 pm
Private Bandi Darkwoods, Reporting for duty after successful graduation of Basic Training at Fort Sill, Oklahoma: AKA Hell frozen over.
Ready for some awesome posts by yours truly?
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Ghostly_apparition Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Feb 09, 2014 6:28 am
Did you ever get my letter man? Im sorry it took me so long to send one. Ive had a hell of a time I have been gathering up medical records to use in my case against social security because I was turned down. Which is funny because they didnt even check me out they just said no. Since my fall in the snow I have been using a cane on and off to make sure I dont fall again. Since I didnt have my medical records with me last time they literally just sent me away with a no.Now I am collecting everything I can find but its been more than 7 years since I was diagnosed with Scoliosis and had massive nerve damage in my left knee so most of those records have been destroyed. I had the muscle pad in my left knee torn open fold over and heal that way so I have open nerves in my left knee. This isnt something I even wanted to do. My family has been pushing me to do it I have no job and no source of income at the moment and now my knees are getting worse so even if I found a job right now it wouldnt last very long since most of the jobs Ive found are physical labor jobs.
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Posted: Sun Feb 09, 2014 11:11 am
Unfortunately I didn't get your letter, Ghost. I graduated last week, so it's possible it arrived after I moved base. But I'm sorry to hear you're struggling. I hope the best for you.
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Ghostly_apparition Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2014 7:32 pm
It seems we as a guild have died once again.
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Posted: Thu Jan 15, 2015 8:03 pm
Yes it does seem that the guild has died again. Though I think it was hard to read Kira's post, I feel bad that it changed. Though I do understand life, even the fact that Yuna doesn't have a decked guild
I do miss writing, I miss the excitement, the adventure.
I hope everyone is doing well.
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Ghostly_apparition Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Nov 20, 2015 10:15 pm
Babble babble lama lama ding dong
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