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 Posted: Thu Apr 09, 2009 5:45 pm
Shadow listened to her and walked over. He sat down on the bed and look Selena straight in the eyes. "Viir, leave us for now. We need to do this alone." Shadow said and at that Viir phased threw a wall and waited to be summoned again. "Selena, I do love you. I love you more than those I already mentioned and they were my wives who I had children with. I took you into my most personal of spaces, I gave you the ability to walk in sunlight so we could be together there. I am taking you to my homeworld, a place I have taken no one. So yes I do love you Selena." Shadow said and then took a deep breath. "As for everything else you heard, it was true. I let my darker side out and nearly killed Luna, she dose not know that but he was going to. That was all him and not me, I need to get back to my diet of cold animal blood and take a long vacation to get away from all the stress of running this place. Anything else you want me to comment on?" Shadow said. his eyes never left Selena's and even though he wanted to wipe the tears from her eyes he resisted the urge to.
Kahsan kissed her forehead, "I am not making fun of you Sam... why would I do such a thing... but... now that I know it will make you blush then I might have to just do this more often." He said with a wink. he was joking of course. He didn't liek to make Sam uncomfortable or feeling bad from joking around. If she wanted it to stop then he would just for her.
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Posted: Thu Apr 09, 2009 5:59 pm
selena cocked on her tears "actuyl yes there is you asked neade something to the affects of you wanting to marry her ? is that true or do my ear desves me ?" selena face was crumbling and she was now sniffing and tears followed harder now " and you kiss luna back so it not only ever been her alone youve been doing it to as well so you just leading her on that why she thinks she can take you away from me that why !" selena shook her head " yes you have told me that shadow you know shadow i wanted to have childern but i dont hink thats goin to happen anytime soon shadow your not to different peopel if tht was the case then all those people ive killed it wasnt me it was my darker side "
selena could help it any more and weeped " i love you shadow but ..but " selena weeped " and thank you for all those gifts shadow maybe if we got away together to your home world and spent some time there together " selena could help but hold on tightly to shadow and weeping " i love you shadow i love you " selena never wanted to let him go ever
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Posted: Thu Apr 09, 2009 6:06 pm
Samantha closed her eyes lightly when he kissed her forehead, blushing lightly as he spoke before her losswer lip jutted out in a lightly pout before she said "You know i know you well.... you really do enjoy seeing me blush so much... ill admit it is embarassing most times... but it does give me a war fuzzy feeling... " she mummbled lightly blushing even more as she finished speaking
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Posted: Thu Apr 09, 2009 6:15 pm
Shadow let out a sigh, "I did not say I wanted to marry here like that. I said I should have long ago before Felicity, before the problems with Cassidy and before Arurora. I would have saved myself a great deal of pain by doing that since Nadea was always there. When ever I fell down she was there to pick me back up. I have watched her die no less than three times and when you witness something like that then you kind of develope a slight bond. Long ago we agreed that it would not be possibly for us to be together and after everything that had just happened today... I thought you would not want me back so that I why I asked her that question. I still have the same feelings for her that I always have and nothing will change that. I accepted the fact long ago and moved onto find others that I love deeply like you, nothing will change that fact either." Shadow said. He had rambled on for far longer on that one subject than he had intended to and probably did not make his situation any better. "You do not know what I mean by darker side. Think of it like a split personality. When one takes over the other is locked away in the mind, unable to do anything other than scream in the vast blackness of the mind. It takes tiem to regain control over your own body, it is the beast that lurks within all of the Clan vampires, it is something we cannot escape. It comes from over endulgance with blood, huuman mainly and I have been over endulging recently. Blood is my weakness, always has been." Shadow said He hoped she would understand that even now he could feel the other clawing away in his mind, taunting, teasing, laughing. It was painful to get rid of the first one wich was arifical but this one was created by Shadow and now had to be delt with. "I know you do Selena... I love you to." he said as he felt Selena hold onto him and in trun her hugged her tight to him.
Kashan smiled as he brought up a hand to her cheek and lightly stroked it with the back of his hand, "Well, if it gives you a warm and fuzzy feeling inside then I guess I should keep doing it then just so you can feel extra warm and fuzzy... maybe even special." Kashan said
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Posted: Thu Apr 09, 2009 6:24 pm
Samantha kept her eyes closed just enjoying his touch as he storked her cheek. She smiled softly and then said "Hmm... just being around you gives me a warm fuzzy ..." she said lightly before she smiled and said "Special!" she scoffed before she whispered "I feel special every time i look in your eyes" she mummbled softly
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Posted: Thu Apr 09, 2009 6:45 pm
selena let go and looked up at him " i guess i understand but why would you think i wouldnt want you back shadow your the bst thing that ever happened to me " selena sighs "bu then i would have never been with you like this if you ever did " selena hugs him tightly "shadow i only ever am like that under extream scurcumstands" selena shook her head
"shadow i love you more than anything eles in the world " selena kiss shadow deeply " i need a vacation and so do you shadow lets go of together to your home world lets stay there for a while please " selena sighs "and spend more alone time together but shadow please i dont know if ican take any more news like that !" selena smiles "well then let get way from all this im lamost able to move " selena lies but fail at it " ok so i cant but at lest i can sit up soon i can move around again ! " selena gigles "thne we an leave no more distraction doesnt matter what it is ok " selena sighs and lays her head oh his shoulder "
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Posted: Thu Apr 09, 2009 7:01 pm
Shadow shrugged, "Well Viir told you how I was acting with Luna and you do nto know about my condition so I figured that after everything you would just not want to see me agian and well, the look you gave me when I came in had me cnvinced you just wanted an explination and then wanted to cast me out." Shadow said as he hugged her, "I know that if things happened that way we never would have got together like this , just all the pain I had been threw to get to this point was all. If I had skipped all that then I never woul dhave had Jenna, a daughter than I am infinatly proud of." Shadow said just to get his point across. "I understand Selena, it dose not get any more extream than this, not ever." he said before returning her deep kiss. "We both need a vacation and we can make it a very long one. Nadea will cover for me here and has offered her summer home in greace for me to use, I am sure she will not mind that I bring you and then we can head to my home world.... or we could do it the other way round. We can spend a great deal fo time in my homeworld and then head to greace to get back into the swing of working in this realm before we come back here. We can get all the alone time wqe need out there Selena, all the alone time we want... escpecialy since time in my realm dose not work the same as here." Shadow said, he was glad to see Selena had forgiven him this time but he knew that this was most likely his last chance at it all. "You know if you want to leave so soon I can carry you and have a hhorse set aside for us upon arrival so that you won't need to walk at all. I'll show you around while you are on the back of a good old war horse." Shadow said.
Kashan smiled at her comment, they made him feel great, knowing that he made her feel like that just by being there. He began to wonder why he needed to even speak now. "I am so glad to make you feel that way Sam. You have made me a truly happy daemon. You already know what yyou do to me." he said.
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Posted: Thu Apr 09, 2009 7:21 pm
selena looked at shaodw like what eles would you have expected me to do" shadow i do want to go soon but i still have my pride when i go to your home world i want to be walking on my own " selena smiles" i want to be up and walking around by my own will power now that doesnt mean i dont want to ride the horses because i do i love horse rides but i dont want o realay on them to get me around you know that !" selena smiles " oh good im glad to hear that i lvoe greec and would he happy to go back there i havent been thee in over 200 years and it would be nice and then off to your home world shadow " selena gigles "yes we would have time to get back into the swing of things " selena smiles " and you know you never did answer me about why you were blushing shadow " selena pokes him in the side " give me naother wek and ill be in prefect running order again " selena smiles and kis him deeply and thne woder to her self " i wonder if hell ever ask to that " and blushs brigth red for no reason that shadow saw selena saw the look on shadow face"what ?shadow whats that look for huh?"selena smiles "i like the sound of being completly alone with you "
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Posted: Thu Apr 09, 2009 7:38 pm
Shadow nodded, he understood what she was saying, he just wanted to be away soon so he could rest and be alone with her. "Very well... if you want to be walking on your own two feet then I will wait for you to be strong enough. I know the horses will love to carry such a graceful lady such as yourself. They will be proud infact to carry one such as yourself." Shadow said with a smile. he was glad to hear that Selena was excited about the little addition to thier plan, "Greace will have changed since you were last there. We can see how much and this summer home I am sure will be delightful. We can head to either first, the choice is yours my dear." Shadow said and then felt himself blush agian at the simple mention of it again. "Well if you really want to know then I can rell you but I did want it to be a suprise. Only if you are indeed ready for it." Shadow said. He did not want to tell her what he was going to say but if she really wanted to know then he would tell her right out and with no hesitation. "What is with this look... I am wondering what is on that mind of yours. Please do enlighten me a little bit please." Shadow said beforehearing her last words. "I love the sound of us being alone together. We can finaly get down to doing those things that others keep us from doing." Shadow said with a slight wink afterwards.
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Posted: Thu Apr 09, 2009 7:54 pm
selena gigles "um...er..um.. well enlightne ment huh i do bevlie that a state of nervona " selena avodied answering his question " well thank you it kinda sweet to hear you say that to me " selena smiles " shadow why are you blushing " selena keep poking at him to answer the question " yes i really wan to know shadow so please safity my cureoust ok please " selena kinda begged on thelast part " yes ....to spend time alone "selena blush and gigles " with no distractions ... nobody no luna nobody well expect for viir but he come every with us !" selena smiles " but yes shadow ill really do wan to know i know youve ben keep something form me "selena kiss shaodw
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Posted: Thu Apr 09, 2009 8:03 pm
Shadow let out a small sigh, she was avoiding his question and she wanted him to be truthful. He had backed himself into a corner and now had to asnwer for it so he would. "Well you wanted to know and I will... but I want you to answer the question you avoided in exchange." Shadow said before sticking his hand in his pocket and pulling somethign out. "Selena... you have made this old warriors heart beat once more, a heart that has been dead since birth. You have been my shining beacon of light sitting in the darkness. I know I have not been the best of men lately bu stil, i want to ask you this and see your responce. We have been together for months now and I want to... well..." Shadow paused unsure if it was still to soon for him to be asking this question but he just had to know now. He showed Selena what was in his hadn, a signet ring baring the Von Carstine family arms, his family. "Marry me?" he asked quickly and unsure if what he said was even audibale.
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Posted: Thu Apr 09, 2009 8:16 pm
selena face went beat red she was shocked and couldnt speak for a long while she just sat there with her mouth open " i....i...i. yes i do will will shadow yes " selena gigles and kiss him deeply " now you answered your own question shadow that was i was not wanting to tell you i was thinking about !" selena put her hand out fro him to put the ring on " i love you shadow " selena selena almost jump on him and kiss shadow " i really wasnt expect this but im glad that it did hand i love you shadow " selena gigles " but how do you think jenny will take this and sakura " selena sighs " i hope they can expect it !"
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Posted: Thu Apr 09, 2009 8:28 pm
Shadow let out a sigh of releife at hearing her answer, it made him so happy that she accepted and before he could ge a word out she was kissing him deeply and he found himself kissing her back but with a passion. "So you were wondering if I would ever ask you this little question? great minds do indeed think alike." Shadow said with a smile as he put the ring onto her finger. he hadn't done this for Felicity or Cassidy or even Aurora, they never recived entry into the clans in such a way as this. It was also an insurance policy for Shadow. The ring he had given her once belonged to his grandfather and had a great deal of magical properties that would keep his mind at ease if things ever got bad. "I love yo..." Shadow started but was cut off by her kiss and by the fact she almost jumped onto him. "I love you Selena, I have been waiting to say this for a while... I actualy had a nice night planned for telling you this. I was going to take you up to the roof with a bottle of wine. We would watch the sun rise and then I would propose to you as the first of the suns light hit us but this will have to do." Shadow said. He was disapointed that he never got to do it his way but this was good enough for him. The woman he loved had agreed to marry him and this time he had not rushed it, he had time to think about it all. "Sakura, probably will not forgive me for this but jenna... she will go along with it as long as I am happy." Shadow said with a big smile now as he wrapped his arms tight around Selena and held her.
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Posted: Thu Apr 09, 2009 8:44 pm
Samantha blushed sloftly as he spoke and said "Im glad that you make me feel this way.. it may be confusing but i have to say i love it" she said lightly befoe she smiled widly and said "Im glad that i have such an effect on you... and yeah i have to say what i do to you makes me feel so ... important" she said lightly
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Posted: Thu Apr 09, 2009 8:59 pm
selena smiles happly "well we can still do thta but just a little differntly you know but i love that idea it beautiful just thinking about it but you know hopefully with time sakura will come to expect it " selena looks down at it "its so pretty shadow ! "selena sighs happly " well im glad that atlest jenny will supportive of us "selena smiles "wow i cant blie that this ring eblong to you grandfathers shadow " selena smiles "wow iv never felt oyu kiss me like that before i like it "selena smiles yes felt almost heald from the love she felt right then selena moved and didnt feel no pain selena got an idea and pulled the cover oof of her and try to stand she was kinda wobbly but it didnt hurt to stand it was just hard after laying in bed for so long fianyl selena gained her compuser and stood there perfectly ok " imok im standing i can walk again " selena squakeed " this is amazing shadow"
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