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Shadow nodded, "I am glad you decided to accpet. I know the manor will be in safe hands with you looking after it." he said with a smile. "He did not survive the change? Still looking for that companion are we Nadea?" Shadow asked as he looked back out to the lake. "You know I do not mind having you in my hair Nadea. You make it all fun when everything else is just terrible. We do have different prioreties, we always have Nadea. At first it was your family and now... I don't know what yours are anymore." Shadow thought for a moment before laughing, "I should have just married you before all this went to hell. Atleast I would have known what to expect." he said lightly joking but serious to a point.

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Kashan held Sam close to him, this night had been better than most for him, mainly because they had done more than just stayed in bed all night and day. "I love you." he said as he kissed her forehead. he did hope they woul d have more days out since that one was such fun but next time he might try and not scare any of the locals half to death.

Samantha felt her face slowly cooling down after she heard him, odd since it usually stayed as a blush for a while. The lights had faded the music gone and the candles were back were they were before thogh everthing still was perfect. She giggled softly and said "oops... we broke my blush again" she joked softly before she smiled at hims and said "I love you too Kashan"

She nodded slowly as she listened to him, she knew deep down inside that she would find someone just for her. "Well i'd like to think i can be mysterious sometimes..." she chuckled softly as she picked a strand of hair out of her face and tossed it over her shoulder. Her eyebrow arched up in shock at Shadow's next words, "I...i...i don't know. I mean....i don't want you to subconsciously try to sabotage your relationship with Selena, just...just so that you and i could be together." she said softly, sitting up and looking dead at him. "But...if somehow, your relationship takes a turn for the worst...i will always be here...even when you can't see me." she smiled as she remembered saying something along the lines of that before.

Shadow let out a small sigh of relife at hearing nadea's words. Just knowing that made everything seem a little better. "I won't try to subconsciously sabotage any relationship. I do that well enough conciously." he said joking away to try and take away the odd awkward air he had created, "I will remember those words Nadea, you have always been there for me, even when I cannot see you." Shadow said, it apeared that his attempt to throw it off as a hypothetical question had failed but he go tthe answer he was looking for. "Just so you know.... you are a very mysterious creature most of the time." Shadow said.

Kashan smiled down to her, "We have been getting alot of practice at this, no wonder your mind is not as jumbled as it used to get... like that first night. Your mind took ages to get back to normal." he said before chuckling lightly. It was a memorable time for him and by far one of the best times of his life.

Kashan nodded, "Things are already perfect for us. I have a good woman who loves me for who I am. I have a good home where no one is trying to kill me. It can't really get any better." Kashan smiled at the thought of everything he had now. This was his own personal heaven. "No, I will not ever let those things go. It is to much fun watching you blush to be hoenst, way to much fun." Kashan joked before kissing her.

viir has been gone almost all day and now had come back and told selean everything he had seen shadow talk about selena looked at viir " thank you for telling me viir your a tue friend " selena broke down in tears she could take much more of this he heart couldnt take much more of this she was brutely hurt was before but just hearing that broke her " oh viir 1st luna now neada and here i thought she was my friend why is the whole world against me ? viiir " selena weeped and thought to her self " why would he do that viir why would he ask neadea such a thing hpyothacily or not !" selena looked anoungues "call shadow for me please thank you viir "

Shadow felt a slight twitch as Viir send him a rather painful surge to signify he was wanted. "Well, it looks like the time has coem for me to be torn apart." Shadow stood and took one last look at the lake before heading back to the manor. He did not expect Selena to be in the best shape after hearing everything Viir would have told her by now. Shadow did not expect to be leavign that room in one peice or to still have his heart intact. "There is only so much one being can forgive and I may have crossed that line... what do you think?" he said to the dead that he always saw around him, those that few otheres even seemed to notice. he got no responce from them as he had come to expect, they just did as they always did, talk amoungst themselves. Shadow pushed open the door to Selena's room and closed it over once he was inside. It took him a moment before he could even look at Selena, he knew what he had done and was not expecting forgivness. "I am here Selena." he said as he looked to her.

Kashan chuckled lightly, he had not idea that would happen rending her speachless. he expected the blush for sure but not this. "You can always count on me to fix your blush problem. I have become some what of an expert over the past few days." He said with a slight grin now.

selena forced her self to sit up even tho it hurt her to sit up and sat proud in her bed and had no emotion on her face the only emotion was in her eyes and her voice was bleake " shadow please come here and sit down and look me in the eyes shadow " selenas face was like stone but her eyes show it all the pain and betrauly she felt " be honest with me shadow thats all i want shadow " selena breath in rashps " i want to hear it form you shadow ....viir already told me everything ....but i want to hear it form you!" selena shook her head selena wasnt to despretly to cry but she kept her self composed " answer me this shadow do you love me thats all i want to know beside the other things " selena didnt weep but couldnt keep the tears from stearming down her face selena keep her eyes locked on to shadows could see this strong woman with a face of stone right now crumble down in front of him as it became hard and hard for he rto keep her self compused !
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