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Bianca walked a good while.A really good while.She walked all the way back to the motel.She was humming a soft tune,she probably looked like a lunatic to everyone who passed.Before she even got to her door,Roxanne opened it."You havent changed-" "I heard you humming". Bianca walked into the room,tossing her shoes in whatever direction and going into the bathroom to just pour herself out of that dress.She had enough of the vanity and such.She came out in pajamas,looking all adorable with her two-textured hair in a ponytail.Bianca looked at Sam."Scratched.He was scratched.That's all i've got for you" She shrugged,that was all she had.She sat on the bed and Roxane sat beside her and asked if Bianca wanted to tell her about the date.Bianca sighed."I'm going to hate myself.It was nice.We ate,we laughed,we dance.I was completely blunt and honest with him.Told him when i didnt want to be touched and established that he was a scum bag.The night was going well until we decided to go to a bar instead of going dancing". Bianca twirled her finger in the air and brought it down,making the sound of a plane plummeting through the air."Michael and Dean were like freaking wolves fighting over territory and i'm the territory! Then some girl comes over,Dean's there flirting with her and that b***h part of me just said 'to hell with it'.You can guess what happened from there" Roxanne really could guess,she just squeezed her sister."Idiot" she said in a teasing way.Bianca smiled slightly for her sister's benefit,not really in the mood for joking."I think i'm going to go on a walk" "You're in pajamas". Bianca looked down at her legs that were covered by her long pajama pants.Bianca just got out of her sister's grasp and put her sneakers on,more comfortable shoes,and her jacket.She looked from Roxanne to Sam and then back at Roxanne."I'm mad" another way of saying that she was crazy.Roxanne nodded,it wasnt the warmest weather right now and Bianca would going out in her pajamas.Roxanne just went into Bianca's bag and tossed the phone to her sister."I'm going to come find you if you don't call and check in" Bianca rolled her eyes."Alright,mom" and then she was gone again.She just wanted to check in with her sister,let her know that she was fine and that she most likely walked through her drunken state.Now she was back,alone to her thoughts.After he entire night with a stranger,she was enjoying the solitude.

Bianca looked at him.Still silent.She was feeling pretty guilty,why was he apologizing? The hopeless look on his face nearly killed her."For what?" she said,quietly.The fact that he just gave her his jacket made her feel even worse.It was such a cute gesture,no matter what."I don't deserve it" Her phone vibrated for a brief moment but she didnt do anything."All you did was flirt with a girl and i was freaking dry humping this guy who-" Bianca looked down at her phone "-has been texting me constantly for the past 20 minutes" Bianca stared down at her boots."I took it way too far.I told him that i wasnt feeling well so i wouldnt make it worse..." she looked at him."And then there was you with that woman wearing a piece of string-" That's a nice way for Bianca to describe the woman's clothing.She stopped when she got a good look at him face,though."What happened to you?" The bruise and the gash was enough.Dean wasnt the type to get hurt so when he did it was kind of a big deal to her.She intended on avoiding talking about him and the woman since it was nothing compared to what she did but it still hurt."Your lady was too much for you to handle?" Again,there was that unintended bitterness in her voice.She still had the right to be bitter about it,even if she cleared her head.She looked him right in the eyes.These were one of the times when her eyes seemed wider than usual.She looked like a scared child.She knew how bad this could get and she didnt want it to get that bad.She didnt want them to be over.She waited so long."This was all so stupid.."

Bianca furrowed her brows.Not sure whether to be concerned or to yell at him."I leave you for a couple minutes and you get in to a bar fight!?!? Are you serious? Why didnt you just walk away? You could kill people,Dean." Another buzz."What the hell do you want!?!" now she was yelling at the phone.Bianca looked at the phone,finally shifting through the text messages.She looked from the phone,to Dean,a tiny smile on her face."I'm glad you told me first.His version is almost believable.Except i noticed that you werent drinking much...you werent drunk.Haha" Bianca shifted through the rest of the messages before putting her phone in her pocket.They were nothing important.Asking her if she got home safe and if she still didnt feel well.Yada,yada.Michael had said that Dean was drunk and started attacking him when Michael went back to ask Bianca if she needed a ride.Bianca folded her arms,just looking at Dean,really staring at his face."I know you couldnt have gotten into a bar fight over that" she pointed at the gash and bruise.Well...he's been through worse and walked through it."And i was only dancing with him cuz you had that girl all over you." She looked at him as if it was his falt.Well it was...kind of.Bianca moved away from Michael,she didnt want them to bother Dean.But then Dean flirts with this girl and then it was as if war was declared.

When Dean walked into their room,Bianca covered her mouth and let out a frustrated yell.Why was this so complicated? She wanted to apologize but that wasnt enough for what she did.She didnt want to blame him,the night was going fine until she went into the bar.If they were walking on any other street and saw a bar,this wouldnt have happened.Hell,if she wasnt such a jealous person this wouldnt have happened.They could have jsut sat down at had a couple drinks,her finding out whatever from him and then they could have departed on their own merry ways without any of this stuff happening.Bianca quietly walked into their room got onto the bed,just watching Dean."Why didnt you do anything?" she asked."If it was okay from me to go up to that girl and pry her away from you just because she was talking to you,i would have done it.You had more reason that i did." She wanted to leave it all alone but she couldnt leave it like this,she wouldnt get any sleep if she did."We only went into the bar because i didnt want to come back without anything and have you feel like all i did was flirt all night.I really didnt care much about the case by then" By that point in the night,she was already calling him out on the things that he did that made him seem shady."We didnt go dancing because i didnt want his hands all over me.I didnt want to stay at the bar and have him rub it in your face,i just wanted to get my information and leave.I thought that,because i told him that we werent together,he wouldnt act like i was a piece of territory." She didnt know if this would make anything better or worse but she didnt want him to have to wonder about everything,she wanted him to know exactly what happened."I'm sorry for being so stupid and doing all that stuff and hurting you." She couldnt say that she didnt mean to hurt him because that wouldnt make any sense.She looked down at her hands,wondering if she should even ask this question."So,what now?" She didnt want to break up,she really didnt but she felt like that decision wasnt up to her,it was up to him.She did more than he did.

Bianca looked Dean right in the eyes and said."I don't care if you feel like you can't do anything for me.I love you,i actually love being in this relationship." She wasnt lying,she didnt mind if he didnt propose.There was too much going on and she was still too young for that yet.Being with him was enough."Do you think that i'd still be around if i didnt love you and want to be with you? I got scratched by a werewolf for christ's sake,i would have hightailed it out of here by now,i wouldnt even have stayed for Roxanne." and that was saying something.Bianca did everything for Roxanne.Bianca hoped that this was enough for him.Him telling her that he loved her and didnt want to lose her was really enough for her.She loved dancing,she loved going out but she didnt mind not doing that.Seriously,tonight was enough for her for a long time.She watched him hopelessly."Remember when we were in the future and i told you that i didnt want your coffin on my conscience? I meant it.I don't want you doing anything stupid because of me." she just looked at him,she knew that he'd get the message.She loved him and didnt want anything to happen to him,especially because of her."I love that you care but i don't want you to care that much because i swear,if you die on me one more time i will kill myself and i don't want to die" she pouted slightly,her eyes wide in their bambi way."And i know that you don't know how to dance....you don't look like much of a dancer.That's why i never ask."

"Aw" said Bianca.Before she said yes to him,she looked down at her toes then at him."I'll take my chances." Bianca took his hand and got off the bed,looking up at him."I don't have to teach you how to do this,right?" she grinned at her joke.This was strange,scary even.She didnt put any thought to it.She was in love with him,she was happy that she was.She didnt put much thought into it,despite how horrible the night went it was ending nicely.Bianca rested her head on his shoulder when they were dancing.Yeah,this was probably never going to happen again."You better not be sleeping on that couch tonight.I'll join you if i have to" The couch was tiny,both of them being on it wouldnt work so he would just have to join her on the bed."You have no other choice than to join me on the bed"

Bianca smiled."Well i'm very sorry for your couch friend but i just can't allow you two to spend time together." she closed her eyes,she didnt mind that they were just standing there,swaying their hips.It was still nice.Bianca was quietly humming along to the song,she had rhythm.It didnt take long for her to get the beat to songs.She stopped humming to say."I wouldnt force you to sleep on the couch,though.Unless you did something really bad.But nothing's that bad,sleeping on the couch hurts." Well,atleast it did for Bianca."I'm telling you this now;i'm a very jealous girl,i will not hesitate to immasculate you if you cheat on me" despite her very dark and..painful threat,Bianca just went back to humming innocently as if she didnt just say that.As if nothing happened that night.