I confess I hurt someone I love very much tonight
I confess that it has been eating me alive for the past few hours
I confess I still have yet to stop crying
I confess that I still believe I made the right choice
Speak the truth, even if your voice shakes
I confess that an earlier confession is weaving very heavily on my mind
I confess that my heart is aching physically, heart disease runs in my family. Docking it to stress, hoping it is stress.
I confess that the other night I dreamed of being on a capsizing boat, I ran into someone who I lost many years ago... he told me he was disapointed in me for being weak
I confess to Fate, there was a reason I asked you to read that book...
I confess that after everything that has happened tonight, I have seriously considered leaving gaia
I confess that I probably will forever end up hurting the ones I love
I confess that I ALWAYS end up pushing people away
and I confess that the ONE friend who has ALWAYS been by my side through out the year has called me many times and I have ignored her
To her, even though I know she would never be on here, I am extremely sorry
I will never understand why you didn't leave me behind when all the others did
You have no idea what it means to me to know you will always be there with that big stupid smile on your face, the first words out of your mouth being "who's booty do I have to kick" because to this day... I have never heard a foul word come out of your mouth
I promised to protect you during our days on the field and I plan on keeping it for as long as I am able to
I confess I probably will not sleep tonight, nor will I eat tomorrow
I confess that I am terribly sorry to anyone who reads this.... I just use this thread to vent.
