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 Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2012 11:14 am
Yuma sat down and stroked Diatome's hair like she always did.
"You'll be alright brother, just sleep it off." Yuma walked out and locked the door behind her, rolling Rosa out in to the middle of the street and taking the feather back. "b***h that is the last time you use my brothers." She disappeared and reappeared by Sakaki, holding his hand like she always used to do when she was younger. "It'll be okay Sakaki, it'll be okay.."
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Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2012 11:18 am
Diatome curled up on the couch, sleeping peacefully even if he wouldn't remember what happened except Yuma's death.
Sakaki was trying to think of a way to tell William. "William's going to be hurt the most...if you can hear me Yuma, then just so you know he loved you...he wasn't the brightest kid on the block but he tried to be the best he could and always impress you..." He wished he could see or hear her but he could feel her so he clenched her hand.
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Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2012 11:26 am
Yuma couldn't believe him, she wouldn't believe him in till she saw proof, so she stayed quiet and walked with him. She was woundering how will would react though, she wouldn't be surprised if he started yapping off about some girl. She had her notebook though, no one could see it because she was holding it, but she wanted Will to see it, to know how much she thought of him and how much she loved him, and how much she wished she was the girl he talked about all the time.
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Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2012 11:32 am
Sakaki stopped at where Will lived with his step family and knocked, William answered and looked at him strange but he saw Yuma too which made his eyes go wide. "Whats wrong?"
"Yuma killed herself...Diatome found her in her room covered in blood after she cut herself too deep." Sakaki kept shaking his head his head while William just seemed to deflate, he showed Sakaki inside cause he had to sit down from the shock of that, plopping into a chair and just trying to hold the tears back. "I thought I made her happy....I was with her everyday! I stayed nights with her to keep her nightmares away or comfort her! I thought we were in love...." He curled up, buring his face into his legs.
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Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2012 11:46 am
Yuma plopped her notebook down on the table in front of him.
"I'm sorry Will, I didn't mean to cut myself so deep, but I was running out of places and the scar tissue was so deep.., It was a mistake. Cutting releived some of the pain..." She nudged the notebook to him.
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Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2012 11:51 am
Sakaki left, he wanted to go home and sleep.
William looked up at the notebook, he didn't want to grab it cause he felt so heartbroken. He finally grabbed it and opened it to some entries about him. "From what pain? You had me beside you whenever you wanted...was I not enough for you?" He asked, feeling like she hadn't even noticed that he was there for her.
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Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2012 12:01 pm
Yuma closed her eyes as they began to water and looked away.
"Read on, you'll figure out." She faded away, going to the medow. She appeared in the middle of it, sighing. She plopped down and hugged herself.
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Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2012 12:04 pm
William read the entry from when he first met her, he wanted to know what she thought about him then and now. How much it had changed between them.
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Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2012 12:15 pm
Well...
I think I found that person I've been looking for. The one who'll stay by my side through everything... the one who'll let me be a kid and doesn't care if I cry. I had thought it was Keiro, but Will has proven that wrong. He's amazing, really. So honest and kind, and loving. Which is the only thing I have ever ever asked... to be loved. He's so nice, Sakaki told me he's going to see what he can do about getting him stronger and more confident, but I love him the way he is. I hope he never ever changes. Though I'm worried I'll lose him, I want him to have whatever he wants, I want to see him smile all the time. But.. what happens if there comes a time when he doesn;t want ME anymore?
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Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2012 12:20 pm
William read carefully, he guessed he wasn't so confident a week ago but now he was and stronger thanks to Sakaki training him as if he was a fallen angel too. "Not want her?" "I guess I have been saying how cute other girls are...but I'm so nervous to say much around her..." He had been so nervous to call her beautiful or sweet, he hadn't even asked her out on a date because he was so nervous. He kept going to yesterday's entry, he had tried to impress her all day yesterday by lifting more than he could which resulted in Sakaki saving his butt from being crushed by the weights.
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Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2012 12:39 pm
He's such a moron!
Almost got himself killed! I was so worried to, and... well I would have let him see that, if some other girl wouldn't have came up and helped him out. I tried to get over to him too, but everytime I tried to say something, that girl inturrupted. So I just left, but I had to go back later to give Rosa something from Sakaki... and that girl was all he talked about! How big her boobs were, how hot she was, how great off an a** she had... He never says these things about me, never. I still feel like I'm invisable, like no matter how much I try he doesn't see me. I thought WIll would be the one to finally love me for me, but it seems like I was wrong.
And then... I guess that's okay. I've always wanted him to have anything he ever wanted, so even now I hide the tears, I hide the pain I feel.. as much as I can. I love him with all my heart, he's all I have left, but it makes me sad to think that he might never show up at my door one day because he's busy with another girl... they're always busy with another girl. My brother, him, Sakaki... always. They don't even realize the blood on my shirts! They probably think it's because I work at a hospital, but that means that they don't even care enough to remember that I'm terrified of seeing other people bleed.
This is why i cut myself, because now psysical pain is the only way to take away the emotional pain. One day somethings going to happen to me, I wonder if they'll ever care, or ever even realize that the smile I wear everyday is a mask..
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Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2012 12:48 pm
William gulped a bit, he guessed that it was a stupid idea and it had left a mark on his neck from it. He kept reading, feeling more ashamed, she never realized he was trying to impress her because he was just a idiot, he couldn't admit he didn't know how to write and that he couldn't do math. He closed the journal, he caused her more pain because he kept talking about Rosa his step sister and about other girls. "I'm such a idiot..." He looked up when Rosa came home. "What happened to you?" She looked pissed.
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Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2012 12:54 pm
Rose gripped her hands in to fists, she saw Yuma's ghost as well.
"That little b*tch kicked me out! She threw me in to a freaking wall and rolled me out in to the middle of the street!! UGH!" She stormed off in to the kitchen. "Not to mention I got ROBBED." "I'M GLAD THAT LITTLE B*TCH IS DEAD!"
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Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2012 12:59 pm
William set the journal down, hiding it cause he was afraid she might burn it if she saw it. "What did they steal?" He walked up to her, trying to calm her down.
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Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2012 1:02 pm
Rosa crossed her arms.
"Something I was gonna sell to jonathan! It was gonna get a bunch of money!" She pouted, pushing her hair out of her face. "Now jonathan's gonna get mad, I told him that I would get it to him today.."
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