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 Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 9:17 pm
( didnt even know that was out im prbly gonna get it soon)
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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 9:21 pm
((Yeah, it came out the 7th.))
She watches him go, then runs, sprints to him, but it was too late. She appears before him in hell. She was eminating self hate, as she met his eyes. "I'm so...I'm so sorry for hurting you, Rak." She bites her lip looking straight in his eyes. "I hate myself..."
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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 9:30 pm
Rak didnt here her His eyes were white without any sense of a soul. Raks mind was gone. A small Demon walked up to Lydia "im sorry miss Lydia but hes not here anymore well he might be but we do not know. His mind is in another dimension" The creature shook his head and sighed "he truly loved you" The creture walked away. Then Rak blinked his eyes and saw Lydia "..........." Rak didnt say anything he got up from his throne and looked at her angry "what do you want Lydia"
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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 9:38 pm
She stares back at the demon, not Rak, not her Rak. She knew it was selfish, greedy, and stupid to see him that way, as hers. She'd treated him as if he were disposable. She watches, as he turns back to him. She saw he was angry, she also saw that he was hurt. "I deserve your anger, a deserve worse, for doubting us..." She chokes back a sob.
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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 9:44 pm
Rak looked at her "this isnt the first time youve doubted us" Rak was starting to get angry. HE sighed trying to contain his anger his pain "WHat do you want Lydia.." Rak looked at her with anger in his eyes
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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 9:49 pm
"I know this isn't the first time..." She looks at him, "You don't have to contain yourself, you won't hurt me, Rak..." Not at this stage... She suddenly gets a little angry. "I want you to tell me how mad you are at me...make me realize, make me beg for forgiveness...please" She looks at him, her eyes pleading. "Tell me to stay the hell out of your life, if that's what you want. Tell me to leave, so I can stop being selfish and hurting you!" She wraps her arms around herself and closes her eyes. "Make me hurt as much as you are, right now."
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Posted: Sun Aug 19, 2007 10:08 pm
Rak shook his head "i still love you part of me always will and i wont hurt you i never want you to feel pain dont feel bad its your choice why should i make you feel pain its not your fault youve moved on" Rak walks infront of her and kisses her lips softly Rak turned around and walked away "I love you Lydia" Rak dissapears and reapers on earth.
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2007 4:55 pm
"You love me? Still?" She follows him, suddenly angry at him and herself. "Are you a fool!?" She looks up at him, her eyes spilling over. "Rak, I haven't moved on...I was just...trying to figure something out...You deserve better than doubt..." She kisses his lips softly, then wipes her eyes. "Rak...I'm not good enough for you." She touches his cheek and looks him in the eyes. "You need to move on."
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2007 4:59 pm
Kat chewed her gum as she clutched the bag strap. After being home for so long, returning to her 'boyfriend', she crenged at the thouhgt, and returning to her studies quiet frightened her a little. Would he take her back after leaving so suddenly without notice? she didnt know. The only way to find out was to test it.
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2007 5:04 pm
Rak smiled weakly with sorrow in his eyes "i love you and im not gonna move on that Lydia" He puts his hand in his pocket and takes out the ring he had given her from before. "here i want you to have this" Rak turned around "i love you so much i hope you find someone....some one that you wont have to doubt." Raks whole body incinerates turning his body to ash then a breeze kicked up and blew the ash away leaving Lydia alone
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2007 5:15 pm
She stands still, watching his ashes float away. She looks down and covers her face in her hands, and walks back to the school. She looks at the ring in her hand, and slides it on her finger...She wipes at her eyes and falls to her knees. She stays there, not looking at anything, just crying for Rak, for cursing him with her. She looks at the direction the dust went again, and looks back to the ground. "I don't even remember why..." She looks down, and remembers. She was being selfish again, she didn't want to be second to his job, she didn't want to end up like her mother.
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2007 5:28 pm
Rak appers where he always went the lake it was so peaceful. He looked at it with such sorrow in his eyes. He stood there infront of it. with his hands in his pockets. in his human form. "id give everything up to have her back......" Rak remembered when his father gave him a choice either choose Lydia or His Job. he chose Lydia "but she didnt..............." Rak closed his eyes he hadnt shed a tear and he wasnt going to he had to be strong. He sat on the bench still looking at the lake. He appered on his throne A small demon looked at him and showed him pictures of beautiful women. They were would be New wifes. Rak turns them all away. "there not her im still not over her." Rak went into his room and layed on his bed.
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2007 7:32 pm
She siys under a tree, and closes her eyes. She didn't appear to even be alive. She leaned against the tree, not breathing, not moving, she appeared to be lifeless. She starts thinking, knowing this was a dangerous place for her to be, inside her head. She didn't care...she needed to be hurt. This was her fault. She still loved him, that's why she got so upset over the stupid job. "...Rak..."
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2007 7:48 pm
Drake layed there motionless. With sorrow in his eyes. He hated himself if he had been stronger if he had been beter to her she wouldnt have to leave him. Rak appered on earth laying on the bench looking at the sky still not moving. just looking up.
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2007 7:58 pm
Lydia looks up, feeling him surface. She wanted to run over to him. She shivers and wants him to hold her. "Rak.." She calls out to him, he always used to come before. She hugs her knees and wants to show him, that she had no regrets...No doubt. She wanted to show him his ring...He never got to see it.
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