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 Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 7:18 pm
Lacuna looked dazed, half shocked by what had happened and half at lost of what to say. She looked at Suru, who looked overwhelmingly drunk. She sighed and picked her doodle out of the trash, uncrinkling it and handing it to Suru. She sighed, tears welling up as she choked out her words.
"Suru.. I love you..", she said looking at him, hoping for atleast acknowledgement, even at his current state. Afterall.. The truth came out when people were drunk, or atleast, it used to her home.
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 7:23 pm
((Sorry keshie, it doesnt leave a whole lot of rp when Sego isnt on, but I had already started the post...Jak's decided he needs to push things a little...having both of them moping just doesnt help his stress level))
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 7:27 pm
((Laci just felt abandoned. 3nodding ))
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 8:11 pm
Suru looked up and met Laim''s eyes, watching him, keenly, for a long, tense moment, before Jak jerked him out from behind the bar. As he dragged him over to the table, he looked back at the boy, a confused expression on his face.
He watched Jak go, with no words jumping to mind to say in a sluggish brain, but Lacuna''s hit home immediately. He looked over to her, then down at the drawing, face hard, and spat, coldly,
"I''m sure. You seem to be positively drenched with emoion, Lacuna."
He used the ful name, and the looked down into his lap. No tears were coming, but it felt like they would. When he felt hurt, he felt angry, especially when he was drunk. And Lacuna had pushed him away, which hurt as much, if not more, than Jak pushing him away.
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Sammie the Cricket Slayer
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 8:14 pm
Liam sat at the bar still, a sigh escaping his chest. He shook his head and glanced over his shoulder at the happenings at the booth before shaking his head once more and turning the juice back into wine and sipping it.
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 8:17 pm
Lacuna clenched her shirt, a place somewhere around her heart fidgetting oddly, very uncomfortable in her current position. She hated how Suru seemed to not even care. She wiped a tear from her cheek and pulled out a poem from her sketchbook and handed it to Suru.
"How do you think I felt seeing both of you together happy? For me to be alone, and by myself because of... me. Because.. I couldn't clear my mind quickly enough here I am alone.. watching you do.. d-do this, this horrid temporary fix to yourself yo-", her voice trailed off as she realized, this was NOT the time to get angry at Suru for his drinking, as she had tried to do the same some days before.
She stood up shakily and walked over to Suru, kneeling down and looking up at him with sad eyes.
"Suru.. It hurts me thinking you don't love me as much as.. I love you..", she said with a sad tone in her voice.
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Sammie the Cricket Slayer
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 8:29 pm
"BULLSHIT!"
He stood up, throwing his chair back, eyes flashing and teeth gritted. He stood so quickly he knocked his chair back, then turned to kick it across the room in aggravation.
"When did you come to see us, Lacuna, when?! When I ran off into the woods to try and get away from you two so YOU could be happy with him? When I came back so completely fried that he had to carry me home almost? When I was tearing my place apart to get ready to come look for you? Or when I fell asleep and was having nightmares about everythign that could be happening to you while I sat around helpless? I must have missed your ******** visit, Lacuna, because I can't recall it very readily."
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 8:31 pm
Liam couldn't help but turn around and watch Suru with wide eyes as he finished his outburst. He understood how it felt to love someone and have them sort of turn on you, but he wasn't sure what'd happened between Suru and Jak and Lacuna. He bit his lip and shook his head, turning back around and staring at the bar counter.
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 8:39 pm
...
Lacuna paused standing up and looking up at him, her hands glowing fiercly, trying to ignore it, she angered herself more before bursting into a full blown scream-fest.
".....WHAT THE ********!!!?! Where the ******** were YOU?! Not caring about the other people, ME, MY emotions, just running off while I sat completely OBLIVIOUS to where you were, crying my eyes out DAILY, NIGHTLY, worried sick about you?! Where the ******** were you when I ******** NEEDED you Suru? When I ******** sat MISERABLE thinking about how I would have to spend my life without YOU, because I ******** LOVE YOU!!!", her body shook uncontrolably and she could no longer speak she was in so much frusteration. She collapsed to the floor crying, feeling paralized, and unable to move. She looked down at her body and jerked violently.
"Why...?", she said, this time, in the lowest, most soft voice she could.
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 8:45 pm
He let out a choked soud and turned his head to the side, gritting his teeth. HE shook, violently for a few seconds, then, straightened up, becoming cold and collected again. He looked down at her, eyes hard, but tears slipping down his cheeks. He asked, calmly, cooly, completely smooth,
"I went looking for you. Or tried, anyway. I wasn't allowed, because I supposedly had gone through too much already. Jak wouldn't let me come and look for you. What's your excuse?"
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Sammie the Cricket Slayer
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 8:50 pm
Lacuna gulped down thinking momentarily before answering.
"Suru.. I was.. jealous..", her face was a bright red color, from crying and embarassment. "I never thought you'd like Jakkin.. and it bothered me at first.. I needed time to accept and think about it.. This of us.. all of us..", she sighed.
"I wish I could.. make you understand Suru.. I wish I could take it back..", she bowed her head staring blankly at the floor half blinded by her tears.
"I'm sorry..", she choked out..
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 8:56 pm
He just stood, staring, mouth hanging agape at her, motionless, soundless. Out of silence, he whispered,
"You're sorry?"
Suddenly, he reached out, gripping the underside of the table and hurling it over, roaring in aggravation.
"YOU'RE SORRY?! NOW YOU WANT THIS?! NOW, AFTER EVERYTHING YOU'VE PUT US THROUGH YOU WANT THIS?! AFTER DAYS OF MAKING ONE OR THE OTHER, OR BOTH, FOR A WHILE, THINK YOU DIDN'T WANT US?!"
He dropped to her knees in front of her, grabbing her chin roughly and forcing her head forward, eyes burning into hers, lips pulled back and teeth bared as he snarled,
"Is THIS the thing you want so much? This . . . monster? Me?"
When she didn't answer quickly enough, he shook her, hard, screaming,
"IS IT?!"
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Sammie the Cricket Slayer
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 8:59 pm
Lacuna looked at him, saying nothing, as Suru continued to shake her violently she closed her eyes trying to make it go away. He gripped her hard, and it hurt, but still she stayed quiet, closing her eyes tighter trying to make it go away even more. She knew she had messed up.. She knew it was her fault.. but what could she do..? She couldn't blame Suru.. She couldn't yell anymore.. she loved him, and so she stayed- silent.. ..terrified.
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 9:03 pm
Liam swallowed hard as he sat listening. He wanted to stop Mitsuru, but he didn't wanto invade. Instead he closed his eyes and sighed, wishing Suru would at least just release Lacuna.
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Sammie the Cricket Slayer
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 9:04 pm
He stared at her, still gripping her shoulders and leaned into her ear, yanking her closer to him, whispering,
"I wanted to give you everything, Lacuna. You and Jak, I wanted to give you everything there is to me. It's not much much, but it means a whole ******** lot to me. And you threw it away, like trash. You had the most valuable gift anyone could ask for, two men who would not only die for you, but combine their love and give it to you. And how did you treat it?"
He stood up and pushed her back. Not hard at all, but hard enough to prove a point.
"Like filth under your god damned boots."
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