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 Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 12:03 pm
Yes in fact more times that i have care to think or to speak. Is not easy and is not good. And sometimes is downright painful. I desired once to be and do what you are now. Yes i will not lie to you to me that was a change of a lifetime. And seeked help from my comrades as some deemed me as an experiment! So yes It was undesired but wished. I still have the last potion Miss lunesque gave me to use it. Though i dont know if will be able to control such.
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 2:33 pm
"You wish to be part dragon?" she asked softly, looking to him with wide, shy eyes. Concerned that she had misunderstood, she wanted to ask before commenting.
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 4:22 pm
Yes long before you were in this realm, i asked an ancient Mage, though, she desliked the word. I asked her for have the wonder of flying and be like dragon that roam imponently in the sky, just like the ones on the cliff. She told that permanent change was out of her reach but, could give some temporary solution. There she made a concotion, I without hesitation took it. The effects were less than pleasant and very hard to control. The first time it triggered i looked like you but golden all scaley from head to toe. And the other well lets just say it was less than pleasant and i can correlate with you right now
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 5:20 pm
"Why do you desire such change?" she asked in a soft tone, very curious about why he would have even asked for such a thing let alone sought a way to achieve it.
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 7:50 pm
Why wouldn't i? *He replied with a question* Your species enjoy many things i thought at the time will never get to experience. You have an incredible gift i am witness of that. To soar to have power and control. To be respected or in any case treated like an outcast more than often, but anyways when i took it was like a dream come true. Later i realized i was a bit off and that is not as easy like one dreams of.
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 8:51 pm
Listening, she bobbed her head a bit, understanding more about him. She smiled kindly to him. "I am pleased that you were able to have your wish." she said cheerfully, looking to him with a curious eye.
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 9:21 pm
I still have one vial left. I would like to share the same burden as you so i could help you more *He said with all honesty*
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 9:31 pm
"To drink the final vial will be to set your body in discord, to change without your willing it at any moment depending on your mood? Or change in an extreme at any moment which may be temporary or permanent?" she asked softly, looking to him with curiosity, wondering if his body would truly be thrown in to such an unstable state as her own.
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 9:50 pm
Is as are you imagine Ziven. Just that the effects are faster in some ways more than you. Yes all you ask is affirmative but again when the vial wears off is uncertain. What it is certain is that i will turn back.
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 9:55 pm
"Temporary. This .." she said softly, pointing to herself. "Is forever. It is not because of a potion or the affect of another. It is in my blood, my soul, everything that I am. This is me, mixed blood, unable to be stable at all times." she said softly, bobbing her head. "I like who I am. Though I like for things to be predictable. No longer am I predictable."
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 10:07 pm
i know im just saying it will be long be fore it wears. I must say iwas implying to bear the burden with you. I know and understand what you feel dont you wish another who you could correlate with?
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 10:14 pm
"I wish for everyone to do that which makes them happy." she said softly, smiling brightly. "What I am .. is not bad though I would not wish this on another. It is human nature to wish for predictability, to know you are like or unlike others or that you are or are not able to do certain things .." she said softly, bowing her head slightly. At this point, she was unsure if hse was making any sense and knowing Seisuke as well as she did, if he had made up his mind, there would be no point to her continuing to say anything. Looking up to him after pondering more, she smiled to him.
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 10:19 pm
I want to help. To make you feel comfortable in your change to help you control it better and to learn from any mistakes i make ot viceversa.
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 10:29 pm
"My mistake is pushing myself too far too fast, not maintaining calm in my mind, even in the most unfriendly surroundings or painful states." she said softly, lowering her head again. "To have been injured as such without the insults or to be insulted without the injury .. I would be fine, I would have been in complete control." she said softly, sounding rather apologetic in her words. "But with both .. and beyond the present, I worry of the future. Will I ever learn the secrets of myself? To change when I will myself to change .. not whenever I am provoked or put through a series of unfriendly situations .." she said softly, sighing then and dropping her head, looking defeated.
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 10:36 pm
i believe you will. I can show you how if you let me and follow my every instruction are you willing to do it? *he said softly*
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