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 Posted: Tue Oct 20, 2009 4:00 pm
Nespin Fernagon Kestin Sha Wow...it's so weird reading these H2K4 threads and seeing the exact moment when 013 appeared and nommed 957 and everyone completely freaked out...it's surreal...it's hard to think of something that happened so long ago as ever having been such a shocking development. @_@ It was a good damn event. No one saw it coming. Yeah...I only wish I had been able to be more involved. I was there for the event, but missed all the important stuff (due to a combination of bad timing and just general cluelessness). sad It's one of my biggest regrets...but unfortunately not one of those I could have prevented, like the incident with the mental facility and the time I gave away my angelic pendant. sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Oct 20, 2009 4:02 pm
Kestin Sha Nespin Fernagon Kestin Sha Wow...it's so weird reading these H2K4 threads and seeing the exact moment when 013 appeared and nommed 957 and everyone completely freaked out...it's surreal...it's hard to think of something that happened so long ago as ever having been such a shocking development. @_@ It was a good damn event. No one saw it coming. Yeah...I only wish I had been able to be more involved. I was there for the event, but missed all the important stuff (due to a combination of bad timing and just general cluelessness). sad It's one of my biggest regrets...but unfortunately not one of those I could have prevented, like the incident with the mental facility and the time I gave away my angelic pendant. sweatdrop Mental facility?
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Posted: Tue Oct 20, 2009 4:06 pm
Yep. Lemme dig it up... Kestin Sha Secret: I've been in a mental hospital. I try to erase that section of my life from my memories, but it won't go away. Didn't do s**t for me, except become an object of obnoxious obsession for everyone I didn't want knowing about my...issues in the first place. :/ So when I say stuff about not wanting to go to one, or not wanting certain people to know...I know what I'm talking about.
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Posted: Tue Oct 20, 2009 4:15 pm
Kestin Sha Yep. Lemme dig it up... Kestin Sha Secret: I've been in a mental hospital. I try to erase that section of my life from my memories, but it won't go away. Didn't do s**t for me, except become an object of obnoxious obsession for everyone I didn't want knowing about my...issues in the first place. :/ So when I say stuff about not wanting to go to one, or not wanting certain people to know...I know what I'm talking about.I went to one for a thirty day evaluation once. It wasn't that bad for me. After the first day I was perfectly fine there. I liked the staff and people didn't usually bother me, and when they it it was short lived. When I left they said nothing was wrong with me in the first place.
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Posted: Tue Oct 20, 2009 4:18 pm
Good afternoon my fellows. I have returned once again, to whatever uselessness that I am, and I wish to get an update. Can someone please update me?
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Posted: Tue Oct 20, 2009 5:02 pm
A person I knew, and talked to on occasion, died yesterday. The fact that I don't feel anything worries me quite a bit.
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Posted: Tue Oct 20, 2009 5:08 pm
Creas A person I knew, and talked to on occasion, died yesterday. The fact that I don't feel anything worries me quite a bit. Unless they were a good friend of yours, which (from your post) seems not to be the case, then not feeling anything isn't bad. Probably normal, I'd say, although I'm not the most knowledgable on this stuff. Either way, it's how you feel, and it's not like you have any control over it, so right and wrong don't really apply. (Says the girl who's still slightly unsettled by the fact that she wasn't affected at all by 9/11...and somewhat unsettled by the fact that she's not more unsettled about that. sweatdrop )
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Posted: Tue Oct 20, 2009 5:12 pm
Kestin Sha Creas A person I knew, and talked to on occasion, died yesterday. The fact that I don't feel anything worries me quite a bit. Unless they were a good friend of yours, which (from your post) seems not to be the case, then not feeling anything isn't bad. Probably normal, I'd say, although I'm not the most knowledgable on this stuff. Either way, it's how you feel, and it's not like you have any control over it, so right and wrong don't really apply. (Says the girl who's still slightly unsettled by the fact that she wasn't affected at all by 9/11...and somewhat unsettled by the fact that she's not more unsettled about that. sweatdrop )It's not the lack of emotion in and of it self. It just makes me feel bad that I have no remorse. Good people generally have remorse. I don't have remorse, and I like to think I'm a good person. This makes me doubt that.
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Posted: Tue Oct 20, 2009 5:15 pm
Creas Kestin Sha Creas A person I knew, and talked to on occasion, died yesterday. The fact that I don't feel anything worries me quite a bit. Unless they were a good friend of yours, which (from your post) seems not to be the case, then not feeling anything isn't bad. Probably normal, I'd say, although I'm not the most knowledgable on this stuff. Either way, it's how you feel, and it's not like you have any control over it, so right and wrong don't really apply. (Says the girl who's still slightly unsettled by the fact that she wasn't affected at all by 9/11...and somewhat unsettled by the fact that she's not more unsettled about that. sweatdrop )It's not the lack of emotion in and of it self. It just makes me feel bad that I have no remorse. Good people generally have remorse. I don't have remorse, and I like to think I'm a good person. This makes me doubt that. I don't know...I don't believe I've ever felt remorse, even when one of my own grandparents died (I was close to him when I was little, but got really distant as I got older, as I did with other relatives and, to a degree, my parents), so I guess I'm not the best person to give you my 2g. sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Oct 20, 2009 5:16 pm
I recently went through something similar with one of my family members, not blood related, but family nonetheless. All I did was stay there at the service, and kept silent. I want to say that I felt sorrow, but I really more or less felt apathetic.
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Posted: Tue Oct 20, 2009 5:18 pm
Kestin Sha Creas Kestin Sha Creas A person I knew, and talked to on occasion, died yesterday. The fact that I don't feel anything worries me quite a bit. Unless they were a good friend of yours, which (from your post) seems not to be the case, then not feeling anything isn't bad. Probably normal, I'd say, although I'm not the most knowledgable on this stuff. Either way, it's how you feel, and it's not like you have any control over it, so right and wrong don't really apply. (Says the girl who's still slightly unsettled by the fact that she wasn't affected at all by 9/11...and somewhat unsettled by the fact that she's not more unsettled about that. sweatdrop )It's not the lack of emotion in and of it self. It just makes me feel bad that I have no remorse. Good people generally have remorse. I don't have remorse, and I like to think I'm a good person. This makes me doubt that. I don't know...I don't believe I've ever felt remorse, even when one of my own grandparents died (I was close to him when I was little, but got really distant as I got older, as I did with other relatives and, to a degree, my parents), so I guess I'm not the best person to give you my 2g. sweatdrop When what were essentially my two dogs died I didn't really care either. I loved them more than I loved most other people at the time. Most other people I were close to.
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Posted: Tue Oct 20, 2009 5:18 pm
Kamen_Rider_Exile901 I recently went through something similar with one of my family members, not blood related, but family nonetheless. All I did was stay there at the service, and kept silent. I want to say that I felt sorrow, but I really more or less felt apathetic. Yeah, I mean, part of me says "it's perfectly fine to feel what you feel, cause it's not like you chose to feel that way", but the part of me that was conditioned by society leaves that nagging doubt that "I shouldn't feel so apathetic...am I really that horrible?"
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Posted: Tue Oct 20, 2009 5:20 pm
Creas Kestin Sha Creas Kestin Sha Creas A person I knew, and talked to on occasion, died yesterday. The fact that I don't feel anything worries me quite a bit. Unless they were a good friend of yours, which (from your post) seems not to be the case, then not feeling anything isn't bad. Probably normal, I'd say, although I'm not the most knowledgable on this stuff. Either way, it's how you feel, and it's not like you have any control over it, so right and wrong don't really apply. (Says the girl who's still slightly unsettled by the fact that she wasn't affected at all by 9/11...and somewhat unsettled by the fact that she's not more unsettled about that. sweatdrop )It's not the lack of emotion in and of it self. It just makes me feel bad that I have no remorse. Good people generally have remorse. I don't have remorse, and I like to think I'm a good person. This makes me doubt that. I don't know...I don't believe I've ever felt remorse, even when one of my own grandparents died (I was close to him when I was little, but got really distant as I got older, as I did with other relatives and, to a degree, my parents), so I guess I'm not the best person to give you my 2g. sweatdrop When what were essentially my two dogs died I didn't really care either. I loved them more than I loved most other people at the time. Most other people I were close to. Huh...that's interesting. I'm not sure, then. Maybe a psychological condition of some sort?
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Posted: Tue Oct 20, 2009 5:22 pm
*Shrugs* Maybe Creas is just better at dealing with death than the average person is. That's nothing to be ashamed of.
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Posted: Tue Oct 20, 2009 5:24 pm
Yeah, but there's a difference between dealing with it and just not minding when it's someone close to you. I'm not saying it's a bad thing, just...odd.
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