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Chuckling, "Ohh you mean this." He flexed his butt-cheeks though they still had a red imprint of her hand on them.

Jax grinned and lipped them on. "Alright but thats all I'm going to wear love." He winked at her and headed towards the door.

"No need to apologize at all. Its so much more interesting when you talk this way." I said, wishing I could understand the language. Thats what I get for skipping school.

"You've done more than enough. I know that, you know that, we should be happy about that, right?"

"I don't care about your past, Fate. All I care about is the here and now. Here and now you are a good person and you should know that. You are a good person and nothing will ever change that," I told her, my hand still over hers.

"You don't have to tell me that," I said, annoyed at myself for not being able to understand it.

"Er...okay...maybe I shouldn't have said that..." I said, laughing.

I could tell that something was still bothering her, but I didn't pry. "What I say shouldn't be right all the time..." As she entwined her hand with mine, I sqeezed it gently.

(You're good at description. xp )

(I guess...I used to be good at description, but I kinda get it back every now and then...its random)

"I don't think there is perfection in anyone. All of us have secrets that we hold, but that doesn't make us bad people. What we do with the rest of our life, even with these events, determines that. Don't you think?", I told her, remembering my own events. I pushed them to the side, as they were too painful to call up again. Then again...I guess no one can escape from their past. I sighed. My gaze went up and met hers. The pain that I had felt fronm the recall lessened while I looked at her. Her eyes had the effect of making everything else go away and I was grateful for that, especially at this moment.

I was quiet for a moment, contemplating her words. I didn't know really how to reply to it and so I stammered a bit. "Have...have you never felt...whole at all?" An ounce of pity started to well up, but I pushed that away as well. I knew she didn't want or would respect pity for her. "I'm...sorry..." My voice faded away into silence. I did not know what else I could say. I felt her pain and had no idea what I could do to ease it.

"If you don't want me to be sorry, then I won't," I said. When she mentioned going to do something, I felt the cramps in my body. "You're right. Its not good to sit around all of the time." I felt sore getting up, but better overall. Some of my major wounds though would take weeks to heal, unless something was done to fix that. "Let's go see if we can find a healer of some sort first. There has to be one in the lycan community. Vampires can heal, I obviously know, but as far as I know, none are advanced healers like I need. Is it okay with you if we go looking?"


(He doesn't know about Myythren being a healer and i'm leading it towards him finding out so thats where i'm going.)