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Bianca nodded at Sam saying."You too".She watched him walk off,she wanted him to be a good distance away from her.Bianca slumped to the ground and leaned on the base of the tree,the fear finally sinking in.She opened the water bottle and drank from it quickly and rubbed her arms.She didnt really know what to do with herself at the moment at least Sam could focus on the walking.In the silence of the forest,all Bianca could focus on was the pain.She quickly took off her clothes,leaving only her undergarments.Seriously,being completely naked in the woods is unsanitary.She'd rather loose the underclothes than do that.
Roxanne wasnt saying anything.You'd be surprised at how quiet the girls could be without the other.Plus Roxanne hasnt been on the luckiest streak with Dean recently.They had just left the people that they loved in the forest alone to go through agony."Have i ever mentioned out shitty our lives are?" She knew that both girls have said it numerous amount of times but sometimes it was hard to really wrap their minds around it."I find our lives intensely irritating some days..."

Bianca began figgity.She couldnt stay still.The forest was way too quiet for her.And now she was anticipating all her pain.She hoped it would be short.Then again,if she could go through this then she could go through childbirth and that was a big plus on her side.This was going to kill her.Not the change but just waiting for it.She couldnt tell what time it was or anything so that made it even worse for her.She was just sitting there in the silence,thinking about everything.Knowing her sister,this was probably eating the girl alive right now.
Roxanne clenched her jaw,batting her eyes quickly."I wanted to tell you guys but you all just seemed so happy and nothing ever goes right for us,i just wanted you all to be happy atleast for a little bit" She didnt look at him,just down at her hands.Dean knew,he knew the entire time and he didnt say a damn thing."I lives were shitty.Atleast the average type of shitty.You've got to realize something,Dean.We can't go back.Not ever until this is done.Even if we go back to Anna's,we're just going to be worried sick about you two and it's not going to be healthy at all.I've seen my sister go to s**t over you,it's not pleasant.She can't really take being idle for too long anymore,she doesnt like staying in one place for too long.Even if we go home,it's just going to be me.She's going to be gone doing god knows what.I had Sam last time.I rather not go through that alone again.I'm a grown woman,i can't go back to my mom's like a child,Dean.It's no longer an option for us" She was crying a tiny bit.She never really meant to cry,sometimes it just happens for her.It's okay for her."We love you two,we've been with you guys for this long.If we wanted out,we would have been long gone." she wiped her face and folded her arms across her chest."We don't regret a damn thing." She finally looked at Dean."You need to stop talking about how this is your and Sam's fault because it's not.Do you understand me? I never want to hear that coming from you again.As soon as we finished with the first case,you two offered to take us back and we declined it.We wanted to stay.If it's anyone's fault,it's ours but we don't care.We love you two and it's worth it"

Bianca heard Sam's scream and shut her eyes tight."Please be quick.Please be-". She was cut off by her own scream.Thank god she was already seated out she would have collapsed.She kept screaming but kept her eyes closed.The pain rushed through her bloodstream creating intense agony.She could feel her bones stretching.How could people do this every lunar cycle? How do they not die for this pain? Bianca got onto her hands a knees,panting.When she looked at her hands,she screamed again.Not because of the pain...well mostly because of the pain.But because she had claws.She closed her eyes tight and kept her mouth open for her screams,she had fangs too.Lovely,just lovely.Somewhere in another part of the forest,Sam was going through the same thing.Bianca kept screaming,her screams starting to sound more like howls.She couldnt run,she was in too much pain.She was just looking forward to not remembering a damn thing when she turned back.
Roxanne shrugged."Look at it this way.See all the crap that we go through? I'd rather be sure that none of this will happen during and after my pregnancy." Roxanne was trying to ignore the screams but she heard a faint one and this was female."Oh,my poor babies" she pouted,she couldnt think of them.It would drive her crazy.She always wanted to ask Dean something but never really got around to it."What about you and Bianca? Ever plan on leading it anywhere?" she grinned at him because of her next words."She'd propose to you,you know.Just letting you know that.She's tough,she'll drop down on her knee and give you a ring" Sometimes the girls felt like all they could do what lighten situations.It wasnt they that intended on doing so,they were just so giggly that they managed to smile even when they were horrified.Roxanne didnt want to flip the conversation to Dean but they never really spoke about him.

Roxanne rolled her eyes."You know what bothers me the most sometimes? How you casually ignore questions" she put her hands on her hips and looked at him."I get it,not ready to tie yourself down" Roxann flopped herself onto the bed that she and Sam had be sharing.The girls never just sat on beds,they threw themselves at it."I hope you'll be able to change the subject when Bianca asks...If she asks." Roxanne just sighed."Maybe you're just not ready.I'm surprised she isnt harassing me about being engaged.She was always the one who wanted to get married" Roxanne looked at him."I don't want to make you feel awkward or anything.I just like talking to you" She put her hands under her head and stared at the ceiling."If she knows that you love her then that's all that matters,isnt it?" She sat up and folded her arms."Alright,we've got the entire night.I know we want to find some way to help them but i can't think about that right now.So i'm just going to sit here and think of irrelevant things to tell you" She stared at him,thinking for a moment."I'd like for you to tell me stuff.Like what's bothering you.There's got to be something bothering you right now". She brought her legs into her chest and rested her head on her knees."Unless you don't want to.You never really seem to want to anymore.Not that you were open in the first place but...you get what i'm saying."

Roxanne smiled slightly and shook her head."I'm going to take that as a compliment" Roxanne just stared at the floor."I understand why you don't like witches.We're on that border that makes you wonder whether or not to kill us" she grinned at him.She was certainly on the border."Atleast i hope you don't want to kill me.I'd come back and haunt your a**." She thought that she might as well just say this right now."Even if it was the witch,you were right." She wasnt going to get into details about it.She had a list for all the things she hated about herself but now wasnt the moment for self pity."I don't want you to think that i'm afraid of you.Bianca thinks i am because i won't talk about it." Roxanne just shrugged."I'm glad that you think of me as a little sister,though.Makes me feel a little bit better" Roxanne looked over at Dean."I know you probably won't tell me but it just worries me.How did you kill the witch? It was Ruby,wasnt it?" she was completely serious."You don't have to tell me.I just want you to know my thoughts.No matter how the hell you did it,i'm glad you did.I would've went with her.."

Bianca's eyes fluttered open.Well,this was unexpected.She didnt enjoy that feeling of amnesia.She remember turning,the pain,but after that it was all black.She wished that she could remember.Atleast the only uncomfortable thing on her was dirt and not blood.That was a plus at the moment! Bianca laid there on the forest floor on her back,staring up into the trees.She knew that she was naked,she felt naked.Dirty and naked...not a good combination.Bianca stood up and looked around.Not a single person in sight.Good,all she had to do was find the cabin that Dean told them about.Bianca just ran,she'd find the cabin eventually.At the moment her main priority was the find the cabin,get cleaned up and dressed,and then think about what had just happened to her.
(Wasnt sure what to post for Roxanne,not feeling too good.Sorry for how crappy the post is)

Bianca peeked into the cabin.She wished she was there first."Keep your eyes closed,please".She was proud of her body,nothing to be ashamed of but this was her sister's fiance and she honestly wasnt comfortable being like this around him.She quickly cleaned herself up and put on some clothes.She would have done a better job if she was alone."I'm decent" she called out before rumaging through the duffel bag for the water.She chugged it as soon as she found it.She didnt feel like eating anything at the moment."I think i ate a rabbit or something." she sat on the floor,tieing her hair up and munched on the sandwich."Was your night okay? As far as you can tell? No humans? Any...wildlife?" She didnt feel strange about to possibility of her eating wildlife.She didnt have any blood on her and she was very hungry so she assumed that she most likely ate something small.She looked at him hopefully."Do you remember anything?" Well,they boys were pretty special.Bianca wouldnt be surprised if Sam could remember something.
Roxanne was on the floor,wrapped up in a blanket like she was a worm turning into a butterfly.Roxanne could sleep in some strange ways when Sam wasnt there in bed with her.She heard Dean yawn.She was half asleep,really.Roxanne's sleep comes in spurts when she's stressed."The floor's actually comfortable." She remained in the safety of her cacoon and she popped her head out to look at Dean."G'mornin" She lifted her head up slightly too look at her body.The things that she did in her sleep.It took her a moment to fully grasp the events of the night before but as soon as she did,she sat up and looked at Dean."Should we go now or give them some time?" She could imagine it being tough to wake up in the forest not remembering much,being naked,and having to find a cabin.

When Sam said a dear,Bianca arched her brows.She didnt know if she should congratulate him on that.When he asked her about remembering,Bianca just shrugged while continuing to finish her sandwhich."Well,i remember changing.I don't remembering seeing or hearing anything.I havent really tried" Bianca vinished her sandhiwch and got a wipe to wipe her mouth with before going to brush her teeth.She was really thinking,if he could remember then she could atleast try to.When she spit out her toothpaste,she said."I remember...feeling wild.Not thinking,just acting.It felt good." That's all she could really say on the matter.He was probably going to be able to remember more if she actually tried but part of her didnt want to."So,you ate a dear,huh? And then a sandwich? The deer wasnt enough for you? I hope satifying your hunger was enough to kill a woodland creature" Well,she shouldnt be talking,she thought that she ate a rabit.Somewhere in the world,people eat deers and rabits so they were okay.Eating those animals are part of the circle of life."What i really remember was the minutes before i changed.That's the worse part.I could go without the waiting."
Roxanne shook her head while trying to get out of her caccoon."What's with the whole i thing? Stop it.It's not all on you." she finally got out of the blanket and tied her hair up.She'd get all dandy before they left but this was a serious moment."Stop putting everything on yourself.We'll all do something about this,okay? It's not just you." That when she noticed his bed head.She let out a tiny giggle."I know i most likely look like the bride of frankenstein right now but you're just so adorable in the mornings.Your hair looks like a duck's tail" Roxanne got off the floor and went into the bathroom to get ready."Allow me to correct myself,i do look like the bride of Frankenstein."