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 Posted: Tue Jan 27, 2009 7:16 pm
Ah, Bobbi, Al, I'm sorry. I know I'm coming on kind of strong, but this issue about leaving home is hitting close. My brother moved back in with my mom and me a few months ago, and... I love my brother to death, but he does not treat my mom right. ._. He works plenty but never pays his rent (which is like $100, a ridiculously small fee... I think he eats more than $100 a month), and he is overall disrespectful to my mom... He'll make fun of her behind her back or blame her for things that aren't her fault...
Realistically, my brother COULD afford to live with a friend, but he doesn't WANT to. He wants to stay with us so he can get by on $100 a month and spend the rest of his money on alcohol. That's not fair to my mom. ._. She went through hell just to get our lives back to normal (can we say "bat s**t crazy dad?") and he just takes advantage of her kindness. She's too nice to tell him to leave... and it's not fair for her to have to go into money troubles AGAIN, when she did so for so long with my dad...
So yeah... that's my moodiness towards this topic... and, you know, the Wal-Mart tidbit kind of sits in my brain 24/7. ._. Please forgive my bluntness.
Aaaand I will never again complain in here, because realistically I don't have the right to. You guys have way more problems than I do.
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Posted: Wed Jan 28, 2009 10:07 am
I agree with Mikomi, Fu. Reading something uplifting does wonders for the soul. Or, listen to uplifting music. I know it sounds weird, but Christmas music...Manheim Steamroller...is awesome for this. Aaaand for me, personally, I like to listen to the chocobo theme song whenever I'm feeling down. Seriously, it's so silly it'll just make you laugh. Or your head will explode. Either one. xD
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AldrickZearse Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jan 28, 2009 11:00 am
Thankfully, I do now have a place to go where I can hopefully get a better job(I'm not even worried about pay, I'm more worried about hours at this point. As long as I'm working more than one day a week and it's not overnight) and save up some money till I get a car, then once I have a car, I can work on how much I'll be paying for rent. Thankfully, my cousin is nice enough to do it(coincedentially, Aunt S's son).
Let me say this now, though. I'm not surprised I was kicked out. No one in my family is, either. What me and everyone else is upset about is the condition I'm in(low money, no savings cause everytime I have money saved up, something happens where I need it to keep going like doctor or dentist or the such, no car cause I can't afford to get one, yada yada), and that the whole shoveling thing was the reason I was getting kicked out when it was actually going to get done and such but they couldn't wait about half an hour.
Overall, I'm kinda numb to the situation now. And a little sick. Apparently, my my cousin's daughter was sick and I caught it from her. Ah, the joys of kids and diseases...though I do love the kid
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Posted: Wed Jan 28, 2009 5:43 pm
Mikomi Rae Aaaand I will never again complain in here, because realistically I don't have the right to. You guys have way more problems than I do. I cry BS, Rae. Everyone has problems, whether great, small, many, or few. The difference is that you don't want to burden anyone else with yours. I respect that. n_n *has same mentality* Al, I'm glad you found somewhere to stay. oO; I would have srsly come and kidnapped you if it was at all possible. And if I had a car... ... and if I drove at all... Why do I have a license again? Fu... and to an extent, Psalm... TSO is better for uplifting. n_n Also, the entire Chrono Cross soundtrack, particularly "Leaving the Body." I find that song very spiritually uplifting for some reason. But I think I agree with Rae that physical activity is better, too. DDR YOUR HEART OUT, GIRL!!! It's a healthier addiction. n_~
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phoenixianCrystallist Crew
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Posted: Wed Jan 28, 2009 11:06 pm
Oh yeah, Chrono Cross's entire soundtrack is FANTASTIC... o.o Very good stuff to listen to.
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Posted: Thu Jan 29, 2009 3:24 pm
TSO? DDR?
*falls over*
Ya lost me. xD
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Posted: Thu Jan 29, 2009 3:32 pm
DDR is Dance Dance Revolution ^o^. Hard as hell dancing game ._.
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Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2009 7:54 pm
wow a lot of stuff has been going on.
Fuu, I am rooting for you every step of the way on your journey to get free of the demon that holds you. And like Rae and the others said. Find something that gives you peace of mind and a way to escape from it. Like music and books. I know when my dad died. By listening to music and writing. You are an amazing artist. And art is a vast world that your mind can escape to.
Byne I am sorry about the issue with your aunt and I am happy you were able to find a new place to go that shows to be better than where you were. I myself have gone down the road of being homeless and staying in shelters, and it is not a pleasent one.
And IK, don't give up. Continue being her friend. It gives her feelings for you to hopefully come about. And hopefully she will come around. But don't rush into things. Take your time. If you two are true for each other time will tell. That is all I can really say.
I also got an issue that I have been having.
About 3 months ago, I broke up with my boyfriend of about 2 years. And it was hard to do. Not really cause of my feelings, but cause of how he was, is. Always saying that he was going to do this or that if I left him. It had me worried and scared. But I finally got away.
And he was crying saying how much he loved me. Always doing this and that to try and win me back. Even speaking to my brothers and friends (James, Bobbi, Michelle and others) of how heartbroken. That I was still the love of his life, that he needed me.
Then today when I logged onto my youtube, he had left a message for me saying "Ugent, please respond" (I have him blocked on gaia) At first I was wondering what had happened. I went to his profile on gaia, debating about taking him off ignore to see what was wrong when I saw something that left me somewhat that left me hurt. That he had another girlfriend that he had marked the "Love of my life"
I am not sure what to say or think about it. Did he truely love me or not? That I let him lead me into thinking he loved me for so long. Or am I really the fool not wanting to let go.... When I left him he was the one saying he still wanted me, but yet he turns around and finds someone new. The same girl that when I broke up with him was one of the first on gaia to start yelling and criticizing me for what I did. That he was so great and everything...
I am just confused. I am saying I am moving on from everything that he had put me through... yet here I am sitting here still going in circles about everything.... Letting him to continue to hurt me.... I am lost and I don't know what or where I should turn....
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phoenixianCrystallist Crew
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Posted: Mon Feb 02, 2009 6:25 pm
Kae-chan... *hugs* You know I'm always there for you, hun. I'm always just a PM or a phone call away... Well, okay, nix on the phone call because I have to work and blahbedy blah... Dawn, you were very right to get out of that situation, don't ever doubt it. And you know everyone here in Omaha, and Michelle, are always there for you, and to support you whenever you need it. You deserve so much better than what he was offering you--no one deserves to be in a cage, and that was what he was offering you. Don't regret getting out of that situation, ever, because it was the right thing to do. And on that note, don't ever regret making a mistake unless you don't learn from that mistake. You're human, just like the rest of us, and making mistakes is what helps us to learn and grow and become better people--but again, only if we learn from them.
I think you learned from this mistake, hmm? n_n heart
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Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2009 11:57 pm
This isn't so much of a life issue, it's just that, well, I changed schools like TODAY, because my mother wanted me to do a IGCSE/CIE qualification instead of an NCEA qualification that the other kids in NZ do.
The main reason for this is because I'm aiming to get into University/College/Whatever you call it, in Canada or in the States, since I've got one uncle living in each country xD.
So what I was wondering what type of education system most of you guys went through, whether it was IGCSE/CIE, or anything else, and also if any of you knew if it mattered much at all if, say, someone was going to apply for University/College entrance >>.
The reason that this is an issue is because the majority of my teachers are hassling me into staying at the school to the point that I feel guilty and sad and start crying T.T. Not in front of them, of course.
Damn teachers...
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Posted: Sun Feb 22, 2009 6:15 pm
lol, I dunno. Public school? xD
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Posted: Tue Feb 24, 2009 12:49 am
=_=...
My brain has turned to fudge...
__________________________ I have three tests this week, all of which are on things I barely understand.....
___________________________________________________________________________________________ Why do I need an education?....
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Posted: Sat Mar 07, 2009 4:29 pm
Because without it, you would eat your fudgy brain and turn into a vegetable. biggrin
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Posted: Sat Mar 07, 2009 10:34 pm
o.O?... Having an education never stopped me from eating my fudgy brain 8D
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Posted: Sun Mar 22, 2009 11:36 am
Hello chums~! And how are we doing? Kyle has informed me that many of you are also kind of MIA. That's kind of nice but kind of not at the same time? XD
Sorry for my long absence... whichmaynotreallybeoverprobably... but school was just eating me alive... Oh oh oh and then and then!!! I had Spring Break... and was sick... and hung out with home friends... yush...
Also, I'm becoming kind of more social since I'm making a lot of new (good) friends... aaaaaaand possibly a boyfriend soon MAYBE... Yeah, I've just had the urge NOT to be at the computer as much...
And I'm trying to figure out what to do with my liiiiiiife...
Same as everyone else, really. xd
BUT HI!! O_O *WAVE*
Oh and Al, I saw your video... thinger...
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