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Ugh. Another vent. Here we go.

I've been off school, being ill, for over a month, and for a while before that and a while before that. My absences come in patches, but I always manage to catch up inbetween them, so there's usually no backlog. But now it's GCSEs. The first year of all my GCSE courses and I'm struggling and it's the one year that most of my teachers have decidede that I'm not going to be able to catch up, which is bollocks. But yeah. They're threatening to make me drop some of my options. Which, again, is bollocks.

It's really making me angry because this is the one time that I need them to throw me a bone. But no. That's not how life works is it? Ugh, Grr and Argh.

Pah. Feck. Okay I'm done for now. heart

I tried that. I collapsed and was rushed to hospital. D:

I'm going to rant about my day now.
If you don't care, use the "back" button and go in peace.

Firstly, I had about three hours of sleep.
Secondly, I had a nasty fall during skiing in which I fell forwards and hurt my neck. It's fine now, but it bloody well hurt then.
Thirdly, my darling brother saved MY highscore on which I had been working on for AGES under HIS name.
Fourthly, my other brother basically called me a baby for getting upset over that.
Fifthly, I got soaked by a faulty faucet when I had to go and do the dishes with the brother that screwed up my highscore.
Sixthly, he thought that was funny, and commented on how I "really wasn't having such a good day"
Seventhly, when I came back my parents informed me that my rabbit had died.
Eightly, my mother wouldn't let me be bloody alone already, even when I "hinted" at the fact that I really, really, really wanted to be.
She finally did when I dropped even the last pretense of sublety.

So yay.
Happy day.

I've now officially screwed up my last chance at school. I've completely stopped going, but I don't know why I really expected this time to be any different than before. My mother doesn't know yet and I'm putting off telling her because I'm not looking forward to having another person lose faith in me. I desperately need a job but I'm depressed to the point where I don't even want to leave the apartment, so that's not exactly helping my situation. I really don't know what I'm going to do with myself.

ARGH!!! I have this stupid art thingy where I have to draw a human something from a "unique viewpoint" with random objects in it as well and my teacher keeps complaining that our art isn't "unique enough" gonk I've tried drawing 6 different pictures of my leg, arm, foot etc but they've all turned out shitty, dirty (from all the erasing) and "not unique enough"

Might as well just draw an arsehole and get it over and done with -__-^

But arseholes are just so....expressive...

Expressive yes, but i bet your teacher is very familiar with it already so it won't be very unique too him. xd Erhm.