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 Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 3:44 pm
" this is going to sound a little strange but a lot of what you're feeling right now is just hormones. I was the same way when i was changed. Before I was changed I had never even kissed a guy, then after I almost hooked up with two different people I hadn't even met before. It may feel like your body is done changing but it's not, and you're the one who has to deal with that. for the next few weeks it's going to be one thing after another. First you'll feel on top of the world then the next moment you'll wish you were dead. Well at least that's how it was for me. Vampires are different so it may not be the same." She shrugged, and looked over at him. "My advice is don't act to fast, you've got the whole of time in front of you now. you can afford to wait."
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 3:55 pm
"Maybe your right, maybe it is just hormones... but whatever is causing me to feel this way, I do. I guess I'm having one of those 'wish you were dead' moments." I finished, taking in a few breaths of the night air. I'd have to get used to being outside at night. The evening for vampires was like morning for humans.
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 4:05 pm
I smiled. "That's the spirit." I stood up and turned to face him. "now how about trying out some of those new powers of yours. I bet you'll feel a lot better with the wind in your hair."
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 8:18 pm
The Reverend growled, having shoved Erik away from himself like a rather large a*****e but he didn't care right now. he was being an idiot and it was starting to annoy him. Why couldn't he just take a hint and bugger off? He spun on his heel and stepped inside, closing the door behind him and reaching for his coat..
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 8:42 pm
I didn't care about anything anymore. I sat down in front of the door, leaned against the wall, wrapped my arms around my legs and cried like a baby. I didn't care if anyone saw.
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 8:54 pm
"Damn it all!" He made up the stairs, and moved past Danni's room, before putting his fist into the wall with all of his vampiric rage, some empty room now had a gaping hole in it as he pulling his battered fist out of the wall.. glaring at it and leaning against the wall, sighing softly.. "Why am I so ******** worked up."
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 9:01 pm
I cried softly, getting to my feet. There was nothign I could think to do but mope. "Reverend?" I called softly, half-heartedly as I entered the house. I wasn't expecting a response.
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 9:02 pm
I hugged Anna quickly before standing up. Talking for a second helped, but not much, and I could feel it all coming back quickly. I was tired, exhausted even, even though I had just woken up less than 20 minutes before. The crying had exhausted me. I drug myself across the ground back to the manor, pushing all things aside. All of my issues, I needed somewhere to stay... and Danielle was still there to be with, and Anna too. I couldn't let relationshit get in the way of my new life.
I showed up at the gate, feeling shameful even with my justifications. I wrapped my fingers around the black bars as I saw Erik in front of the house. I had ruined something, I had ruined him and Reverend, the same way I ruined a lot of things. I would have felt worse had he not used and tossed me, why did I still feel anything for him? Why did I feel remorse? Even dumber why did I feel attraction. I told myself to shut up and passed you a look as I turned the doors handle, pausing, wondering if I should stay and talk, be with you like I wanted, or head inside, what I probably should do.
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 9:06 pm
"Danni.." he leaned against her door, and knocked gently. He didn't care if she was still with that crazy little girl, he just wanted to sit down and talk with her.. "Tori, somebody, bleedin' somebody.. I just want to sit down and talk for ******** sake.. Can't a man get a break?"
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 9:12 pm
I got out of the shower when I heard the knock at the door. I wrapped a towel around myself. I walked to the door and opened it.
Reverend stood there. I almost dropped the towel out of shock.
"Hi," I said breathlessly.
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 9:18 pm
"Erik, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I screwed up your thing with Reverend, but christ you deserve it for using me." I said, narrowing my eyes at Erik. "Look at you, stumbling through the house sniveling for him... its just... thats so demeaning Erik." I said, trying not to sound harsh. I hated myself for still wanting him. I hated the feeling.
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 9:21 pm
He pushed past her gently, not caring who was in the room, even though he just barged into the room of a naked woman, he plopped down on her bed and sighed softly.
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 9:22 pm
Sean's words took me aback. Before I even thought, my hand rocketed across his face. "How ******** dare you," I seethed. "I can't believe... You... ******** you." I turned on my heel and walked away from him, out of the Manor, down the road, not paying attention to where I was going...
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 9:24 pm
I sat on the bed next to Rev, sighing and draping an arm around him. "Talk to me," I said.
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 9:24 pm
He leaned into the woman, closing his eyes and sighing softly when he warm flesh touched his back, making him comfortable. "Well.. there is nothing to really talk about.. except I am an a*****e."
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