It's a long story why but the reasons in the rp are that his economical situation is slowly killing him[aka the coughing blood thing etc] and his government has complete control over him and his body..He says it's his decision to join the axis but it's actually not..But there is already somebody who will take his place after he has faded away
Latvia:Somebody my A$$!I'm not going anywhere!!D8< *throws shoe at me*
*shrugs* sorry lat
Latvia:I don't want to die T^T
I dunno that is what I'm planning perhaps if a miracle happens he will live...But then again he wants to kill himself to end all his suffering already he just can't take it anymore...
He never told anybody of all that because he didn't want to get anyone involved or trying to stop him...
Latvia:Sorry...U_U
Here ish just a small fragment from his letter:
I am lying to myself..
I am chanting that I am doing this on my free will...
but I am not...
I wish I could tell you all that myself while I'm here but I can't...
I can't express my feelings into words...
Neither am I allowed...
Please don't think of me as heartless..
Just don't...
edit:Okay..Bye muffin ;3