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She seemed torn, sitting back on her legs and staring down at the bag that held the memory device. Now was probably the time to do it...whatever doing it would mean for her. Goosie sighed shakily, saying a quiet "I'm scared" and closing her eyes.

She leaned into his cuddle, ducking her head down against him for a moment and hoping that he was right. After another few moments had passed she straightened up and looked at him, smiling uneasily and saying a quiet "Thanks..."

Goosie turned back to her bag, starting to unpack the stuff therein until she found the box MK had given to her with the memory restoring cd player inside. She then leaned forward to fish out the disk as well, only settling back into a sitting position against Bristan when she had both in hand. She stared down at them before saying an apprehensive "W-well...I-I guess this is it."

She smiled distractedly through the kiss, though it didn't reach her eyes as she tried to figure the device out. Goosie set the disk aside and focused on giving the bracelet a look-over. It was just like the one Koth had found, making her feel a little queasy. Trying to push her uneasiness aside, the blonde hesitated before slipping the bracelet onto her wrist and then held her breath as she waited for something bad to happen. After a moment of quiet apprehension had passed, Goosie exhaled shakily and picked up the disk, taking it out and slipping it into the CD player.

She waited again just in case anything decided to go wonky. Nothing seemed to. Part of her was saying it'd be much nicer to just forget the whole thing and open a portal to Bass'ken lake to go relax, but she ignored it, recognizing that this may be her only chance to restore her memories safely here with Bristan close by. "O-okay..." Goosie said, taking in a deep breath and seeming a bit shaky as she finally hit the button on the player.

Goosie yelped as she felt a jolt, everything suddenly becoming fuzzy. The girl furrowed her brow, trying to focus as her mind began to buzz with far too many things she couldn't make sense of. She brought her hand to her head, everything starting to fade out, then lost consciousness and went slack against Bristan as the disk continued whirring away in the player.

The girl lay deceptively still, her mind overwhelmed with thoughts, images, things she could barely make any sense of. Beside her the disk continued to whir away in the device.

Goosie stirred a little, furrowing her brow and turning her face to the other side before seeming to go still again.

The girl suddenly cried out, throwing both hands out in front of her as her eyes flew open, 'N-NO!'. The player beside her was jerked forward and unhooked from the bracelet at her violent and sudden movement, coming to a complete stop.

She shook her head feverishly a few times before rolling onto her side and curling up slightly. Goosie put her head in her hands and dissolved into sobs, trembling all over from the shock. She felt sick to her stomach, and terrified, and far too many other things.

She couldn't bring herself to talk, wiping at her eyes in futility as she hiccuped a bit and then pulled a pillow forwards, burying her face in it and starting to cry anew. She rolled onto her stomach, shaking her head and not having the capacity to keep herself from bawling.