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Miki's eyes were about to close until he heard the loud thump of his lover falling onto the floor. He shot up quicly, his eyes widening in terror. Throwing of the blankets he leaped off the bed, running to his master and kneeling before him. "Lucien!: the usagi said frantically. He placed his hands on the half bred's arms, shaking him a little. "Lucien!!" He could feel something wrong. A lack of energy, but also something distressing. The usagi bit his lower lip in worry,then rasisng his hands to his master's damp face. Closing his concerned blue eyes, he began wishing deperatly in his mind for his lover's mind to calm down, to have better dreams, or none if anything. Calming waves began to pulse in the man's mind and body, soothing his muscles and stress.

"Ah!" Miki let's out a small cry of pain, feeling the backlash from Lucien's pain. He opened his eyes a little, tears of confusion welling up, but quickly he narrowed them in determination, shutting them again, wishing more and sending stronger pulses, now acting as tranquilizers rather than simple calming waves. He couldn't leave his master in pain like this, he had to stop him before he hurt himself!

"It's still not working", Miki muttered to himself, "I can still feel pain..." The usagi pushed his waves again, but this time he went to deep. This time, part of his consiousness was dragged in....and he stood in the backround, watching the small hurting Lucien, his hopeless beautiful mother...."NO!!" Miki screamed, "You're not supposed to look back anymore, you'll get hurt again! " The bunny held his fists up to his eyes, tears pouring freely as he sobbed. If Lucien kept relieving these things...."Lucien..." the usagi sobbed weakly, then, lowering his fists, he lifted his head, screaming so loud that it rang through every corner of his lover's mind, "LUCIEEEENNN!!"

The bunny felt slightly relieved as his lover ' eyes was opened, but he knew he wasn't better yet. "Lucien," the usagi whispered, seeing him still hallucinating. More tears fell down his cheeks, he felt so helpless....then a thought crossed his mind. "Energy!" he spoke frantically, leaping up and running into the bathroom, "You need your energy back!" The usagi began to rummage through the cabinets and drawers until he found a razor. He ran back into the bedroom, kneeling next to Lucien and gritting his teeth as he made a long cut across his wrist. A few drops of blood hit the floor before he quickly shoved the mutilated wrists into his master's mouth to make him drink the blood.

Miki was panting softly, his face becoming paler than normal, but he wanted his master to take all he needed, although slightly relieved when he eventually set his wrist free. His eyes were slightly glazed over, his head spinning from the blood loss. But anything, anything for his Lucien..."Thank..." he whispered, falling over onto the floor, thudding softly and, faintly finishing his sentence with "god" before becoming unconcsious.

"nnn..."the usagi weakly opened his eyes. His head hurt and he still felt drowsy. he lay there for a moment, starring up at the ceiling with his half opened eyes. Suddenly he realized though that his lucien wasn't there, and he shut up, his blue eyes wide in panic. He saw the door, a bloody imprint of the flower on it....where was Lucien though? What was ging on?! "L-Lucien," he whispered, beggining to tremble as his eyes welled with tears, "Luci-AAAHHH!!!" A scream sudddenly tore hrough his thraot as the usagi doubled over, clutching his head his his pale hands as his body shook."T....Toru...." he whispered in a terrified voice. A memory...another memory... "NOOO!!! DOn"T LEAVE MEE!!" He sat back up, throwing his head back in his hands and screaing. Toru walking out of their room, he had to make money, where was toru, what was he doing, Miki, chained up, beaten and molested, trying to repay their debt.."AAAAGH!! NO NO NO, GET OUT, GET OUT!!" The usagi quickly turned and banged his head against the wall as though he were trying to beat the memories out. "NOOO!!!" He banged his head again, a trickle of blood starting to run down from his forehead."AAAAAGH!!"

The usagi had thrashed about at first before succumbing to clinging to the half bred, crying and sobbing hysterically. "I'm not ready, I'M NOT READY!! GET THEM OUT, GET THEM OUUUTT!!" He clutched his head again, pulling his light brown hair and screaming in pain. Where was Toru, Miki was selling himself, allowing himself to be abused and violated...."AAAGGHH!!!" He started thrashing as much as his body could in the strenght of the other man's arms, panicking and crying between his screams of agony.