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I'm just so stressed out with this stupid conference I have coming up. Apparently it's also made me really annoyable and grumpy and a whole other list of words I'm not going to repeat. This came from a guy that, yeah... Anyway. He told me he's giving up on me, because he doesn't think I'll ever get past being this way. Which is total BS... I've only been this way for the past month because I have so much going on. People always come into my life at the totally wrong time.

Yeah... So rude of him. Why add to my stress? Like that's going to improve my mood any.

Sounds like you're coasting with life over there Butters.

I've known him for almost two months. Whatever. I don't need his BS in my life, so he's out of the picture completely.

And you dont' have to try and explain the glasses thing, I know. I've been wearing glasses since I was 5, so I get it. It's really annoying and a whole other mess of words, when your prescription changes.

Conference is over. It was full of drama. I snapped on some kids, cause they were being ******** assholes. So much so, that even the other volunteers noticed and were like, holy s**t what's going on here. We had to take one kid to the ER, and then had to bring him home, so he could go to the hospital and see his oncologist. We haven't heard from his family since, so we're worried. He's one of the kids in my leadership program, and he's great. I'm going to cry if he's relapsed.
I'm getting a cold. If I have it next week, I can't go to the Teen Night I'm suppose to be running. Which is ridiculous, cause we're taking the kids to see a ******** Flames game. The Saddledome is crawling with germs. So I got Cold FX, and hopefully that'll offset it. The pharmacist said it should.

I... I'm going on a date today... eek

EDIT: didn't quite go as well as I had hoped, but it went well enough to get me a second.

Thank you! It got a bit messed up at first because of Daylight Savings Time. We ended up watching a couple movies, tried to go out to eat but the only place in town was closed. She told her friends about me and said she'd have a few of them over the next time I visited. I'm hoping it'll turn into something more. heart

EDIT: And what do yah know, she likes someone else.... ********....

im alive still everyone rejoice

smile Technically, that's one day. smile

I'm doing a lot better if anyone wants to know. I can read and comprehend much better and understand people when words come out of their mouth. It's made everything a lot better especially with midterms coming around. I'm learning so much in Geography 100. I wish I could learn everything about these countries. It's so interesting to learn real facts about stuff going on in the world. I've learned so much about Southwest Asia. I didn't know what Arab, Muslim, or Islam was. I know where Iraq is. I know where Saudi Arabia are. I love the class. It's hard as hell though. Fifty pages a chapter and it takes me seven to nine hours to read one. The Philosophy class is going much better. I'm learning a lot about the Ia Drang battle of Vietnam. I actually know where Vietnam is. smile I went ahead in the book and looked it up. Shh. smile Don't tell.

I want to take a class on Southwest Asia, I hope I can. Anyway, peace homies. Thanks for putting up with me.

I want to write a book.