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Kei, she obviously didn't realize that she was doing something harmful, because she was too busy focusing on herself, and was trying to stir up as much drama as possible. I tried to comment on it. I was trying to tell her some of the things she had done that caused people to dislike her, but she was too busy talking to Dane about a potential relationship, which was what she always did. Even before. Thats one of the reasons that people don't like her. When we try to correct her and tell her what she does wrong, she's too wrapped up in herself to care. I tried to tell her what was bothering us. She didn't want to listen. If it wasn't important enough for her to listen to, she obviously doesn't care. If she doesn't care, her apology can't be sincere in an apology. See what I'm saying? I tried to give her a chance to apologize. A chance to see some of the things she had done, so she could try to claim that she was sorry. The fact that she returned to her usual habit of ignoring all conversation that isn't about a relationship that is her's and didn't even care to find out what she had done infuriates me! People keep telling me to calm down. You NEVER tell a girl like me to calm down. It just gets me even more worked up! I can't calm down on the matter until Brooke learns to be less self-centered. Until she can prove to me that she actually cares about changing and actually cares about other people, and is sincerely sorry for all the things she has done, I will not calm down.

And the only way she can prove it to me is if she dug deep into her nonexistent mind and realized all the things that she has done to everyone. Then, she would have to take the time to type up a grammatically correct apology to each person, stating all the things she had done wrong to them individually. Then, she would have to add to that, and type up why she was sorry for each individual offense. Then, she would have to tell us how she was going to change each thing she had done wrong. Then, she would have to do those things, and actually change. Then, she would have to prove that she could remain changed! Then, she would have to actually remain changed! Then, and only then, would I even consider forgiving her at any point in time. And if she could pass all these things and I had considered forgiving her, and I had decided she was worth being forgiven, it would still take me decades to forgive all that she had done.